one more down, three more to go
e firx time eva in moi life
i reali cudnt concentrate at all
he keep flashing in moi mind
haix
jux hope to get a C at least for SM

ytd, 24hours, no msg, no missed col
no contact at all
not even a gdnite msg anymore
this morning, woke up in fright
e firx thing tat came to moi mind
him
i checked moi fone
nutink

went home wid aisyah jux now
she said she read moi blog
from her friends link
haas
lidat oso can
somehow the world is jux so small
everybody's friends seems to noe each other somehow

she said
dun think he dun wan u
he's prob giving u the space u wanted
wan to let u concentrate
since u said to take a break

den i realise
moi 'take a break' meant to rest a while
but he seems to take it as 'break'
so, i was misunderstooded all this while
and the more i try to explain
the more it means 'break'
wth

perhaps
this might be good for us
giving each other some space to breathe
since we r both so busy right now

aisyah said
i acted prob becux i haf too many things in mind
hormones not stabilise yet
maybe ba

too many things happen
tat incident + exams + im flying off
tat incident alone is enuff to drain mi out
i guess u too

if onli u can think like her
u would have understand mi better
somehow gals n gals understand each other better
dey say, great minds think alike
i say, the same gender think alike
isnt that so?

gals owaes complain guys dun understand em
gals dun seems to understand the guys too

the 8th day of the war
10days left...