finali finished bud's assignments!! ALL OF THEM!! yippee yuppiee!! been rushing them throughout these few days.. now finali can sleep in peace le!! yeah!! *applaud*
supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!
woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!
oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??
im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..
she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..
recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x
but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..
jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..
think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?
love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
its new year eve in sg
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
Saturday, December 30, 2006
heard from ashley she going seasonal after her program ends
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
Thursday, December 28, 2006
its tat time of the month, been 3months since the last.. finali auntie came to visit.. dere's probably nutink wrong wid mi.. body takes time to adjust after op ba.. well, it came finali.. so its kinda relieve.. dun nid to bring so many "bread" home now.. haas.. but aint feeling good.. aching all over.. cramps.. gotta go work later.. till 215am.. hell..
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
i cursed n swear ytd, n today moi eyes were teary as i hear the christmas carols. oh well, i do miss home. esp during the holiday seasons. though we dun reali celebrate christmas like how it should traditionally be, i still miss the times with moi family. how nice, if dey were here to spend christmas wif mi. the same week next upcoming will be new year. standing alone in a foreign land, i shall say "goodbye 2006".
he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.
or its probably a repeated cycle.
i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.
i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.
moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "
he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.
or its probably a repeated cycle.
i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.
i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.
moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "
Monday, December 25, 2006
didi came to ask y i din reply ytd
his ytd=moi morning
den he said mummy so anxious waiting for moi reply
but moi main purpose online this morning wasnt to chat
plus didi said he's going to busy til new year so no time to go online chat
he sae de la
den now sae daddy mummy tot he bluff them i was online
end wid a "okie n take care" jiu offline le
wth
win liao la
tt's moi christmas present?
wth
alrdy not spending christmas with u all liao stil mux add salt n vinegar de meh
wadever la
im not going to chat wid u all again!!
miss mi? pui!!!
not even going to tell u when i'll be home!!
best is dun go home!!
@$#&*(^I&%#@$%^&*O(&*^%$
i hate u!!!!!
his ytd=moi morning
den he said mummy so anxious waiting for moi reply
but moi main purpose online this morning wasnt to chat
plus didi said he's going to busy til new year so no time to go online chat
he sae de la
den now sae daddy mummy tot he bluff them i was online
end wid a "okie n take care" jiu offline le
wth
win liao la
tt's moi christmas present?
wth
alrdy not spending christmas with u all liao stil mux add salt n vinegar de meh
wadever la
im not going to chat wid u all again!!
miss mi? pui!!!
not even going to tell u when i'll be home!!
best is dun go home!!
@$#&*(^I&%#@$%^&*O(&*^%$
i hate u!!!!!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
had the best time ever ytd; went out wid a few of moi disney friends.. jaime n ayde went along too.. hmm.. dun reali like them initially but.. we had lotsa fun ytd!! n it kinda bond us closer too.. haas.. its a good thing la.. but they r leaving real soon!! in two weeks time!! how quick.. oh mine! im going to miss them loads!!
planning on visiting danielle's place at ohio in jan when she's going back BUT!! the portal denied moi request for off days!! said had alrdy past the deadline!! NOOOOOO!!! dun do tat to mi!! oh pls!! i wanna go!! she alrdy told her family n dey r all awaiting for moi arrival.. n the best thing is it will be SNOWING!! REAL SNOW!! MOI FIRST SNOW!! PLS LET MI GO!!
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watch illuminations at epcot again ytd.. its the name of the fireworks.. i love the fireworks at epcot.. esp the song.. i dunno the song title but i'll find out eventually.. its a beautiful song but it makes mi wan to cry.. and.. it makes mi realise.. somehow.. i do miss tat somebody still..
planning on visiting danielle's place at ohio in jan when she's going back BUT!! the portal denied moi request for off days!! said had alrdy past the deadline!! NOOOOOO!!! dun do tat to mi!! oh pls!! i wanna go!! she alrdy told her family n dey r all awaiting for moi arrival.. n the best thing is it will be SNOWING!! REAL SNOW!! MOI FIRST SNOW!! PLS LET MI GO!!
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watch illuminations at epcot again ytd.. its the name of the fireworks.. i love the fireworks at epcot.. esp the song.. i dunno the song title but i'll find out eventually.. its a beautiful song but it makes mi wan to cry.. and.. it makes mi realise.. somehow.. i do miss tat somebody still..
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
today..
went to costuming den to cast connection
den to costuming n headed home
rest a while
went to bank to transfer money
den shop a while at company D
i saw the christmas tree again
still hesitating whether to buy
should i should i not?
den went to ttc; lost n found
no similar description tat matches moi lost camera pouch
disappointed
sat at ttc waiting for the ez bus
tot of the sacrifices made to come here
hum the song 'home'
eyes became teary
emo emo
den came home took a short nap
went out again to downtown disney
ate mac alone
sitting in front mi was a family of four
felt kinda lonely
everybody has a partner to eat/shop/play
im ok, used to it..
den headed to lego for refund
idiot.. his name is art
saw the things i took out for refund expression immediately changed
#%^&^$%#&^%
nvm
who cares
got give mi back money can liao
den shop alone for like 2hrs or so
n headed to walmart
its moi off day
but busy busy wor
like running errands sia
a couple of things accomplished today (burnt a big hole in moi pocket too)
everything but assignments
according to disney, ive alrdy graduated
BUT!!
i stil owe UNCG 6reports!!
n moi logbook seems to be abandoned for more than one month le
gosh!
y r dere so many many things to do???
wanna go explore orlando
dun even haf time
='(
jackie (moi housemate) planning to go las vegas this weekend
thurs morning to sunday morning
GOOD!!
she even asked blackie along
GOGOGO!!!
dun come back even better
getting more n more disliking them
tat blackie is the worse
no money stil wan to go
sae ask her daddy to transfer money
even hear her sae she lied tat she bought online books
tats y need money
she din even buy textbooks lor
-_-!!
i pity her parents lor
work so hard in sg to pay for their daughter's nonsense
*shake head*
after tat incident
i reali learnt to treasure moi parents
esp moi mummy
nv want to disappoint her again
went to costuming den to cast connection
den to costuming n headed home
rest a while
went to bank to transfer money
den shop a while at company D
i saw the christmas tree again
still hesitating whether to buy
should i should i not?
den went to ttc; lost n found
no similar description tat matches moi lost camera pouch
disappointed
sat at ttc waiting for the ez bus
tot of the sacrifices made to come here
hum the song 'home'
eyes became teary
emo emo
den came home took a short nap
went out again to downtown disney
ate mac alone
sitting in front mi was a family of four
felt kinda lonely
everybody has a partner to eat/shop/play
im ok, used to it..
den headed to lego for refund
idiot.. his name is art
saw the things i took out for refund expression immediately changed
#%^&^$%#&^%
nvm
who cares
got give mi back money can liao
den shop alone for like 2hrs or so
n headed to walmart
its moi off day
but busy busy wor
like running errands sia
a couple of things accomplished today (burnt a big hole in moi pocket too)
everything but assignments
according to disney, ive alrdy graduated
BUT!!
i stil owe UNCG 6reports!!
n moi logbook seems to be abandoned for more than one month le
gosh!
y r dere so many many things to do???
wanna go explore orlando
dun even haf time
='(
jackie (moi housemate) planning to go las vegas this weekend
thurs morning to sunday morning
GOOD!!
she even asked blackie along
GOGOGO!!!
dun come back even better
getting more n more disliking them
tat blackie is the worse
no money stil wan to go
sae ask her daddy to transfer money
even hear her sae she lied tat she bought online books
tats y need money
she din even buy textbooks lor
-_-!!
i pity her parents lor
work so hard in sg to pay for their daughter's nonsense
*shake head*
after tat incident
i reali learnt to treasure moi parents
esp moi mummy
nv want to disappoint her again
Thursday, December 14, 2006
went animal kingdom ytd
had fun
finali rode on the safari ride
but..
i lost moi camera pouch
went to guest services
no luck
called lost n found today
nope, plenty of camera pouches, but none from AK
"try again tmr"
after AK went MGM
watch fantamistic
firx time in four months
fantastic
simply love the media effects in disney
amazing
went for TOT
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
sudden up n down ride
tot i wud haf wobble legs
nope
felt nutink
all i did was scream n scream n scream
den ok le
haas
more like letting out moi frustration
wadeva
den went ahead to see the dancing lights
was "snowing"
cheryl so excited
too bad mi n wl too tired to be tat excited
its not real snow too
den.. went to downtown
felt kinda cheated at LEGO
30% discount for cast
BUT...
for the same things we bought
we were charge at different prices
n i mean reali different
the pick-a-brick cup i was charged at 2++ for one
wl was charged 4++
the namekit i was charged 3.49
wl was charged 1.20
cheryl was charged 1.71
den studied the receipt again on the way home
was charged extra one namekit
*&^%$&^(*)*&^%$%^*&()
wanted to go down today to clarify
think again
forget it la
the receipt is TOTAL CONFUSION
n it wud be DAMN TROUBLESOME
take it as moi unlucky day den
tmr(today) will be a better day
best wishes
had fun
finali rode on the safari ride
but..
i lost moi camera pouch
went to guest services
no luck
called lost n found today
nope, plenty of camera pouches, but none from AK
"try again tmr"
after AK went MGM
watch fantamistic
firx time in four months
fantastic
simply love the media effects in disney
amazing
went for TOT
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
sudden up n down ride
tot i wud haf wobble legs
nope
felt nutink
all i did was scream n scream n scream
den ok le
haas
more like letting out moi frustration
wadeva
den went ahead to see the dancing lights
was "snowing"
cheryl so excited
too bad mi n wl too tired to be tat excited
its not real snow too
den.. went to downtown
felt kinda cheated at LEGO
30% discount for cast
BUT...
for the same things we bought
we were charge at different prices
n i mean reali different
the pick-a-brick cup i was charged at 2++ for one
wl was charged 4++
the namekit i was charged 3.49
wl was charged 1.20
cheryl was charged 1.71
den studied the receipt again on the way home
was charged extra one namekit
*&^%$&^(*)*&^%$%^*&()
wanted to go down today to clarify
think again
forget it la
the receipt is TOTAL CONFUSION
n it wud be DAMN TROUBLESOME
take it as moi unlucky day den
tmr(today) will be a better day
best wishes
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ytd..
took pictures wid moi fav bus driver
came home so excitedly wanted to show wl
she break the news to mi
shocked
until now stil couldnt believe its true
shant elaborate
onli heard its spreading in sg le
today..
came home n rush to 2nd shift
a little lost
luckily got ppl help
whew
den saw blackie at home
sians
she peeked from the bathroom
saw mi gif mi a sians look lor
den heard her speaking tamil over the house fone
mux be piriya
who else could it be when she speaks in her normal sg tone?
den heard her sae she n a whole grp of them gg dunno where
sigh
moi sg class..
class 14.. why r u guys leaving mi out?
the worse to noe is..
dey ask blackie but not mi
to think penny once said cux i seems to be distant from them
so she's trying to pull mi back
forget it ppl
i hate u guys!!!!
took pictures wid moi fav bus driver
came home so excitedly wanted to show wl
she break the news to mi
shocked
until now stil couldnt believe its true
shant elaborate
onli heard its spreading in sg le
today..
came home n rush to 2nd shift
a little lost
luckily got ppl help
whew
den saw blackie at home
sians
she peeked from the bathroom
saw mi gif mi a sians look lor
den heard her speaking tamil over the house fone
mux be piriya
who else could it be when she speaks in her normal sg tone?
den heard her sae she n a whole grp of them gg dunno where
sigh
moi sg class..
class 14.. why r u guys leaving mi out?
the worse to noe is..
dey ask blackie but not mi
to think penny once said cux i seems to be distant from them
so she's trying to pull mi back
forget it ppl
i hate u guys!!!!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
morgan came up to mi n said, "wanping, if u been treated unfairly in the kitchen, i hope u would let mi noe alright? i kinda noe what's going on..." n all i replied was, "im ok, dun wori"
she's onli moi coordinator.. but sees mi like her own sister.. takes reali good care of mi n even invited mi to thansgiving dinner.. was moi firx.. had a great time..
i was kinda being ordered ard ytd.. some ppl being bossy.. some ppl gif mi attitude.. moi night was terrible.. morgan noticed i wasnt moiself.. she came to ask.. but i said nutink.. on moi way home, moi eyes were teary.. all i needed was a hug.. a real n sincere hug from somebody.. but dere was nobody.. not a single soul..
