finali finished bud's assignments!! ALL OF THEM!! yippee yuppiee!! been rushing them throughout these few days.. now finali can sleep in peace le!! yeah!! *applaud*

supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!

woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!

oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??

im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..

she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..

recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x

but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..

jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..

think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?

love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.

its new year eve in sg
happy new year singapore

first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(

heard from ashley she going seasonal after her program ends
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh

jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh

its tat time of the month, been 3months since the last.. finali auntie came to visit.. dere's probably nutink wrong wid mi.. body takes time to adjust after op ba.. well, it came finali.. so its kinda relieve.. dun nid to bring so many "bread" home now.. haas.. but aint feeling good.. aching all over.. cramps.. gotta go work later.. till 215am.. hell..
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!

i cursed n swear ytd, n today moi eyes were teary as i hear the christmas carols. oh well, i do miss home. esp during the holiday seasons. though we dun reali celebrate christmas like how it should traditionally be, i still miss the times with moi family. how nice, if dey were here to spend christmas wif mi. the same week next upcoming will be new year. standing alone in a foreign land, i shall say "goodbye 2006".

he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.

or its probably a repeated cycle.

i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.

i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.

moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "

didi came to ask y i din reply ytd
his ytd=moi morning
den he said mummy so anxious waiting for moi reply
but moi main purpose online this morning wasnt to chat
plus didi said he's going to busy til new year so no time to go online chat
he sae de la
den now sae daddy mummy tot he bluff them i was online
end wid a "okie n take care" jiu offline le
wth

win liao la
tt's moi christmas present?
wth
alrdy not spending christmas with u all liao stil mux add salt n vinegar de meh
wadever la

im not going to chat wid u all again!!
miss mi? pui!!!

not even going to tell u when i'll be home!!
best is dun go home!!
@$#&*(^I&%#@$%^&*O(&*^%$
i hate u!!!!!

had the best time ever ytd; went out wid a few of moi disney friends.. jaime n ayde went along too.. hmm.. dun reali like them initially but.. we had lotsa fun ytd!! n it kinda bond us closer too.. haas.. its a good thing la.. but they r leaving real soon!! in two weeks time!! how quick.. oh mine! im going to miss them loads!!

planning on visiting danielle's place at ohio in jan when she's going back BUT!! the portal denied moi request for off days!! said had alrdy past the deadline!! NOOOOOO!!! dun do tat to mi!! oh pls!! i wanna go!! she alrdy told her family n dey r all awaiting for moi arrival.. n the best thing is it will be SNOWING!! REAL SNOW!! MOI FIRST SNOW!! PLS LET MI GO!!

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watch illuminations at epcot again ytd.. its the name of the fireworks.. i love the fireworks at epcot.. esp the song.. i dunno the song title but i'll find out eventually.. its a beautiful song but it makes mi wan to cry.. and.. it makes mi realise.. somehow.. i do miss tat somebody still..

today..
went to costuming den to cast connection
den to costuming n headed home
rest a while
went to bank to transfer money
den shop a while at company D
i saw the christmas tree again
still hesitating whether to buy
should i should i not?
den went to ttc; lost n found
no similar description tat matches moi lost camera pouch
disappointed
sat at ttc waiting for the ez bus
tot of the sacrifices made to come here
hum the song 'home'
eyes became teary
emo emo

den came home took a short nap
went out again to downtown disney
ate mac alone
sitting in front mi was a family of four
felt kinda lonely
everybody has a partner to eat/shop/play
im ok, used to it..
den headed to lego for refund
idiot.. his name is art
saw the things i took out for refund expression immediately changed
#%^&^$%#&^%
nvm
who cares
got give mi back money can liao
den shop alone for like 2hrs or so
n headed to walmart

its moi off day
but busy busy wor
like running errands sia
a couple of things accomplished today (burnt a big hole in moi pocket too)
everything but assignments
according to disney, ive alrdy graduated
BUT!!
i stil owe UNCG 6reports!!
n moi logbook seems to be abandoned for more than one month le
gosh!
y r dere so many many things to do???

