didi went out for movies again
daddy mummy went chu shi
left mi n the big big house alone

today, the 4th day he din contact mi le
the 10th day we haven had a good talk

got this from the drama jux now

gal: "when a guy doesnt keep in touch with u,
its either he's angry or he has given up hope"

guy: "im not angry, im merely at a loss"

gal: "do i still have a chance?"

guy: "i'll inform u when i've come to a decision"

n they never got tgt in the end

is that wads happening to us?
he's not angry
he was disappointed
utter disappointment

i was in the wrong
have nobody to blame

the big stone in moi heart
been with mi since 2months ago
been struggling to keep moi mouth shut
terrible feeling
im sinking in

i dunno wad to say
moi tears drop again
as i was reminded of the past

i wasnt convincing enuff
to make u trust
i was so useless
tat i cudnt even keep wad belonged to us

hubby, im leaving
would u pls come back soon?

when the clock strikes 12 tonight

it would be 11th day of the war
5th day u haven been contacting mi
7days left to disney

i miss u, darling