reach home, wl was home too.. apparently we took the same bus.. but din see each other.. she came home n started rattling away abt her work.. i was quiet.. extremely quiet.. i onli nodded moi head n "umm".. den later, she realised sumtink was wrong.. told her wad happened.. n she said, "aiyo, seems like the bad ppl at ur side is even more evil den mine".. since day 1, she has been complaining tat ppl at her workplace are all evil nuts.. mine had been the good.. sigh.. nv judge a book by its cover..
i dunno y.. but whenever im feeling low.. dere will be a person who will firx appear in moi mind.. i saw the photos.. sigh..
whatever tat brings mi down shall bring mi up..
im ok today.. back to normal.. a little normal at least.. guess im becoming a stronger self.. thanx to those who tries all ways n means to beat mi down.. sorry to disappoint u.. moi endurance level= advance..
im tired.. goodnite..
she's onli moi coordinator.. but sees mi like her own sister.. takes reali good care of mi n even invited mi to thansgiving dinner.. was moi firx.. had a great time..
i was kinda being ordered ard ytd.. some ppl being bossy.. some ppl gif mi attitude.. moi night was terrible.. morgan noticed i wasnt moiself.. she came to ask.. but i said nutink.. on moi way home, moi eyes were teary.. all i needed was a hug.. a real n sincere hug from somebody.. but dere was nobody.. not a single soul..
reach home, wl was home too.. apparently we took the same bus.. but din see each other.. she came home n started rattling away abt her work.. i was quiet.. extremely quiet.. i onli nodded moi head n "umm".. den later, she realised sumtink was wrong.. told her wad happened.. n she said, "aiyo, seems like the bad ppl at ur side is even more evil den mine".. since day 1, she has been complaining tat ppl at her workplace are all evil nuts.. mine had been the good.. sigh.. nv judge a book by its cover..
i dunno y.. but whenever im feeling low.. dere will be a person who will firx appear in moi mind.. i saw the photos.. sigh..
whatever tat brings mi down shall bring mi up..
im ok today.. back to normal.. a little normal at least.. guess im becoming a stronger self.. thanx to those who tries all ways n means to beat mi down.. sorry to disappoint u.. moi endurance level= advance..
im tired.. goodnite..
Friday, December 08, 2006
heehaa!!!
early morning wake up at 7am to go shopping sales.. siao de hor?? but.. ..... 7am is late le lor!! woke wl den took monorail to epcot.. its the first monorail lor.. reach the sales tent at ard 815.. alrdy loooooooooong queue le lor.. n i mean long ok.. got take pics.. next time den upload.. finali get to enter the sales area at ard 10am.. k la.. its WINTER SALSA SALES leh.. SALSA = spend a little save alot.. of course alot ppl la.. sumore is WHILE STOCKS LAST.. yepz.. bought lots lots souvenirs.. souvenir list cleared almost 3/4 le.. left moi auntie dey all de.. so difficult to find la.. dunno is i too fussy or wad.. but everything doesnt seems suit them lor.. or maybe too close so die die mux buy very very nice de things for them bah.. wadever la.. jux updated moi accounts.. today spend 100++USD lor!! OMG!!
at the SALSA sales alrdy spend like 66++ (before discount is $220!!) whoohoo!! den went to asian market.. finali catch the bus leh!! we actuali waited at the wrong place.. luckily wl reminded mi the bus might be at clubhouse.. den when we walk dere.. the bus was leaving le lah!! heng sia!! den reach asian market i literally went crazy lor.. can u imagine dere is SINGAPORE FOOD!!!!!! OMG!!!! i couldnt believe lah!!!! n i saw tau gey i damn excited la!! had been almost 4months i never eat tau gey le leh!! oh!! n dere is ROTI PRATA too!!!! n char siew pau n fishballs!!! whahahahaha!!!! u cant imagine how crazy i was lor.. but the bus driver onli give us 1hour to shop.. sobx sobx.. den wl keep rushing mi.. cux i c everything in detail de.. she is anyhow chiong de lor.. quick n fast de.. im the dilly dally de la.. nvm.. cux she found soybean!!! heehee.. but i stil miss moi tau huey!!!
den on the way back i msg mummy to go online tmr.. she so excited reply mi ok lor.. lolx.. mux be missing mi like dunno wad eh? heehee.. guess she was kinda surprised when i called her jux now to ask her the curry puff ingredients bah.. lolx.. im going to make curry puffs wor.. check it out!!!
jux now chat wid didi n mama.. mummy bought mi a froggie plush toy from china leh.. OMG!! @_@ froggie>!!!! the thing i ever worse afraid of!! but mummy's token lor.. bo bian.. she very funny la.. owaes nagging i have so many stuff toys den go china stil buy mi toy.. -_-!! den everytime online sae got alot things to sae to mi but owaes forgot.. mummy mux been missing mi too much.. but i miss daddy leh.. online owaes onli see didi n mummy.. daddy's owaes working.. aiyo.. little gal missing home le..
i alrdy pack moi luggage le lor.. dun laugh lor.. time flies de lor.. now MK alrdy dunno holding how many xmas party liao lor.. every mon, tues, thurs, fri since last 2 weeks lor.. den after xmas is new yr le.. den im going home le..
i wan to go home.. but im going to miss everything here too.. life is good here lor.. so much more relaxing.. like everyday holiday lidat.. go back singapore is the same old routine le.. den go back nid to go somewhere sure very awkward de.. sigh..
tat day saw the photo den i so afraid to slp la.. nightmare sia.. i dunno why oso.. but i was reali scared.. like see ghost lidat.. i cover moi blanket over moi head to slp wor.. wonder wad will happen when i go back..
heck care la.. ppl got miss mi lor.. lalala.. im going to enjoy to the fullest before i go back lor.. planning to go nyc.. finding ppl to go wid mi.. god bless.. btw.. moi schedule alrdy plan til next yr march le.. whahaha..
early morning wake up at 7am to go shopping sales.. siao de hor?? but.. ..... 7am is late le lor!! woke wl den took monorail to epcot.. its the first monorail lor.. reach the sales tent at ard 815.. alrdy loooooooooong queue le lor.. n i mean long ok.. got take pics.. next time den upload.. finali get to enter the sales area at ard 10am.. k la.. its WINTER SALSA SALES leh.. SALSA = spend a little save alot.. of course alot ppl la.. sumore is WHILE STOCKS LAST.. yepz.. bought lots lots souvenirs.. souvenir list cleared almost 3/4 le.. left moi auntie dey all de.. so difficult to find la.. dunno is i too fussy or wad.. but everything doesnt seems suit them lor.. or maybe too close so die die mux buy very very nice de things for them bah.. wadever la.. jux updated moi accounts.. today spend 100++USD lor!! OMG!!
at the SALSA sales alrdy spend like 66++ (before discount is $220!!) whoohoo!! den went to asian market.. finali catch the bus leh!! we actuali waited at the wrong place.. luckily wl reminded mi the bus might be at clubhouse.. den when we walk dere.. the bus was leaving le lah!! heng sia!! den reach asian market i literally went crazy lor.. can u imagine dere is SINGAPORE FOOD!!!!!! OMG!!!! i couldnt believe lah!!!! n i saw tau gey i damn excited la!! had been almost 4months i never eat tau gey le leh!! oh!! n dere is ROTI PRATA too!!!! n char siew pau n fishballs!!! whahahahaha!!!! u cant imagine how crazy i was lor.. but the bus driver onli give us 1hour to shop.. sobx sobx.. den wl keep rushing mi.. cux i c everything in detail de.. she is anyhow chiong de lor.. quick n fast de.. im the dilly dally de la.. nvm.. cux she found soybean!!! heehee.. but i stil miss moi tau huey!!!
den on the way back i msg mummy to go online tmr.. she so excited reply mi ok lor.. lolx.. mux be missing mi like dunno wad eh? heehee.. guess she was kinda surprised when i called her jux now to ask her the curry puff ingredients bah.. lolx.. im going to make curry puffs wor.. check it out!!!
jux now chat wid didi n mama.. mummy bought mi a froggie plush toy from china leh.. OMG!! @_@ froggie>!!!! the thing i ever worse afraid of!! but mummy's token lor.. bo bian.. she very funny la.. owaes nagging i have so many stuff toys den go china stil buy mi toy.. -_-!! den everytime online sae got alot things to sae to mi but owaes forgot.. mummy mux been missing mi too much.. but i miss daddy leh.. online owaes onli see didi n mummy.. daddy's owaes working.. aiyo.. little gal missing home le..
i alrdy pack moi luggage le lor.. dun laugh lor.. time flies de lor.. now MK alrdy dunno holding how many xmas party liao lor.. every mon, tues, thurs, fri since last 2 weeks lor.. den after xmas is new yr le.. den im going home le..
i wan to go home.. but im going to miss everything here too.. life is good here lor.. so much more relaxing.. like everyday holiday lidat.. go back singapore is the same old routine le.. den go back nid to go somewhere sure very awkward de.. sigh..
tat day saw the photo den i so afraid to slp la.. nightmare sia.. i dunno why oso.. but i was reali scared.. like see ghost lidat.. i cover moi blanket over moi head to slp wor.. wonder wad will happen when i go back..
heck care la.. ppl got miss mi lor.. lalala.. im going to enjoy to the fullest before i go back lor.. planning to go nyc.. finding ppl to go wid mi.. god bless.. btw.. moi schedule alrdy plan til next yr march le.. whahaha..
Saturday, December 02, 2006
was waken up by 'Canon in D' early in the morning.. *&^%$##%^.. it's moi off day.. finali a day to slp in late.. it appeared to be liting looking for her good friend, vanitha.. hey, come on! she got a cellphone too!! nvm.. i haf no clue y she had to call mi to wake her fren.. but i did wad i was asked to anyway.. it was also from her den i realised it seems that majority is going to meet conrad.. ok den.. go meet him.. i dun wan moi grade to be affected cux i din meet him when he's here..
so, wake weiling n took the 9.40am bus to commons.. met conrad n mahedram (dunno correct spelling anot).. few of them were alrdy dere.. as usual, penny n donna complain n complain n complain.. piriya was speaking quite alot too.. which im pretty surprised.. she seems to become more outspoken ever since she came here.. den vanitha reached.. tot she said she not coming.. den liting reached.. den yiwen n gang reached.. quite a few of us la.. all girls.. haas.. the boys all working.. hmm.. discussed quite lot of things.. we not going to get our results here.. disney will send it to sp den sp will process n do the conversion curve.. will onli noe our results in mid march.. sianz.. the passing mark here is 70.. been scoring 90 n above lor.. dunno convert liao stil can maintain the A anot.. or even distinction? hopefully so bah.. if results permits, might consider going university.. c how bah..
den tok abt extension thingy too.. vani asked if im going to extend.. hmm.. i wanted to initially.. but now i wan to go home.. i wan to go back home to c moi mum.. she's not in good shape.. i wan to see her.. i wan to make sure everything's fine..
today is december 1st.. another month or so i'll be back.. nid to work harder to earn more money.. im targeting 3000usd in moi savings.. now got 1000plus le.. make more money den mummy dun nid to fret over money matters le.. god bless..
phone rang, looking for vani.. went to her room saw her sleeping on the floor.. suddenly felt so sorry.. weiling told mi she had backaches sleeping on the bed cux its too hard.. n so she sleeps in the living room almost everyday.. cux the sofa cushion more comfortable.. den she brought the cushion in.. but i took it out again.. cux sitting on the rattan chair without the cushion is not at all comfty.. dunno la.. having mixed feelings lor..
morning saw jackie.. she looked pale.. having neck ache.. i got the heat lotion apply will better de la.. but she dun wan to tok to mi.. den forget it lor.. den now see vani sleeping on the floor.. gaby's baked fish got burnt.. i dunno la.. i think jackie dun tok to mi cux of that previous incident bah.. she was singing den i purposely turn up the tv volume.. den the dishes in the trash bag also i packed de.. everything seems to start with mi.. dey got tok to weiling lor.. but not mi leh.. scared of mi?? sigh..
