feeling so restless everyday
everything i eat jux dun seems right
feel like vomiting all the time
if not i'll feel too full
even if its jux a bun for a meal

gosh
wads happening to mi
feeling so sick
so tired

went for project today
as usual
e man n woman is late
n very late

guess cux of last nite's bbq
had fun
played secret no
drank tat cup of chilli + volka + chips
yucks

so many things to do
proj discussion r owaes short n sweet
good
sumhow
i can c some progress
at least for sm
e whole report outline is done
great

e sad thing is
i realise
sch's starting soon
pretty fast eh

haven reali enjoy
n e holidays r ending
when sch starts
its going to end pretty soon too

den i'll be gone
wid moi present situation?
can i endure e long hrs?
n e 5mths w/o moi mama ard?
omg

lion com coming
everybody is busy
y am i not?

da-shu called e other day
surprise
he asked y i not competing
told mi sp seems not enuff ppl
alright
i din noe
i wasnt told
i promised him
i'll help out if deres a need
but bb disagreed

darling
oh pls
dun tie mi so tight
dun

so wad r moi plans?
going to be like e other time
inform him onli when everything is done?
no way
he's going to kill mi

nvm
shall take a step at a time

tmr going out
fretting over wad to wear
moi wardrobe looks so plain
y is mama owaes complaining too many?

nah
i wan to buy t-shirts!!
think ps got one shop
selling tops pretty nice
shall drop by tmr

world cup fever
no scv at home
missed so many matches

ytd got portugal
today got czech republic
tmr got brazil
moi favs
gonna miss it
arghhh

im feeling so sick
help