wanna go explore orlando
dun even haf time
='(

jackie (moi housemate) planning to go las vegas this weekend
thurs morning to sunday morning
GOOD!!
she even asked blackie along
GOGOGO!!!
dun come back even better
getting more n more disliking them
tat blackie is the worse
no money stil wan to go
sae ask her daddy to transfer money
even hear her sae she lied tat she bought online books
tats y need money
she din even buy textbooks lor
-_-!!
i pity her parents lor
work so hard in sg to pay for their daughter's nonsense
*shake head*

after tat incident
i reali learnt to treasure moi parents
esp moi mummy
nv want to disappoint her again

went animal kingdom ytd
had fun
finali rode on the safari ride
but..
i lost moi camera pouch
went to guest services
no luck
called lost n found today
nope, plenty of camera pouches, but none from AK
"try again tmr"

after AK went MGM
watch fantamistic
firx time in four months
fantastic
simply love the media effects in disney
amazing
went for TOT
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
sudden up n down ride
tot i wud haf wobble legs
nope
felt nutink
all i did was scream n scream n scream
den ok le
haas
more like letting out moi frustration
wadeva
den went ahead to see the dancing lights
was "snowing"
cheryl so excited
too bad mi n wl too tired to be tat excited
its not real snow too

den.. went to downtown
felt kinda cheated at LEGO
30% discount for cast
BUT...
for the same things we bought
we were charge at different prices
n i mean reali different
the pick-a-brick cup i was charged at 2++ for one
wl was charged 4++
the namekit i was charged 3.49
wl was charged 1.20
cheryl was charged 1.71
den studied the receipt again on the way home
was charged extra one namekit
*&^%$&^(*)*&^%$%^*&()
wanted to go down today to clarify
think again
forget it la
the receipt is TOTAL CONFUSION
n it wud be DAMN TROUBLESOME

take it as moi unlucky day den
tmr(today) will be a better day
best wishes

ytd..
took pictures wid moi fav bus driver
came home so excitedly wanted to show wl
she break the news to mi
shocked
until now stil couldnt believe its true
shant elaborate
onli heard its spreading in sg le

today..
came home n rush to 2nd shift
a little lost
luckily got ppl help
whew
den saw blackie at home
sians
she peeked from the bathroom
saw mi gif mi a sians look lor
den heard her speaking tamil over the house fone
mux be piriya
who else could it be when she speaks in her normal sg tone?
den heard her sae she n a whole grp of them gg dunno where
sigh
moi sg class..
class 14.. why r u guys leaving mi out?
the worse to noe is..
dey ask blackie but not mi
to think penny once said cux i seems to be distant from them
so she's trying to pull mi back
forget it ppl
i hate u guys!!!!

morgan came up to mi n said, "wanping, if u been treated unfairly in the kitchen, i hope u would let mi noe alright? i kinda noe what's going on..." n all i replied was, "im ok, dun wori"
she's onli moi coordinator.. but sees mi like her own sister.. takes reali good care of mi n even invited mi to thansgiving dinner.. was moi firx.. had a great time..
i was kinda being ordered ard ytd.. some ppl being bossy.. some ppl gif mi attitude.. moi night was terrible.. morgan noticed i wasnt moiself.. she came to ask.. but i said nutink.. on moi way home, moi eyes were teary.. all i needed was a hug.. a real n sincere hug from somebody.. but dere was nobody.. not a single soul..
reach home, wl was home too.. apparently we took the same bus.. but din see each other.. she came home n started rattling away abt her work.. i was quiet.. extremely quiet.. i onli nodded moi head n "umm".. den later, she realised sumtink was wrong.. told her wad happened.. n she said, "aiyo, seems like the bad ppl at ur side is even more evil den mine".. since day 1, she has been complaining tat ppl at her workplace are all evil nuts.. mine had been the good.. sigh.. nv judge a book by its cover..
i dunno y.. but whenever im feeling low.. dere will be a person who will firx appear in moi mind.. i saw the photos.. sigh..
whatever tat brings mi down shall bring mi up..
im ok today.. back to normal.. a little normal at least.. guess im becoming a stronger self.. thanx to those who tries all ways n means to beat mi down.. sorry to disappoint u.. moi endurance level= advance..
im tired.. goodnite..