so, wake weiling n took the 9.40am bus to commons.. met conrad n mahedram (dunno correct spelling anot).. few of them were alrdy dere.. as usual, penny n donna complain n complain n complain.. piriya was speaking quite alot too.. which im pretty surprised.. she seems to become more outspoken ever since she came here.. den vanitha reached.. tot she said she not coming.. den liting reached.. den yiwen n gang reached.. quite a few of us la.. all girls.. haas.. the boys all working.. hmm.. discussed quite lot of things.. we not going to get our results here.. disney will send it to sp den sp will process n do the conversion curve.. will onli noe our results in mid march.. sianz.. the passing mark here is 70.. been scoring 90 n above lor.. dunno convert liao stil can maintain the A anot.. or even distinction? hopefully so bah.. if results permits, might consider going university.. c how bah..
den tok abt extension thingy too.. vani asked if im going to extend.. hmm.. i wanted to initially.. but now i wan to go home.. i wan to go back home to c moi mum.. she's not in good shape.. i wan to see her.. i wan to make sure everything's fine..
today is december 1st.. another month or so i'll be back.. nid to work harder to earn more money.. im targeting 3000usd in moi savings.. now got 1000plus le.. make more money den mummy dun nid to fret over money matters le.. god bless..
phone rang, looking for vani.. went to her room saw her sleeping on the floor.. suddenly felt so sorry.. weiling told mi she had backaches sleeping on the bed cux its too hard.. n so she sleeps in the living room almost everyday.. cux the sofa cushion more comfortable.. den she brought the cushion in.. but i took it out again.. cux sitting on the rattan chair without the cushion is not at all comfty.. dunno la.. having mixed feelings lor..
morning saw jackie.. she looked pale.. having neck ache.. i got the heat lotion apply will better de la.. but she dun wan to tok to mi.. den forget it lor.. den now see vani sleeping on the floor.. gaby's baked fish got burnt.. i dunno la.. i think jackie dun tok to mi cux of that previous incident bah.. she was singing den i purposely turn up the tv volume.. den the dishes in the trash bag also i packed de.. everything seems to start with mi.. dey got tok to weiling lor.. but not mi leh.. scared of mi?? sigh..
Thursday, November 30, 2006
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil,without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity - boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water. "Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?" Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, It releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean? May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; They just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i reali couldnt stand the smell coming from the dishes n guess wad i did? i actuali packed those yucky dishes into the trash bag!! whahahaha!! well, dey did chu yi den i do shi wu la.. lalala.. it was until midnight when gaby came home n dey needed dishes for wadeva crap dey r eating.. den dey realise the dishes r missing!! lolx!! i was alrdy in moi room wid wl.. eavesdropping their reaction.. dey keep laughing.. asking WHY.. n jackie even sae she OWAES clean the house!! OMG!! she cleaned?!!! more like dirty bah.. oh well, ONCE IN A WHILE she tidies the house A LITTLE.. den for the rest of the month she leaves her things everywhere in the house..
oh ya.. u wont believe this.. its a speechless war in the house.. she was singing la!! den so AWFUL lor.. i almost couldnt finish moi noodles.. bth.. i go switch on the tv.. purposely turn up the volume.. i dun care de lor.. even if im not watching.. i rather listen to the tv den to her singing la.. anyway, she had her ear plugs on rite? who cares.. oh den, she sings louder la!! OMG!! but i think she finali realise she couldnt beat the tv.. she stop singing le!! YES!! VICTORY!! heeheehaha..
oh ya.. u wont believe this.. its a speechless war in the house.. she was singing la!! den so AWFUL lor.. i almost couldnt finish moi noodles.. bth.. i go switch on the tv.. purposely turn up the volume.. i dun care de lor.. even if im not watching.. i rather listen to the tv den to her singing la.. anyway, she had her ear plugs on rite? who cares.. oh den, she sings louder la!! OMG!! but i think she finali realise she couldnt beat the tv.. she stop singing le!! YES!! VICTORY!! heeheehaha..
Thursday, November 23, 2006
ytd i went shopping in moi 3/4 n pretty little slippers
everything was going well until the time to go home
waited outside for the bus
for about 15min or so
with the strong wind blowing straight at moi face
n the temperature at 3degrees
3DEGREES CELSIUS!!!
shivering shivering shivering
until the bus came
moi whole body was numbed
i had no strength at all to walk a step further
i dragged moi feet n finally boarded the bus
moi head was cold n heavy
i felt like vomitting
long before i knew
it was time to alight
i tot i felt better
nope
stil the heavy n numb body
feels like dragging heavy chains behind mi
moi teeth was cluttering
hailed a cab
cab driver wont let mi in
until he called back HQ to let em noe he's chaffeuring somebody instead
i almost died in the frozen air
as soon as i reach home
the first thing was to jump into bed
n wrapped moiself in moi blanket
den i realise moi blanket wasnt warm at all
at tat split second
somebody appeared in moi mind
haas
oh buddha,
pls grant mi some warmth
everything was going well until the time to go home
waited outside for the bus
for about 15min or so
with the strong wind blowing straight at moi face
n the temperature at 3degrees
3DEGREES CELSIUS!!!
shivering shivering shivering
until the bus came
moi whole body was numbed
i had no strength at all to walk a step further
i dragged moi feet n finally boarded the bus
moi head was cold n heavy
i felt like vomitting
long before i knew
it was time to alight
i tot i felt better
nope
stil the heavy n numb body
feels like dragging heavy chains behind mi
moi teeth was cluttering
hailed a cab
cab driver wont let mi in
until he called back HQ to let em noe he's chaffeuring somebody instead
i almost died in the frozen air
as soon as i reach home
the first thing was to jump into bed
n wrapped moiself in moi blanket
den i realise moi blanket wasnt warm at all
at tat split second
somebody appeared in moi mind
haas
oh buddha,
pls grant mi some warmth
Thursday, November 16, 2006
ok.. so i told moi darling aisyah im going to stop talking abt somebody.. n i shall jux do tat.. cux i think got new prediction le.. lolx.. moi prediction usualli quite accurate de..
hmm.. im so bored!!!! did ppt this whole afternoon den went to cast connection din see anything i like.. or maybe i did.. the blankets or is that beach towel? wadever la.. its bery cute la.. but the tot of moi luggage makes mi give up the idea.. den jio yiwen go premium but she busying wid her project.. haiz.. nobody accompany mi leh.. den take ez bus back to little treehouse again..
ate a pie n ice cream for dinner.. haha.. din haf moi lunch leh.. today so healthy sia.. lolx.. den met shizhe online leh.. oh gosh.. i miss him sia!! cant believe he's going to take over the company le.. great potential!! all the way to go, moi dear!! oopss.. dun mistaken.. he's going to get married soon le.. haha.. n he's like a big brother to mi.. reali a very good brother.. n i cherish our friendship alot alot.. he taught mi alot things.. to look at things in a different perspective.. blah blah blah.. he helped to open up moi tots.. but unfortunately... hmm.. ...
shit la.. i sit too long on the sofa now moi waist is aching again.. i hate it la.. it hurts alot alot!! damn.. wanted to do bud's assignments de leh.. stil got 8more to submit by first week of December leh.. omg!! going to faint le.. den again, school's going to end soon!!!
next wk no class cux thanksgiving wk.. everybody is like working for hell lotsa hours la.. im scheduled for 53hours leh!! onli one pathetic day off.. ='(
die die mux cherish tat day off la.. but den work more den earn more den can save more n can spend more... whahahaha... i wan to go shopping leh.. n i wan to go nyc shop lor.. NEW YORK CITY hor!! not florida hor!! but nobody wan to go with mi leh.. all scared freeze to death.. lolx!! i dun care ar.. die die mux find somebody to go with mi.. lalala..
ok la.. lappy very hot liao.. nid to give moi dear little lappy some rest.. it have been working too hard today le.. haha.. nid to rest moi back oso.. tata..
hmm.. im so bored!!!! did ppt this whole afternoon den went to cast connection din see anything i like.. or maybe i did.. the blankets or is that beach towel? wadever la.. its bery cute la.. but the tot of moi luggage makes mi give up the idea.. den jio yiwen go premium but she busying wid her project.. haiz.. nobody accompany mi leh.. den take ez bus back to little treehouse again..
ate a pie n ice cream for dinner.. haha.. din haf moi lunch leh.. today so healthy sia.. lolx.. den met shizhe online leh.. oh gosh.. i miss him sia!! cant believe he's going to take over the company le.. great potential!! all the way to go, moi dear!! oopss.. dun mistaken.. he's going to get married soon le.. haha.. n he's like a big brother to mi.. reali a very good brother.. n i cherish our friendship alot alot.. he taught mi alot things.. to look at things in a different perspective.. blah blah blah.. he helped to open up moi tots.. but unfortunately... hmm.. ...
shit la.. i sit too long on the sofa now moi waist is aching again.. i hate it la.. it hurts alot alot!! damn.. wanted to do bud's assignments de leh.. stil got 8more to submit by first week of December leh.. omg!! going to faint le.. den again, school's going to end soon!!!
next wk no class cux thanksgiving wk.. everybody is like working for hell lotsa hours la.. im scheduled for 53hours leh!! onli one pathetic day off.. ='(
die die mux cherish tat day off la.. but den work more den earn more den can save more n can spend more... whahahaha... i wan to go shopping leh.. n i wan to go nyc shop lor.. NEW YORK CITY hor!! not florida hor!! but nobody wan to go with mi leh.. all scared freeze to death.. lolx!! i dun care ar.. die die mux find somebody to go with mi.. lalala..
ok la.. lappy very hot liao.. nid to give moi dear little lappy some rest.. it have been working too hard today le.. haha.. nid to rest moi back oso.. tata..
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
im beginning to realise this little bloggie seems to be getting public le.. dunno how so many ppl gotta noe abt moi bloggie too.. no more privacy.. n the worse thing.. ppl read but dey dun tag.. so i dun even noe who read moi posts.. omg.. feel kinda stalked.. anyway.. peeps, if u r reading.. pls leave a tag before u leave so i noe who's been here, alright? thnx alot..
so, the first mickey's very-merry xmas party started ytd.. the christmas carols made everybody feels like going home.. dere was one sentence, "there's no place like home in holiday season".. n it reali makes mi wan to go home.. i tot abt it.. ppl do miss mi bah.. jux tat overseas msg, calls, wadever forms of contact seems a little ex.. plus daddy mummy been busy bah.. tats part of the reason y i haven been contacting em, isnt it? cux didi having o-levels, dun wish to disturb him.. sigh.. hope dey r doing fine bah.. hope dey reali did miss mi, at least once in a while bah..
abt the visa extension thingy, the chances are i would haf to go home as scheduled bah.. nvm.. i got moi plans.. when i go back, i wan to get moi driving licence.. wan to perfect moi japanese too.. if possible, moi cantonese too.. get a job n earn lotsa money.. in one yr's time, tat will be 2008, i will go tokyo disneyland to work.. probably for a yr or so.. den i'll go hongkong disneyland.. den probably paris too.. in between, i will tour around.. i wan to go venice.. its a romantic place i owaes dream of going.. moi dream vacation place.. or shall i put it as honeymoon destination? haas.. wadever.. but chances are i wont be attached.. less to sae married.. so probably going alone? or grab some close friends along bah.. moi final disney destination will of cux be back to florida.. i will come back one day.. n probably for good?
n the above will be moi future plans.. i'll stop thinking abt him, abt home.. it kinda distract mi n reali brings moi mood to the lowest..
will onli miss em in moi heart, in moi dreams..
so, the first mickey's very-merry xmas party started ytd.. the christmas carols made everybody feels like going home.. dere was one sentence, "there's no place like home in holiday season".. n it reali makes mi wan to go home.. i tot abt it.. ppl do miss mi bah.. jux tat overseas msg, calls, wadever forms of contact seems a little ex.. plus daddy mummy been busy bah.. tats part of the reason y i haven been contacting em, isnt it? cux didi having o-levels, dun wish to disturb him.. sigh.. hope dey r doing fine bah.. hope dey reali did miss mi, at least once in a while bah..
abt the visa extension thingy, the chances are i would haf to go home as scheduled bah.. nvm.. i got moi plans.. when i go back, i wan to get moi driving licence.. wan to perfect moi japanese too.. if possible, moi cantonese too.. get a job n earn lotsa money.. in one yr's time, tat will be 2008, i will go tokyo disneyland to work.. probably for a yr or so.. den i'll go hongkong disneyland.. den probably paris too.. in between, i will tour around.. i wan to go venice.. its a romantic place i owaes dream of going.. moi dream vacation place.. or shall i put it as honeymoon destination? haas.. wadever.. but chances are i wont be attached.. less to sae married.. so probably going alone? or grab some close friends along bah.. moi final disney destination will of cux be back to florida.. i will come back one day.. n probably for good?
n the above will be moi future plans.. i'll stop thinking abt him, abt home.. it kinda distract mi n reali brings moi mood to the lowest..
will onli miss em in moi heart, in moi dreams..
