oh.. im getting so sick n tired of the trainings.. ppl r getting lesser.. todae not even half the numbers.. the working ones n the fallen sick ones r enuff to keep the dragon not moving.. gosh..
im jux so bored at the training today.. dey went kbox ytd.. none of em called mi along.. to think i owaes organise gatherings for em.. forget it.. im becoming more n more invisible.. one day, i will jux go missing.. moi leg is giving troubles.. i merely take a few steps back n it starts to hurt.. yesh.. n dere i start to limp again.. wth.. gotta go back for checkup one of these days..

we were jux planning for celebration this afternoon.. cux cw's bdae ish jux one day behind mine.. tot of celebrating it tgt.. was said to fix it on sat.. moi darling aisyah will be coming too.. yippee.. den again.. gotta c if kevin (cw's bf) can take off to keep her poor little darling accompany anot.. hopefully he can.. den everything will be smoothly carried out as planned..

we even tot of baking our own bdae cake.. she wans strawberry.. i wanted chocolate.. so tat will make it half of each flavour.. lolx..

cy jux reminded mi vesak day gotta chu shi.. big event.. got dragon, lion n big flag.. heard ish laoda's mum sintua.. sumore its in e morning.. wth.. am i reali going to celebrate moi dae wid e buddhas n lollipop?? da-shu say after chu shi den go happening.. haiz.. seems like i cant go missing huh?? quick.. somebody date mi on moi dae!!

was on moi way home jux now.. n saw an old auntie's wake.. one of a kind.. bery neat n tidy.. still got buddha at the side de.. bery nicely done.. den it reminded mi of the dream..

quite some time ago, i dreamt moi mum left us to another world.. she was lying in the coffin.. i was so scared when i woke up.. moi heart beat so fast.. until i saw moi mum safe n sound.. i actuali forgotten abt it le.. den e wake reminded mi again..

jux now watch da chang jin.. lady han oso die.. oh mine.. n i went sobbing in e toilet when i think of the dream i had.. oh pls.. pls do not let tat dream of mine come true.. pls dun..

where's moi darling.. can u lend mi a hug.. a real tite hug.. tel mi e dream is not going to come true.. tel mi mummy is going to live to ripe old age.. tel mi her failing health is not a signal.. tel mi mummy is going to be fine..

darling.. where r u??

i dun haf one.. ='(

im jux a nobody.. a lonely soul.. an empty shell..

when a triangle becomes parallel lines..

i give moi blessings..

cux parallel lines never meet..

thanx for the memories..

ilu.