never could i imagine family pressure can be tat great
went for checkup today
e same environment
a heavy heart
e bed where i slept on
where love was felt

it was them who forced mi to make tat decision i refused
i struggled n i dragged on
i had nobody to talk to
end up, i gave in

a moment mistake
forever guilt n regrets

i paid a high price for that mistake
din i?

i am not happy
so tired that u ppl keep giving mi negative comments
since tats wad u all wan
fine
i gave way again

he said he will do anything so long i listen to him tat once
cux he owe mi
im sorry
but deres nutink u can do to repay mi
not even ur life
i dun blame u

jux take good care of urself
find a good gal
somebody whom u reali love n whom can reali understands u
stay happy n blissful
tats wad u can do for mi

dun wori abt mi
i will never be involved in bgr eva again
moi heart sank
given up hope
pressure from all sides
i cant take it anymore

moi words stil holds though
for he's e one n only i eva fell so deeply in love with
e one whom i was ready to make any sacrifices
moi one n only hubby
in moi heart, moi mind, moi life
i said i will not marry anyone but him
i meant it
be it the past, now or future

i alrdy lost moi loved one
i dun wan to lose another
but it pains mi to c him so tired
since he's so tired
i should give him a break
for im tired too