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
daddy mummy going china soon
this sunday dragon com
is daddy the dragon head again?
mummy in the judge panel?
wl was playing tat song
make moi tears dropped again
toking wid minmin
moi parents very fine
too busy wid trainings
dey gg china, jiangxi in two weeks
sigh
too busy to even tok to mi le
ytd go work
like dead log
made alot mistakes
think jeanette angry mi le
she's moi trainer
haiz
not feeling rite
i nid a hug
tat hug
arghhhhh
go work le
may everything be smooth today
bless mi
this sunday dragon com
is daddy the dragon head again?
mummy in the judge panel?
wl was playing tat song
make moi tears dropped again
toking wid minmin
moi parents very fine
too busy wid trainings
dey gg china, jiangxi in two weeks
sigh
too busy to even tok to mi le
ytd go work
like dead log
made alot mistakes
think jeanette angry mi le
she's moi trainer
haiz
not feeling rite
i nid a hug
tat hug
arghhhhh
go work le
may everything be smooth today
bless mi
Sunday, November 12, 2006
back from work
tired legs
been working 50hours this week
calculated will be $300plus pay
yeah
hardwork pays
i wan to save up to 3000/4000usd to go home leh
bonnie came look for mi today
moi manager
she brought another person to tel mi more abt the visa extension thingy
unfortunately
it wasnt good news
i said i wanted to try character auditions
manager took note of tat
going to ask the int'l recruitment manager
who happens to be manager for character recruitment in the past
hmm
might haf a chance to do wad i always wanted
shall wait n see
had a ridiculous tot today
daddy mummy gg china soon
was thinking of applying off n give em a surprise dere
den think back again
heard yk say their schedule very packed
tat means dey wont be able to entertain mi at all
sigh
i miss em so much
how abt them coming to visit mi b4 gg back to sg?
the impossible of the impossible
im starting to count down le
2more months to moi home sweet home
but..
if im allowed to extend moi visa
i might not go home as planned le
i miss everything in sg so much
wonder if dey miss mi as much too
no msg, email...
no contact at all
have i been forgotten?
perhaps, i should just stay here for good
sigh
tired legs
been working 50hours this week
calculated will be $300plus pay
yeah
hardwork pays
i wan to save up to 3000/4000usd to go home leh
bonnie came look for mi today
moi manager
she brought another person to tel mi more abt the visa extension thingy
unfortunately
it wasnt good news
i said i wanted to try character auditions
manager took note of tat
going to ask the int'l recruitment manager
who happens to be manager for character recruitment in the past
hmm
might haf a chance to do wad i always wanted
shall wait n see
had a ridiculous tot today
daddy mummy gg china soon
was thinking of applying off n give em a surprise dere
den think back again
heard yk say their schedule very packed
tat means dey wont be able to entertain mi at all
sigh
i miss em so much
how abt them coming to visit mi b4 gg back to sg?
the impossible of the impossible
im starting to count down le
2more months to moi home sweet home
but..
if im allowed to extend moi visa
i might not go home as planned le
i miss everything in sg so much
wonder if dey miss mi as much too
no msg, email...
no contact at all
have i been forgotten?
perhaps, i should just stay here for good
sigh
Saturday, November 11, 2006
i have a dream
a very beautiful dream
when i go back home
i wan a party
a very big party at moi home sweet home
onli moi family come n fetch mi from airport
everybody else waiting for mi at home
moi sp kids, wlcs, 4/6 buddies, lovely sisters
yepz, everyone waiting to give mi a big surprise
a whole table of singapore food
laksa, char kuey, nasi lemak, hokkien mee, popiah, blah blah blah
n he's dere to welcome mi back home too
haas..
the fairy godmother saes
"trust ur heart
n ur dream will come true"
moi friend, shizhe said
"follow ur heart"
moi heart, once slashed n tortured n hurt
can it be mend?
will there be such a day it become wholesome again?
will moi dream come true?
follow ur heart
early morning went to send off moi hongkong friends
so many ppl leaving today
the brazilians, the british, the hongkongers
leaving mi n wl the onli chinese in treehouse again
sigh
saw candy's tears
i was emo too
till the time for us to pack n go
nobody to send us off
how sad
sigh
went to stock up moi supplies
guess wad
cookies, cookies and cookies
breakfast, lunch, dinner
all cookies
lolx
i miss home
a very beautiful dream
when i go back home
i wan a party
a very big party at moi home sweet home
onli moi family come n fetch mi from airport
everybody else waiting for mi at home
moi sp kids, wlcs, 4/6 buddies, lovely sisters
yepz, everyone waiting to give mi a big surprise
a whole table of singapore food
laksa, char kuey, nasi lemak, hokkien mee, popiah, blah blah blah
n he's dere to welcome mi back home too
haas..
the fairy godmother saes
"trust ur heart
n ur dream will come true"
moi friend, shizhe said
"follow ur heart"
moi heart, once slashed n tortured n hurt
can it be mend?
will there be such a day it become wholesome again?
will moi dream come true?
follow ur heart
early morning went to send off moi hongkong friends
so many ppl leaving today
the brazilians, the british, the hongkongers
leaving mi n wl the onli chinese in treehouse again
sigh
saw candy's tears
i was emo too
till the time for us to pack n go
nobody to send us off
how sad
sigh
went to stock up moi supplies
guess wad
cookies, cookies and cookies
breakfast, lunch, dinner
all cookies
lolx
i miss home
Friday, November 10, 2006
knowing something is definitely not right, i keep saying im fine.. n he thinks i am fine.. cux i sae so.. haas.. well, wadeva happened to mi no longer concern him anymore anyway.. we r jux friends.. or a little more than that.. a special fren i wont call him a fren.. at least to mi, tats wad its going to be.. hate him? too tiring to hate somebody bah..
was making cotton candy today when i suddenly had this tot in mind.. if i have a wish right now.. i wished to spend christmas wid moi family n him.. haas.. col mi silly bah.. i stil wish to hold his hand n walk to the future.. stupid girl.. yepz, i know.. it takes time bah.. y do u think i dun wan to go home when i miss home so much?
to be honest, tat incident reali din affect mi alot.. i dunno y either.. but the scenes at tat particular place keeps flashing back.. i could even rmb the time the incident took place.. n the agony n everything.. everything still fresh in moi mind.. fresh.. like it happened ytd.. sigh.. if ever i hated him was onli that day when i saw a sign in the breakroom and realise wad happened could have been prevented bah.. sigh.. but wad's done had been done.. no point sighing le..
alright lets tok abt today bah.. its a magical day today..
early morning was the usual morning wave.. but we had two today.. becux its a special day.. its walt's 30th year anniversary today.. n walt is an old colleague at moi workplace.. he actualli started working at MK since it opened.. but the firx five yrs was part time.. so not counted.. but 30yrs leh!! omg!! tats looooong lor... alright, so we had pixie dust n everybody crowding ard him n singing him the MK cheer.. in the streets leh!! whahaha.. he so cute la.. still hugging a doggie la.. den big manager present him the trophy n we took pictures at main street.. very super nice lor..
den when we went back to confectionary.. another surprise.. the kettle is back!!! oh man!! its been missing since the day i started moi kitchen training.. omg!! guess wad.. becux the kettle is back.. we actualli produced 311 caramel apples within an hour!! no wonder helen so excited abt the kettle.. she was practically dancing la.. lolx!!
oh den today MK got cast celebration la.. den got free food, games, ice cream, DJ.. n merchandise at 75% off!! i bought so many things all add up to $23 onli lor.. though not alot to buy la.. but i did manage to dig something out of nutink.. heeheehaahaa!!!
den later got the very-merry christmas cast preview for MK cast onli lor!! heh heh.. MK very happening hor.. heehee..
thinking of christmas.. i miss the times when moi family would gather at kranji camp for bbq nite leh.. used to col wlcs for gatherings oso lor.. was so much fun den.. tat day i heard christmas carol moi tears almost drop leh.. i miss home too much le bah.. oh yea, i do..
its the 9th of the month again.. haiz..
was making cotton candy today when i suddenly had this tot in mind.. if i have a wish right now.. i wished to spend christmas wid moi family n him.. haas.. col mi silly bah.. i stil wish to hold his hand n walk to the future.. stupid girl.. yepz, i know.. it takes time bah.. y do u think i dun wan to go home when i miss home so much?
to be honest, tat incident reali din affect mi alot.. i dunno y either.. but the scenes at tat particular place keeps flashing back.. i could even rmb the time the incident took place.. n the agony n everything.. everything still fresh in moi mind.. fresh.. like it happened ytd.. sigh.. if ever i hated him was onli that day when i saw a sign in the breakroom and realise wad happened could have been prevented bah.. sigh.. but wad's done had been done.. no point sighing le..
alright lets tok abt today bah.. its a magical day today..
early morning was the usual morning wave.. but we had two today.. becux its a special day.. its walt's 30th year anniversary today.. n walt is an old colleague at moi workplace.. he actualli started working at MK since it opened.. but the firx five yrs was part time.. so not counted.. but 30yrs leh!! omg!! tats looooong lor... alright, so we had pixie dust n everybody crowding ard him n singing him the MK cheer.. in the streets leh!! whahaha.. he so cute la.. still hugging a doggie la.. den big manager present him the trophy n we took pictures at main street.. very super nice lor..
den when we went back to confectionary.. another surprise.. the kettle is back!!! oh man!! its been missing since the day i started moi kitchen training.. omg!! guess wad.. becux the kettle is back.. we actualli produced 311 caramel apples within an hour!! no wonder helen so excited abt the kettle.. she was practically dancing la.. lolx!!
oh den today MK got cast celebration la.. den got free food, games, ice cream, DJ.. n merchandise at 75% off!! i bought so many things all add up to $23 onli lor.. though not alot to buy la.. but i did manage to dig something out of nutink.. heeheehaahaa!!!
den later got the very-merry christmas cast preview for MK cast onli lor!! heh heh.. MK very happening hor.. heehee..
thinking of christmas.. i miss the times when moi family would gather at kranji camp for bbq nite leh.. used to col wlcs for gatherings oso lor.. was so much fun den.. tat day i heard christmas carol moi tears almost drop leh.. i miss home too much le bah.. oh yea, i do..
its the 9th of the month again.. haiz..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
was reading minmin's blog.. the one abt her daddy.. den reminds mi of moi daddy.. moi tears dropped.. been abt a month since i last contact em.. i miss em.. give mi a hug.. will somebody?? ytd was daddy's bdae.. i send him a bdae msg.. no reply.. y no reply? becux daddy dunno how to text msg? or nv receive moi msg?? daddy, i send u a bade card with moi photo.. did u receive?? daddy, i miss u alot.. do u hear mi??
cant imagine i actualli wanted to extend moi program here till spring.. when i heard corrie saying tat we can extend.. i was so excited and all ready for it.. i wanted to go for the character audition.. but tat is onli possible if moi program is until spring.. den i went cast portal and it saes.. J1 visa are not eligible.. haiz.. if i can extend.. i will onli be back home next yr one day b4 moi bdae.. wad about new yr? oh well.. new yr is chu shi for mi lor.. every yr oso same since dunno how many yrs old.. now dunno where to go liao.. originally from wlcs.. den some things happen, was not allowed to go.. end up now everybody upgrade liao i still standing on the same step.. den join sp.. but when i go back i graduate liao.. sp now oso kinda separated liao.. wj is not mine troupe.. even though im rather close wid em.. haiz.. if dun go chu shi tats not moi new yr.. not how i spend moi new yr..
in fact, last yr was the firx time i reali spend new yr like how it should be.. firx time wor.. can u imagine?? firx tme in eighteen yrs.. lols..
now, onli hoping disney can extend moi visa.. or issue mi another visa so that i can extend moi program here.. as much as i miss home.. i dun wan to go home.. haix... i oso dunno la..
but i seems to realise sth.. he asked mi if i tag his blog as beancurd.. hmm.. it keeps mi wondering if his previous posts were all about mi.. he miss mi?? was the gal who make him feel so lost, mi? haas.. dun think so bah.. but i was indeed surprise tat he actualli noe beancurd was one of moi fav.. some yrs back, he even noe tat moi fav flower is lilies.. n he bought mi lilies for valentine.. its still in moi wardrobe lor.. mama sae alrdy die liao still keep for wad.. keep asking mi to throw away.. no way.. tats moi very firx received flower leh.. sumore the very firx vdae i ever spend with moi love.. stil got the little crystal apple i been searching for so long.. thinking back he was so sweet then.. sigh..
missing the moments..
missing moi daddy n mummy n moi beloved didi..
all the best for ur 'o'-levels, bro!! jia you!!
cant imagine i actualli wanted to extend moi program here till spring.. when i heard corrie saying tat we can extend.. i was so excited and all ready for it.. i wanted to go for the character audition.. but tat is onli possible if moi program is until spring.. den i went cast portal and it saes.. J1 visa are not eligible.. haiz.. if i can extend.. i will onli be back home next yr one day b4 moi bdae.. wad about new yr? oh well.. new yr is chu shi for mi lor.. every yr oso same since dunno how many yrs old.. now dunno where to go liao.. originally from wlcs.. den some things happen, was not allowed to go.. end up now everybody upgrade liao i still standing on the same step.. den join sp.. but when i go back i graduate liao.. sp now oso kinda separated liao.. wj is not mine troupe.. even though im rather close wid em.. haiz.. if dun go chu shi tats not moi new yr.. not how i spend moi new yr..
in fact, last yr was the firx time i reali spend new yr like how it should be.. firx time wor.. can u imagine?? firx tme in eighteen yrs.. lols..
now, onli hoping disney can extend moi visa.. or issue mi another visa so that i can extend moi program here.. as much as i miss home.. i dun wan to go home.. haix... i oso dunno la..
but i seems to realise sth.. he asked mi if i tag his blog as beancurd.. hmm.. it keeps mi wondering if his previous posts were all about mi.. he miss mi?? was the gal who make him feel so lost, mi? haas.. dun think so bah.. but i was indeed surprise tat he actualli noe beancurd was one of moi fav.. some yrs back, he even noe tat moi fav flower is lilies.. n he bought mi lilies for valentine.. its still in moi wardrobe lor.. mama sae alrdy die liao still keep for wad.. keep asking mi to throw away.. no way.. tats moi very firx received flower leh.. sumore the very firx vdae i ever spend with moi love.. stil got the little crystal apple i been searching for so long.. thinking back he was so sweet then.. sigh..
missing the moments..
missing moi daddy n mummy n moi beloved didi..
all the best for ur 'o'-levels, bro!! jia you!!
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
shit la!! alrdy not enuff slp stil nid to write journal.. n is not one entry onli lor.. its 7 entries lor.. stil mux differentiate btw self n observation n action plan how wad leadership competency will impact ur future.. heck la.. panda liao lor..
imagine cux workplace not giving mi enuff hours to earn enuff money.. oh well.. i onli got 50bucks to spend for the rest of the days until i credit in moi next paycheck.. 50BUCKS!!! ok la.. den no money liao go work extra hours.. now dun haf time to do homework la.. good lor.. wth.. i wan to complain liao la.. I AM SO TIRED NOW!!!
eyes half open go work.. come back canot slp cux nid to rush homework.. no dinner no lunch.. very pathetic lor.. everyday onli cereal is moi proper breakfast.. but tat little pack of cereal makes mi more hungry la.. cux nv eat dinner de ma.. i got rice n spaghetti n macoroni to cook de leh.. but hor.. tat stupid american cook liao nv wash pots.. now i no pots to cook lor.. dun even haf a spoon to eat cereal in the morning.. bth la.. arghhhhhhh...
n i think im gg to fall sick soon le.. very soon.. cux i can feel it le lor.. alrdy got slight flu liao.. den everyday not enuff slp i eat chocolates to keep mi awake.. den no water.. sooner or later.. fever going to come liao.. been having headaches lately alrdy.. dey r symptoms lor.. wadeva la.. sick oso nid to go work.. no work no money leh.. no money no food.. not like singapore lor.. no work stil got daddy mummy to cook for mi.. here, i mux depend on moislf lor.. n i dun wan to go c doctor here lor.. its way too expensive.. n i haf absolutely no idea where is the clinic la..
speaking of doctor.. i think i reali die liao la.. wait.. im supposed to keep mum.. haiz..
today went work.. first time speak so much mandarin lor... workplace got one taiwan auntie.. she got car leh.. den she say find one day bring mi around!! yes!! then come home i tel wl the good news, who knows she even better.. met somebody from malaysia.. even exchange numbers.. oh wait.. to be exact, is email.. cux she forget moi number.. so forgetful la.. den tat m'sian she met sae here got indonesian restaurant got sell nasi lemak, laksa, blah blah blah.. LAKSA!!! but now i dun feel like eating laksa.. i wan to eat tau huey.. moi fav tau huey.. sobx sobx..
imagine cux workplace not giving mi enuff hours to earn enuff money.. oh well.. i onli got 50bucks to spend for the rest of the days until i credit in moi next paycheck.. 50BUCKS!!! ok la.. den no money liao go work extra hours.. now dun haf time to do homework la.. good lor.. wth.. i wan to complain liao la.. I AM SO TIRED NOW!!!
eyes half open go work.. come back canot slp cux nid to rush homework.. no dinner no lunch.. very pathetic lor.. everyday onli cereal is moi proper breakfast.. but tat little pack of cereal makes mi more hungry la.. cux nv eat dinner de ma.. i got rice n spaghetti n macoroni to cook de leh.. but hor.. tat stupid american cook liao nv wash pots.. now i no pots to cook lor.. dun even haf a spoon to eat cereal in the morning.. bth la.. arghhhhhhh...
n i think im gg to fall sick soon le.. very soon.. cux i can feel it le lor.. alrdy got slight flu liao.. den everyday not enuff slp i eat chocolates to keep mi awake.. den no water.. sooner or later.. fever going to come liao.. been having headaches lately alrdy.. dey r symptoms lor.. wadeva la.. sick oso nid to go work.. no work no money leh.. no money no food.. not like singapore lor.. no work stil got daddy mummy to cook for mi.. here, i mux depend on moislf lor.. n i dun wan to go c doctor here lor.. its way too expensive.. n i haf absolutely no idea where is the clinic la..
speaking of doctor.. i think i reali die liao la.. wait.. im supposed to keep mum.. haiz..
today went work.. first time speak so much mandarin lor... workplace got one taiwan auntie.. she got car leh.. den she say find one day bring mi around!! yes!! then come home i tel wl the good news, who knows she even better.. met somebody from malaysia.. even exchange numbers.. oh wait.. to be exact, is email.. cux she forget moi number.. so forgetful la.. den tat m'sian she met sae here got indonesian restaurant got sell nasi lemak, laksa, blah blah blah.. LAKSA!!! but now i dun feel like eating laksa.. i wan to eat tau huey.. moi fav tau huey.. sobx sobx..
Sunday, November 05, 2006
lonely, outcasted.. depression.. wadeva u col it.. that's how im feeling rite now..
mr.monkey saes to intro guys canot let a cute gal go to waste.. gosh.. wth.. i haf moi plans..
-driving licence
-clear moi debt ($10,000 to godmama & $12,000 to cpf for sch fees)
-bring moi family to disney
-save moi first $1000,000 in bank account by 26yrs old
deres alot more i wan to do.. but i noe starting a family is no longer in moi list le.. did i disppoint u? haas..
onc e bitten twice shy.. a lesson learnt, an unforgiven mistake..
mr.monkey saes to intro guys canot let a cute gal go to waste.. gosh.. wth.. i haf moi plans..
-driving licence
-clear moi debt ($10,000 to godmama & $12,000 to cpf for sch fees)
-bring moi family to disney
-save moi first $1000,000 in bank account by 26yrs old
deres alot more i wan to do.. but i noe starting a family is no longer in moi list le.. did i disppoint u? haas..
onc e bitten twice shy.. a lesson learnt, an unforgiven mistake..
Thursday, November 02, 2006
guess im getting used to the life here.. except for the unpredictable weather which can be freezing sometimes.. except for the bread n cookies (the onli food tat i survive on).. except that there is no sinseh here.. everything else is good i guess.. i might extend moi stay if permitted.. or maybe not.. cux i think i sprain moi ankle.. it hurts each time i walk.. n moi kneecap hurts alot too.. nid to go back to see sinseh.. sigh..
read his blog.. he seems to be missing someone badly.. wonders who's tat gal whom made him so lost.. nv seen him so not himself before.. yet keeps telling mi he's fine.. i guess tats wad everybody does bah.. it happened to mi before too.. everybody ard mi noes tt im not ok but i keep insisted im well n fine.. haas.. hope he will overcome the low tide soon.. bless him..
ms wang send an email over telling us tat the sch n uncg are into discussion to lighten our workload.. bud miles will be meeting us tmr.. hopefully dey will reali do something abt it.. imagine us taking 4modules and working average 35-40hrs a week. even corrie (our dear instructor) saes its crazy..
poor us suffering here n stupid conrad badmouthing us back in singapore.. how evil is he.. to think he's coming in late nov.. all of us alrdy planning not to let him meet us at all le.. whahaha..
ytd wl ask mi how long have u not called back home? i paused a while n think, it seems like two weeks i haben meet moi family for online date, have i? den again, i did jux send a bdae card n photo back home, shd reach in time to wish daddy happy bdae..
alright, gotta get back to moi books le.. miss mi..
read his blog.. he seems to be missing someone badly.. wonders who's tat gal whom made him so lost.. nv seen him so not himself before.. yet keeps telling mi he's fine.. i guess tats wad everybody does bah.. it happened to mi before too.. everybody ard mi noes tt im not ok but i keep insisted im well n fine.. haas.. hope he will overcome the low tide soon.. bless him..
ms wang send an email over telling us tat the sch n uncg are into discussion to lighten our workload.. bud miles will be meeting us tmr.. hopefully dey will reali do something abt it.. imagine us taking 4modules and working average 35-40hrs a week. even corrie (our dear instructor) saes its crazy..
poor us suffering here n stupid conrad badmouthing us back in singapore.. how evil is he.. to think he's coming in late nov.. all of us alrdy planning not to let him meet us at all le.. whahaha..
ytd wl ask mi how long have u not called back home? i paused a while n think, it seems like two weeks i haben meet moi family for online date, have i? den again, i did jux send a bdae card n photo back home, shd reach in time to wish daddy happy bdae..
alright, gotta get back to moi books le.. miss mi..
Sunday, October 29, 2006
usa having dst starting as of today.. time are to be adjusted one hr back.. tat means the time difference is 13hrs instead.. i miss home.. tears have been flowing.. heart have been hurting.. depression?? haas..
to think he actualli replied as bastard.. -_- he actualli read moi blog?? even got an email from him.. no comments.. its so not within moi expectation.. tot i was long forgotten.. e email seems to have words hidden within.. i dun wan to guess anymore.. assumptions made mi reali tired.. im so tired..
keep telling moiself to stop thinking of him.. but y do memories keep flashing??
weather turning cold.. freezing throughout the day.. health not good.. condition dun seem right.. i could feel the pain sometimes.. izzit becux i never eat or becux of complications?? doctor said to return for checkup after one month.. but i had to come.. mummy was worried.. pls dun let her know anything abt moi health..
stupid mexico.. its alrdy midnight.. pitch still so high.. wth.. I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!
haix.. dunno wad to sae le la.. not in the mood.. update again..
n ppl, im jux joking abt getting a bf.. IM NOT GETTING ONE ANYMORE..
to think he actualli replied as bastard.. -_- he actualli read moi blog?? even got an email from him.. no comments.. its so not within moi expectation.. tot i was long forgotten.. e email seems to have words hidden within.. i dun wan to guess anymore.. assumptions made mi reali tired.. im so tired..
keep telling moiself to stop thinking of him.. but y do memories keep flashing??
weather turning cold.. freezing throughout the day.. health not good.. condition dun seem right.. i could feel the pain sometimes.. izzit becux i never eat or becux of complications?? doctor said to return for checkup after one month.. but i had to come.. mummy was worried.. pls dun let her know anything abt moi health..
stupid mexico.. its alrdy midnight.. pitch still so high.. wth.. I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!
haix.. dunno wad to sae le la.. not in the mood.. update again..
n ppl, im jux joking abt getting a bf.. IM NOT GETTING ONE ANYMORE..
Saturday, October 28, 2006
sigh. cut moi hand while trying to open the can of potatoes ytd. its pain lor. lucky not a very deep cut. but when water flows thru, it reali hurts. now moi eyes hurts too. n its teary. dunno whether its becux of not enuff slp or am i crying?
i noe moi heart doesnt feel right. i keep scolding n scolding. but when i look thru the photo in moi fone. moi scoldings paused. emotions revealed. deep inside, the feelings still dere. no wonder mummy sae, if i could forget him so easily, i would have done so long ago. sigh.
tat time i waited for him to return. he came n left again. for wadeva reason. whoeva's fault. no point pushing blame to each other. everyone has his own faults.
i noe moi heart doesnt feel right. i keep scolding n scolding. but when i look thru the photo in moi fone. moi scoldings paused. emotions revealed. deep inside, the feelings still dere. no wonder mummy sae, if i could forget him so easily, i would have done so long ago. sigh.
tat time i waited for him to return. he came n left again. for wadeva reason. whoeva's fault. no point pushing blame to each other. everyone has his own faults.
Monday, October 23, 2006
i hate the feeling of being distant from ppl but i am indeed distant from moi class ppl.. y, y is tat so? becux i live further from em?? becux of tat blackie?? wadeva the reason, i jux hate tat feeling. i miss home.. but i dun wan to go back.. sg is a miserable place for mi.. though i had a fair share of happy times there too.. i noe dere r ppl who miss mi.. who yearns to see mi immediately.. but haiz.. wb ask izzit becux of him.. i guess partly bah.. i wont see him anyway.. who the heck is he?!! cant believe i actualli bought souvenirs for his family thinking the way he treated mi.. haiz.. i haf to meet his mum when i return.. i nid to return her her blazer.. alright, at least his parents werent tat sacarstic like him.. enuff of him.. he's slipping off moi mind anyway.. tats a good thing.. oh!! n he stil owe me SGD170!!! bastard!! sae willl return mi before i come here de.. until now stil dun wan return.. hell lor.. got money to patuo no money to return mi.. shit him!!!
oh, i havent found moi angmoh bf leh.. nobody wans.. lolx.. pls dun be shocked when i sae im single.. i dunno y ppl owaes haf this look on their face when i sae i dun haf a date.. very surprising meh??
ytd went florida mall by public bus leh.. first time taking public bus lor!! so many things to see sia.. target alot place to go liao lor.. whahahaha.. finalli get to see part of orlando.. not all yet leh.. one day i wan to go downtown orlando.. think dere got asian market.. i wan to eat tau huey!!!
oh, i havent found moi angmoh bf leh.. nobody wans.. lolx.. pls dun be shocked when i sae im single.. i dunno y ppl owaes haf this look on their face when i sae i dun haf a date.. very surprising meh??
ytd went florida mall by public bus leh.. first time taking public bus lor!! so many things to see sia.. target alot place to go liao lor.. whahahaha.. finalli get to see part of orlando.. not all yet leh.. one day i wan to go downtown orlando.. think dere got asian market.. i wan to eat tau huey!!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
if u dun wan to wash, dun cook!!
tat yucky mexican keep using up all the cutleries leaving onli one spoon, one bowl and one cup for mi n wl to use!! wad the heck!! den eat liao oso dun wipe the table. clothes wash liao leave it in the laundry. i think her clothes rot in the basement more than a week le lor. wth. go n die bah!! cooking cooking again!! mess up the whole kitchen dun even bother to clean up!! oh n wl told mi tat whitie bring guy for overnight again!!! she promised us not to do it again!! she PROMISED!!! shit u ppl!! do it one more time im not going to let u off!! i will go report u and haf u transfer out of 405!!! dun u land mi into trouble!!
oh n tat stupid cast portal keeps saying i never clock in clock out.. dun show mi moi schedule.. n even give mi demerit points!! wth!! when i check, it actualli recorded the time i clock in n out. omgomgomg!!!!
weather turning cold here.. heard earthquake just struck hawaii few days ago.. 6.2 or 6.5 dun remember.. mummy been sick for the past 2wks.. oh mummy, pls take care.. u still wan to go china? u better recover first.. if not im not going to let u go. oh buddha, pls bless mummy. didi having o-levels soon.. oh buddha, pls bless didi too. let him get good grades so tat he can apply for the course he wan. bless daddy too for his work smooth sailing. bless everybody. amituofuo.
oh man!! i need to submit report to bud miles!! gosh.. write wad??? every wk oso need to submit 2reports!! n mind u, these reports are EXPENSIVE ok? online assignments every wk till december for USD$2500!! its damn ex lah.. feel kinda cheated.. n teacher is crazy!! imagine work 5days, 2classes on one day which includes projects n exams. n 2online reports to submit every monday which requires us to attend additional class so we can write abt it. think we robots ar?? dun nid to slp de meh? one wk 7days. one day onli 24hrs. where got so much time?!!!
tat yucky mexican keep using up all the cutleries leaving onli one spoon, one bowl and one cup for mi n wl to use!! wad the heck!! den eat liao oso dun wipe the table. clothes wash liao leave it in the laundry. i think her clothes rot in the basement more than a week le lor. wth. go n die bah!! cooking cooking again!! mess up the whole kitchen dun even bother to clean up!! oh n wl told mi tat whitie bring guy for overnight again!!! she promised us not to do it again!! she PROMISED!!! shit u ppl!! do it one more time im not going to let u off!! i will go report u and haf u transfer out of 405!!! dun u land mi into trouble!!
oh n tat stupid cast portal keeps saying i never clock in clock out.. dun show mi moi schedule.. n even give mi demerit points!! wth!! when i check, it actualli recorded the time i clock in n out. omgomgomg!!!!
weather turning cold here.. heard earthquake just struck hawaii few days ago.. 6.2 or 6.5 dun remember.. mummy been sick for the past 2wks.. oh mummy, pls take care.. u still wan to go china? u better recover first.. if not im not going to let u go. oh buddha, pls bless mummy. didi having o-levels soon.. oh buddha, pls bless didi too. let him get good grades so tat he can apply for the course he wan. bless daddy too for his work smooth sailing. bless everybody. amituofuo.
oh man!! i need to submit report to bud miles!! gosh.. write wad??? every wk oso need to submit 2reports!! n mind u, these reports are EXPENSIVE ok? online assignments every wk till december for USD$2500!! its damn ex lah.. feel kinda cheated.. n teacher is crazy!! imagine work 5days, 2classes on one day which includes projects n exams. n 2online reports to submit every monday which requires us to attend additional class so we can write abt it. think we robots ar?? dun nid to slp de meh? one wk 7days. one day onli 24hrs. where got so much time?!!!
Friday, October 06, 2006
am i being too good?
y am i owaes the one being sandwiched? being bullied?
that blackie makes everyone thinks she's so pathetic
makes everyone thinks im the one ignoring her
i became the bad guy
the battle btw class 14 and 12
i become the ham in the two pieces of bread
im suffocating
but dere's nobody i can tok to
one day
i might just explode
n burst like a balloon
there's a limit to everything
dun test moi limit
y am i owaes the one being sandwiched? being bullied?
that blackie makes everyone thinks she's so pathetic
makes everyone thinks im the one ignoring her
i became the bad guy
the battle btw class 14 and 12
i become the ham in the two pieces of bread
im suffocating
but dere's nobody i can tok to
one day
i might just explode
n burst like a balloon
there's a limit to everything
dun test moi limit
Thursday, September 21, 2006
treehouse having more problems than ever after.. but dere's reali nutink much i can do other den to endure.. dere r so many of their ppl here.. i cannot anyhow.. haix.. the dishes in the basin have been dere for the 5th day le.. it simply doesnt bother em at all.. one of them even brought a guy back to slp.. everything happening in the house doesnt seems to bother vani at all.. if anything should happen, i guess onli mi n weiling to fend for ourselves.. others keep telling mi to have a good talk with vani, cux we from same class in singapore.. but she keep giving mi attitude.. i reali cant take it le.. was talking abt it with weiling ytd.. talk until i wan to cry le.. i like vista.. 20 of us came but 17 of them staying in vista.. i can feel the warmth n liveliness when im dere.. dats was i call home.. problems problems problems.. haix..
saw a photo in his frendster.. haix.. i think i noe wads going on le.. i gotta carry on wid moi life.. all da best to mi bah..
saw a photo in his frendster.. haix.. i think i noe wads going on le.. i gotta carry on wid moi life.. all da best to mi bah..
Sunday, September 17, 2006
sooner or later im going to burst out le! moi little treehouse come two new roommates, one from mexico one from coasta rica.. n dey r REALI wild party animals.. since the day they come, dey have been partying everynight.. oh man! but dats their own business.. the thing that i reali cant stand them is their untidiness!! can u imagine.. dey literally leave their plates and cups and all the cutleries in the sink unwashed!! n for two days!!! omgomg!! dey can actuali stand it?! i cant n so i washed up the dirty dishes n DEN i leave em a written warning asking em to wash their dishes after each use. it works. sadly, for ONE DAY ONLI!! e next day, dey took away the paper n started again!! i mean, oh please.. u din bring ur maid along!! if u dun wan to wash, den u go buy the disposable ones!! shit em!!
haix.. the tot of em makes mi reali.. dunnno wad to say oso.. i might one day.. reali explode lor.. weiling oso bth em.. dey ate our food without asking lor.. imagine the two of us actuali packed our food n store it in our wardrobe.. 5BAGS leh!! can u imagine how terrible are dey?
im off today lor.. tmr oso off.. die le lor.. dunno wanna go where.. dun wan to stay home n face them lor.. canot stand them leh..
shall not talk abt them le.. dey r so irritating..
alright, let mi update moi stay..
ytd was the first halloween party night n i was scheduled to work until 2am.. guess wad?? mi n weiling finished work almost the same time so we met n went home tgt.. but den.. we waited at west clock (the place to board the treehouse bus) for almost an hour n stil dere was no bus in sight!! sumtink's wrong!! so we went up to the security n he called the bus company but the bus driver cudnt be reached!! n according to the security, the bus coompany tot everybody in the treehouse haf been picked up!! n so dey stop the bus operations le.. omg!! den how r we going to get home?!!
luckily, the bus driver to vista way was kind enough.. he checked the directions with the security n took us home.. whew!! but we reached home like 3.30am!! oh gosh!! so EARLY? lucky im off today can slp late.. but im off tmr too!! wad am going to do?? the others had their offdays on weekdays.. haiyo.. y lidat?? im owaes alone during the weekends.. in singapore oso lidat.. y come here oso lidat??
ppl so envy i got weekends off.. but i dun wan weekends off.. i checked the extra hours shift.. got available shifts in adventure land at the pirates bazzaar leh.. but den, i scared la.. cux i dunno anybody dere.. n the meeting place.. gosh!! where the hell is that?!! end up nv sign up for the extra hours.. if not, tmr can go work dun nid stay home n face the irritating bunch..
heard from moi bro he called leh!! heeheehaha.. but he called moi singapore no.. e one i left it at home cux canot be used here.. but stil, im so excited le lor!! though didi nv answer the col.. dunno y he col oso.. but afterall, he called!! heehee.. i think i crazy le.. i even heard him talking to mi in moi dreams the other day.. haas.. guess i miss him too much bah..
haix.. the tot of em makes mi reali.. dunnno wad to say oso.. i might one day.. reali explode lor.. weiling oso bth em.. dey ate our food without asking lor.. imagine the two of us actuali packed our food n store it in our wardrobe.. 5BAGS leh!! can u imagine how terrible are dey?
im off today lor.. tmr oso off.. die le lor.. dunno wanna go where.. dun wan to stay home n face them lor.. canot stand them leh..
shall not talk abt them le.. dey r so irritating..
alright, let mi update moi stay..
ytd was the first halloween party night n i was scheduled to work until 2am.. guess wad?? mi n weiling finished work almost the same time so we met n went home tgt.. but den.. we waited at west clock (the place to board the treehouse bus) for almost an hour n stil dere was no bus in sight!! sumtink's wrong!! so we went up to the security n he called the bus company but the bus driver cudnt be reached!! n according to the security, the bus coompany tot everybody in the treehouse haf been picked up!! n so dey stop the bus operations le.. omg!! den how r we going to get home?!!
luckily, the bus driver to vista way was kind enough.. he checked the directions with the security n took us home.. whew!! but we reached home like 3.30am!! oh gosh!! so EARLY? lucky im off today can slp late.. but im off tmr too!! wad am going to do?? the others had their offdays on weekdays.. haiyo.. y lidat?? im owaes alone during the weekends.. in singapore oso lidat.. y come here oso lidat??
ppl so envy i got weekends off.. but i dun wan weekends off.. i checked the extra hours shift.. got available shifts in adventure land at the pirates bazzaar leh.. but den, i scared la.. cux i dunno anybody dere.. n the meeting place.. gosh!! where the hell is that?!! end up nv sign up for the extra hours.. if not, tmr can go work dun nid stay home n face the irritating bunch..
heard from moi bro he called leh!! heeheehaha.. but he called moi singapore no.. e one i left it at home cux canot be used here.. but stil, im so excited le lor!! though didi nv answer the col.. dunno y he col oso.. but afterall, he called!! heehee.. i think i crazy le.. i even heard him talking to mi in moi dreams the other day.. haas.. guess i miss him too much bah..
Thursday, September 14, 2006
dreamt of him the other nite
was a sweet dream
haas
read his post
he's asking the same question ive been asking silently
e screen u r seeing
is not all moi feelings
dere r hidden feelings kept deep inside moi heart
becux of the previous lesson
i learnt to be careful with moi words
i guessed somehow
we do care alot for each other
den again
we keep unhappiness to ourselves
too cautious of how each other will feel?
i was once told
to let out all moi feelings
cux he has the right to noe if im not feeling good abt anything he does
communication
our obstacle
i watched fireworks practically every night
n it owaes reminds mi of him
how great if he's beside mi
to witness the spectacular scene tgt
e last day we reali tok
was national day
tat nite
i tot of watching fireworks wid him
but we din
tat nite
in the train
he was stil happily talking abt the dresscode for his wedding
haas
tat nite
e last nite i hear him col mi baobei
jux received last sem results
disappointing
thinking back wad happened in between during den
sigh
alright, here r some updates..
went for work on monday at confectionary.. tat was moi firx day working on moi own ooh.. it was bored!! i dun like to work in confectionary.. not onli the uniform is so troublesome.. e worse is when im assigned to work in confectionary, i can onli be dere!! for the whole day!! shit.. this wk is onli 6hrs.. next wk i gotta stay 10hrs in dat little candy shop!! omgomg!!
den e next few days is at main street east.. yeah!! when assigned to main street, dere r so many shops i can go to.. good!! not much thing la.. except!! tat day i ran into an indian man from india.. n he talked to mi abt cruise, n he noes KL!! u noe la.. when u r overseas, n somebody finali noes abt ur area, u tend to be excited.. or at least i am la.. den he started to say abt massage.. n den free sex!! oh damn! n he keeps coming closer n closer to mi!! shit him!! i keep moving back until i no space to move le lor.. i tried to distract him but to no avail.. n worse is im e onli one in the shop!! oh man!! den later when i go serve other guests, he walk around the shop like he's who n who lor.. wth!! den finali he left, n he stil wave byebye to mi lor!! oh gosh!! n noe wad?? less than 10mins he's back!! he sae the city hall ppl (city hall in magic kingdom is the information stop) haven found his camera yet.. im like ok, u can go to the expo hall opp the street to purchase one.. tats his initial purpose when he step into the shop.. i neber bother abt him la.. trying moi best to keep a distance from him.. finali he sae wan to go take monorail n i showed him the way n shoo!! off u go!! n FINALLY he left!! whew!! wad a close shave!!
den last nite went to watch the halloween parade rehearsal after work.. it was AWESOME!! neber celebrated halloween before.. din know it's so happening.. the audience were all cheering and clapping for the performers.. e night is dark lor.. n the whole magic kingdom is onli the cast members.. yeah, the rehearsal was for cast members onli.. oh ya!! noe wad.. when i was doing stocking in one of the shops, the people was like running down the street screaming lor.. n the first thing tat came into moi mind was.. hungry ghost festival!! lolx!! but dey reali look like one lor.. imagine, the street was quiet cux all the guests have left n the night was dark.. den suddenly so many ppl gushing down the streets like neber before.. omg! den after the parade of cux is head home la.. alrdy midnight liao leh.. den omg!! e firx time eva the bus to treehouse is FULL!!! omgomg!! i never knew there are so many occupiers in treehouse!! usually, there's onli max 5ppl in the bus!! whahaha.. n the brazillians are so happening lor.. i think dey drank a little ba.. dey were like singing n cheering in the bus.. firx time eva the bus so lively lor.. poor bus driver.. dunno he should be happy or irritated.. haha..
ok la.. dats abt it.. will update again.. n here's moi address..
P.O. Box 22782
Apartment #405
Lake Buena Vista, FL 32830
got time write to mi bah.. having headaches liao.. hmm.. yups, not feeling well lately.. but should be fine.. dun worrie.. =)
was a sweet dream
haas
read his post
he's asking the same question ive been asking silently
e screen u r seeing
is not all moi feelings
dere r hidden feelings kept deep inside moi heart
becux of the previous lesson
i learnt to be careful with moi words
i guessed somehow
we do care alot for each other
den again
we keep unhappiness to ourselves
too cautious of how each other will feel?
i was once told
to let out all moi feelings
cux he has the right to noe if im not feeling good abt anything he does
communication
our obstacle
i watched fireworks practically every night
n it owaes reminds mi of him
how great if he's beside mi
to witness the spectacular scene tgt
e last day we reali tok
was national day
tat nite
i tot of watching fireworks wid him
but we din
tat nite
in the train
he was stil happily talking abt the dresscode for his wedding
haas
tat nite
e last nite i hear him col mi baobei
jux received last sem results
disappointing
thinking back wad happened in between during den
sigh
alright, here r some updates..
went for work on monday at confectionary.. tat was moi firx day working on moi own ooh.. it was bored!! i dun like to work in confectionary.. not onli the uniform is so troublesome.. e worse is when im assigned to work in confectionary, i can onli be dere!! for the whole day!! shit.. this wk is onli 6hrs.. next wk i gotta stay 10hrs in dat little candy shop!! omgomg!!
den e next few days is at main street east.. yeah!! when assigned to main street, dere r so many shops i can go to.. good!! not much thing la.. except!! tat day i ran into an indian man from india.. n he talked to mi abt cruise, n he noes KL!! u noe la.. when u r overseas, n somebody finali noes abt ur area, u tend to be excited.. or at least i am la.. den he started to say abt massage.. n den free sex!! oh damn! n he keeps coming closer n closer to mi!! shit him!! i keep moving back until i no space to move le lor.. i tried to distract him but to no avail.. n worse is im e onli one in the shop!! oh man!! den later when i go serve other guests, he walk around the shop like he's who n who lor.. wth!! den finali he left, n he stil wave byebye to mi lor!! oh gosh!! n noe wad?? less than 10mins he's back!! he sae the city hall ppl (city hall in magic kingdom is the information stop) haven found his camera yet.. im like ok, u can go to the expo hall opp the street to purchase one.. tats his initial purpose when he step into the shop.. i neber bother abt him la.. trying moi best to keep a distance from him.. finali he sae wan to go take monorail n i showed him the way n shoo!! off u go!! n FINALLY he left!! whew!! wad a close shave!!
den last nite went to watch the halloween parade rehearsal after work.. it was AWESOME!! neber celebrated halloween before.. din know it's so happening.. the audience were all cheering and clapping for the performers.. e night is dark lor.. n the whole magic kingdom is onli the cast members.. yeah, the rehearsal was for cast members onli.. oh ya!! noe wad.. when i was doing stocking in one of the shops, the people was like running down the street screaming lor.. n the first thing tat came into moi mind was.. hungry ghost festival!! lolx!! but dey reali look like one lor.. imagine, the street was quiet cux all the guests have left n the night was dark.. den suddenly so many ppl gushing down the streets like neber before.. omg! den after the parade of cux is head home la.. alrdy midnight liao leh.. den omg!! e firx time eva the bus to treehouse is FULL!!! omgomg!! i never knew there are so many occupiers in treehouse!! usually, there's onli max 5ppl in the bus!! whahaha.. n the brazillians are so happening lor.. i think dey drank a little ba.. dey were like singing n cheering in the bus.. firx time eva the bus so lively lor.. poor bus driver.. dunno he should be happy or irritated.. haha..
ok la.. dats abt it.. will update again.. n here's moi address..
P.O. Box 22782
Apartment #405
Lake Buena Vista, FL 32830
got time write to mi bah.. having headaches liao.. hmm.. yups, not feeling well lately.. but should be fine.. dun worrie.. =)
Sunday, September 10, 2006
yeah!! finali managed to talk to moi mummy over the internet!! i dreamt of singapore again ytd!! oh man!! been dreaming of singapore almost everyday!!
went to Epcot ytd.. was quite small compared to Magic Kingdom.. but there got different countries inside leh!! n they got china oso!! i almost went crazy when i saw the menu in the restaurants lor!! dey got dim sum, got chicken rice, got sweet n sour soup, ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! moi singapore food!!! i miss em lots!!! moi laksa, cha kueh, n lotsa lotsa more!!!
oh! i made a new fren!! she's called helen.. from hongkong!! n she's inviting us over to her hostel for chinese food!! omg!! moi stomach is grumbling le!! never knew chinese food can make mi so crazy!!
n he reply mi!! whahahahaha!!!! im so happy now!! i bery sad the past few days lor.. jux now ask mummy abt him i almost cried leh.. lucky i managed to hold back moi tears.. hee.. learning to be strong eh? n mummy told mi moi godmother bery happy to receive moi bdae msg leh!! but she dunno how to sms, so neber reply.. haha..
n so many ppl send their regards to mi!! even moi san gu zhang.. somebody not bery close to mi.. lolx!!
i forgot to bring moi mailing address along today.. nvm.. next time when i come online den i update again alright? miss mi ooh!! muackss!!
went to Epcot ytd.. was quite small compared to Magic Kingdom.. but there got different countries inside leh!! n they got china oso!! i almost went crazy when i saw the menu in the restaurants lor!! dey got dim sum, got chicken rice, got sweet n sour soup, ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! moi singapore food!!! i miss em lots!!! moi laksa, cha kueh, n lotsa lotsa more!!!
oh! i made a new fren!! she's called helen.. from hongkong!! n she's inviting us over to her hostel for chinese food!! omg!! moi stomach is grumbling le!! never knew chinese food can make mi so crazy!!
n he reply mi!! whahahahaha!!!! im so happy now!! i bery sad the past few days lor.. jux now ask mummy abt him i almost cried leh.. lucky i managed to hold back moi tears.. hee.. learning to be strong eh? n mummy told mi moi godmother bery happy to receive moi bdae msg leh!! but she dunno how to sms, so neber reply.. haha..
n so many ppl send their regards to mi!! even moi san gu zhang.. somebody not bery close to mi.. lolx!!
i forgot to bring moi mailing address along today.. nvm.. next time when i come online den i update again alright? miss mi ooh!! muackss!!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
dunno wad day izzit today is singapore.. kinda lost track of time back dere.. cux its 12hrs difference.. heard from jl wlcs soot.. n the score was pretty low.. oh well, like wad i predicted bah.. dey not going to get it this time.. cux its not like in the past anymore.. sometimes, when its time to let go, u haf to let go..
was trying to upload pics.. but the com in the com lab dun haf "My Computer".. wth.. to think i actuali wanted to save the trouble of bring moi laptop over n saved everything in moi thumbdrive.. nvm.. maybe try using moi fren's lappy later..
hmm.. moi little treehouse ish going to have new people coming in tmr.. dunno one or two.. doesnt reali matter anyway.. jux hope will not be like the pampered missy we alrdy haf at home.. oh, i think she ate moi instant noodles!! never ask mi!! n she practically finshing all the milk!! imagine i bought e big bottle n she alone finish like 3/4 of it!! omg!!
e other time she oso ate hell lotsa moi lemon puff biscuits!! think i gotta keep moi stuff away from her sight le.. if not, im going to be broke soon..
shit her!
haix.. im so bored now.. i wan to load pictures!! tmr i oso off.. cant go on lidat leh.. though its good to haf rest days la.. but den i work so few hours no money leh!! n i work night shift.. so im practically rotting at home before i get moi feet to work.. omg!!
noe wad? i keep dreaming of singapore these few nights.. i think im reali homesick.. i miss home!! was browsing thru moi pictures ytd.. n listening to moi playlists.. n moi tears jux drop.. gosh!!
i dun understand y ppl jux dun reply to moi msg.. i tried with moi mum.. it works when i added +65 in front.. but y dun ppl reply to moi msg? jux one simple msg so that i noe dey receive it will do.. but no.. not a single one.. even if it takes 50cents for one overseas msg.. one month 50cent alot meh? haix.. dey jux dun understand how it feels when one is overseas n the ppl she misses so much dun contact her bah..
reality is cruel..
was trying to upload pics.. but the com in the com lab dun haf "My Computer".. wth.. to think i actuali wanted to save the trouble of bring moi laptop over n saved everything in moi thumbdrive.. nvm.. maybe try using moi fren's lappy later..
hmm.. moi little treehouse ish going to have new people coming in tmr.. dunno one or two.. doesnt reali matter anyway.. jux hope will not be like the pampered missy we alrdy haf at home.. oh, i think she ate moi instant noodles!! never ask mi!! n she practically finshing all the milk!! imagine i bought e big bottle n she alone finish like 3/4 of it!! omg!!
e other time she oso ate hell lotsa moi lemon puff biscuits!! think i gotta keep moi stuff away from her sight le.. if not, im going to be broke soon..
shit her!
haix.. im so bored now.. i wan to load pictures!! tmr i oso off.. cant go on lidat leh.. though its good to haf rest days la.. but den i work so few hours no money leh!! n i work night shift.. so im practically rotting at home before i get moi feet to work.. omg!!
noe wad? i keep dreaming of singapore these few nights.. i think im reali homesick.. i miss home!! was browsing thru moi pictures ytd.. n listening to moi playlists.. n moi tears jux drop.. gosh!!
i dun understand y ppl jux dun reply to moi msg.. i tried with moi mum.. it works when i added +65 in front.. but y dun ppl reply to moi msg? jux one simple msg so that i noe dey receive it will do.. but no.. not a single one.. even if it takes 50cents for one overseas msg.. one month 50cent alot meh? haix.. dey jux dun understand how it feels when one is overseas n the ppl she misses so much dun contact her bah..
reality is cruel..
Friday, September 08, 2006
alright its thursday today n im off.. having a virtual date with moi family again.. haha.. hmm.. mummy sent mi the results for the taka comp.. so wlcs got into final.. all da best ya..
i msg bb.. but he din reply.. haix..
received moi schedule for next wk le.. practically can come online everyday after 9 cux im working night shift..n moi latest shift ends at 2am.. -_-"
haiz.. not in the mood to type anything now.. will update again.. tat's all folks..
i msg bb.. but he din reply.. haix..
received moi schedule for next wk le.. practically can come online everyday after 9 cux im working night shift..n moi latest shift ends at 2am.. -_-"
haiz.. not in the mood to type anything now.. will update again.. tat's all folks..
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
had moi very first on-the-job training today in confectionery where I sell candies n pastries.. oh well, moi uniform is cute.. the little gal in yellow dress with puffy sleeves n her little chef hat.. tats mi!! lolx.. its kinda happening in the morning though.. supposed to report work at 9.30am, n I woke at 7.30am flustering over.. thinking tat the frequency of the bus is an hour for one.. den I checked n realized dumb dumb.. its 20min frequency.. so, im not late!! Haha.. n I was pretty early.. well, I wanted to go early to find moi locker too.. n so I did n waited almost half an hour for moi trainer.. moi trainer appears to be an old grandmother.. her name is jean fulton.. n the first thing I noe abt her is that her granddaughter has been missing since last sat night.. gosh! N she simply cudnt concentrate at all.. well well, if its mi, I wudnt be able to concentrate too.. its been 3days since she last saw her granddaughter n she’s onli 16! The worst is florida is sooo big!! Ok den, she told Melissa abt it, I think she’s the manager? Oh, she’s pretty!! Lolx.. back to topic, so I got another trainer, n her name is Nicole.. she’s pretty good, at least I was able to figure out wad she’s trying to sae.. but kinda slack though.. she’s like hmm.. I dunno how to describe but its like she’s been talking the same old thing over n over again tat she’s getting sick n tired of it.. haas.. I felt bored too..
until after moi lunch break, I got to hands-on den I was reali active.. I was at the pastry area, where I get ppl the pastries dey wan n pack em in the box.. heehee.. I was having fun!! Den its time for the second break.. yepz, each break is 30mins.. n if I work more than 6hrs, I get 2 breaks.. one of the break will be paid!! Oh yeah!! Oh, moi first break was oh god.. I wanted to try the fried chicken rice from the vending machine.. den I din haf small change, went into the shop, the tender sae I gotta get sumtink if I wan change, damn! Nvm, so I ended up getting the herb chicken n veg rice instead.. n yeah, it needs to be heated in the oven too.. stupid.. ok, the taste wasn’t tat bad.. but too much msg.. n I realized.. American food is either too sweety or too salty.. dey dun haf jux nice de lor.. aiyo.. eat until I so xinku lor.. keep gulping down water..
den after moi second break I went back to the confectionery again.. it was abt 3.15pm n the parade jux started!! Nicole allowed mi to watch the parade leh!! Whahaha.. so I was like standing by the entrance for dunno how long before I get started on the cash register.. I was pretty good at it, I mux sae.. probably becux I was once a cashier ba.. haha.. so experience do help ah.. heehee..
ok den, it was time to knock off!! Whoohoo!! I cant wait to get home!!
Weiling was at home the whole day wor.. she rented the vacuum from the front desk n onli vacuumed our room n the hall.. she was afraid to go basement leh.. cux vani lah! Sae she saw slimy creature den now weiling scared liao la! Luckily I was brave enuff, so we went to the basement tgt n started voom voom.. haha.. den we headed to Downtown Disney for dinner..
Oh man!! There are soooo many beautiful things over there!!! I spotted lots n lots of souvenirs tat im having headache now!! Wad am I supposed to get for all of u?! omg!!
until after moi lunch break, I got to hands-on den I was reali active.. I was at the pastry area, where I get ppl the pastries dey wan n pack em in the box.. heehee.. I was having fun!! Den its time for the second break.. yepz, each break is 30mins.. n if I work more than 6hrs, I get 2 breaks.. one of the break will be paid!! Oh yeah!! Oh, moi first break was oh god.. I wanted to try the fried chicken rice from the vending machine.. den I din haf small change, went into the shop, the tender sae I gotta get sumtink if I wan change, damn! Nvm, so I ended up getting the herb chicken n veg rice instead.. n yeah, it needs to be heated in the oven too.. stupid.. ok, the taste wasn’t tat bad.. but too much msg.. n I realized.. American food is either too sweety or too salty.. dey dun haf jux nice de lor.. aiyo.. eat until I so xinku lor.. keep gulping down water..
den after moi second break I went back to the confectionery again.. it was abt 3.15pm n the parade jux started!! Nicole allowed mi to watch the parade leh!! Whahaha.. so I was like standing by the entrance for dunno how long before I get started on the cash register.. I was pretty good at it, I mux sae.. probably becux I was once a cashier ba.. haha.. so experience do help ah.. heehee..
ok den, it was time to knock off!! Whoohoo!! I cant wait to get home!!
Weiling was at home the whole day wor.. she rented the vacuum from the front desk n onli vacuumed our room n the hall.. she was afraid to go basement leh.. cux vani lah! Sae she saw slimy creature den now weiling scared liao la! Luckily I was brave enuff, so we went to the basement tgt n started voom voom.. haha.. den we headed to Downtown Disney for dinner..
Oh man!! There are soooo many beautiful things over there!!! I spotted lots n lots of souvenirs tat im having headache now!! Wad am I supposed to get for all of u?! omg!!
Monday, September 04, 2006
gosh! Its alrdy almost 12am here n im having training early in the morning tmr.. omg omg!!! Jux tried on moi full costume.. hmm.. I look kinda fat in it.. cux its puffy.. but cute la.. lolx.. chatted wid moi family this morning.. bro activated web cam n I saw mummy’s eyes wetting., she mux haf missed mi too much.. mummy, dun wori k.. im really doing fine here.. n I’ll be back home in a blink of an eye.. get urslf busy, time will pass real fast de..
oh n moi lovely bro told mi dey talked abt moi bb ytd.. sae he like woodblock. Haha.. I jux love moi silly woodblock.. n im missing him so.. jux now went premium outlet wid xiaoshi n peifen.. bought 4 T-shirts.. oh no.. spent a little too much today.. ok, den we went to Wal-Mart.. again.. lolx.. this time to go buy moi working shoes n dey need to get some food stuff..
den the two of them boarded their bus back to vista way.. n I sat alone out dere waiting for moi bus to treehouse.. I began to miss moi darling.. n I miss home.. moi eyes were wet when I tot of being separated from moi beloved ones so far apart.. e tot of starting work tmr in a totally different environment where the Caucasians stick with themselves make mi reali feel like an alien (tats wad we filled in when we applied for the visa, the Americans practically call the Asians alien)
if im in Singapore, I could owaes confide in moi diary, moi mum, moi darling.. but now, I dun even noe whether moi darling is still dere for mi simply makes moi heart sink even more.. n moi eyes even more wet..
he said ok when I asked to keep in contact.. but tat haven been the case.. I miss him, badly.. he’s probably kinda busy ba.. pc show, taka, school projects.. he hadn’t even haf the time to sleep, I guess..
hopefully, when he’s less busy, he would msg mi.. darling, I miss u so..
last nite, I dreamt I was alrdy back home wor.. daddy was surprised to find mi home when he got home from work.. den I said, happy den come home lor.. haas.. wth.. den gotta catch the day’s flight back to Orlando.. -_-“.. when I woke up to find moiself in the treehouse den I realized, it was a dream afterall.. last nite weiling asked mi whether I missed home.. I said not reali.. but deep inside, I think I do.. im so close wid moi family afterall..
n I cooked pork porridge today.. mum taught mi how ytd when I dated her to go online.. haha.. oh, n the taste was reali great.. cant believe I can actuali cook.. n the best thing is it taste exactly how moi mum owaes cook.. got the smell of the home.. omg.. im missing home more..
this is the 19th week.. after this week, I got 18more weeks to go n I’ll be able to return home!!
Work hard, gal!!
oh n moi lovely bro told mi dey talked abt moi bb ytd.. sae he like woodblock. Haha.. I jux love moi silly woodblock.. n im missing him so.. jux now went premium outlet wid xiaoshi n peifen.. bought 4 T-shirts.. oh no.. spent a little too much today.. ok, den we went to Wal-Mart.. again.. lolx.. this time to go buy moi working shoes n dey need to get some food stuff..
den the two of them boarded their bus back to vista way.. n I sat alone out dere waiting for moi bus to treehouse.. I began to miss moi darling.. n I miss home.. moi eyes were wet when I tot of being separated from moi beloved ones so far apart.. e tot of starting work tmr in a totally different environment where the Caucasians stick with themselves make mi reali feel like an alien (tats wad we filled in when we applied for the visa, the Americans practically call the Asians alien)
if im in Singapore, I could owaes confide in moi diary, moi mum, moi darling.. but now, I dun even noe whether moi darling is still dere for mi simply makes moi heart sink even more.. n moi eyes even more wet..
he said ok when I asked to keep in contact.. but tat haven been the case.. I miss him, badly.. he’s probably kinda busy ba.. pc show, taka, school projects.. he hadn’t even haf the time to sleep, I guess..
hopefully, when he’s less busy, he would msg mi.. darling, I miss u so..
last nite, I dreamt I was alrdy back home wor.. daddy was surprised to find mi home when he got home from work.. den I said, happy den come home lor.. haas.. wth.. den gotta catch the day’s flight back to Orlando.. -_-“.. when I woke up to find moiself in the treehouse den I realized, it was a dream afterall.. last nite weiling asked mi whether I missed home.. I said not reali.. but deep inside, I think I do.. im so close wid moi family afterall..
n I cooked pork porridge today.. mum taught mi how ytd when I dated her to go online.. haha.. oh, n the taste was reali great.. cant believe I can actuali cook.. n the best thing is it taste exactly how moi mum owaes cook.. got the smell of the home.. omg.. im missing home more..
this is the 19th week.. after this week, I got 18more weeks to go n I’ll be able to return home!!
Work hard, gal!!
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