heehaa!!!
early morning wake up at 7am to go shopping sales.. siao de hor?? but.. ..... 7am is late le lor!! woke wl den took monorail to epcot.. its the first monorail lor.. reach the sales tent at ard 815.. alrdy loooooooooong queue le lor.. n i mean long ok.. got take pics.. next time den upload.. finali get to enter the sales area at ard 10am.. k la.. its WINTER SALSA SALES leh.. SALSA = spend a little save alot.. of course alot ppl la.. sumore is WHILE STOCKS LAST.. yepz.. bought lots lots souvenirs.. souvenir list cleared almost 3/4 le.. left moi auntie dey all de.. so difficult to find la.. dunno is i too fussy or wad.. but everything doesnt seems suit them lor.. or maybe too close so die die mux buy very very nice de things for them bah.. wadever la.. jux updated moi accounts.. today spend 100++USD lor!! OMG!!

at the SALSA sales alrdy spend like 66++ (before discount is $220!!) whoohoo!! den went to asian market.. finali catch the bus leh!! we actuali waited at the wrong place.. luckily wl reminded mi the bus might be at clubhouse.. den when we walk dere.. the bus was leaving le lah!! heng sia!! den reach asian market i literally went crazy lor.. can u imagine dere is SINGAPORE FOOD!!!!!! OMG!!!! i couldnt believe lah!!!! n i saw tau gey i damn excited la!! had been almost 4months i never eat tau gey le leh!! oh!! n dere is ROTI PRATA too!!!! n char siew pau n fishballs!!! whahahahaha!!!! u cant imagine how crazy i was lor.. but the bus driver onli give us 1hour to shop.. sobx sobx.. den wl keep rushing mi.. cux i c everything in detail de.. she is anyhow chiong de lor.. quick n fast de.. im the dilly dally de la.. nvm.. cux she found soybean!!! heehee.. but i stil miss moi tau huey!!!

den on the way back i msg mummy to go online tmr.. she so excited reply mi ok lor.. lolx.. mux be missing mi like dunno wad eh? heehee.. guess she was kinda surprised when i called her jux now to ask her the curry puff ingredients bah.. lolx.. im going to make curry puffs wor.. check it out!!!

jux now chat wid didi n mama.. mummy bought mi a froggie plush toy from china leh.. OMG!! @_@ froggie>!!!! the thing i ever worse afraid of!! but mummy's token lor.. bo bian.. she very funny la.. owaes nagging i have so many stuff toys den go china stil buy mi toy.. -_-!! den everytime online sae got alot things to sae to mi but owaes forgot.. mummy mux been missing mi too much.. but i miss daddy leh.. online owaes onli see didi n mummy.. daddy's owaes working.. aiyo.. little gal missing home le..

i alrdy pack moi luggage le lor.. dun laugh lor.. time flies de lor.. now MK alrdy dunno holding how many xmas party liao lor.. every mon, tues, thurs, fri since last 2 weeks lor.. den after xmas is new yr le.. den im going home le..

i wan to go home.. but im going to miss everything here too.. life is good here lor.. so much more relaxing.. like everyday holiday lidat.. go back singapore is the same old routine le.. den go back nid to go somewhere sure very awkward de.. sigh..

tat day saw the photo den i so afraid to slp la.. nightmare sia.. i dunno why oso.. but i was reali scared.. like see ghost lidat.. i cover moi blanket over moi head to slp wor.. wonder wad will happen when i go back..

heck care la.. ppl got miss mi lor.. lalala.. im going to enjoy to the fullest before i go back lor.. planning to go nyc.. finding ppl to go wid mi.. god bless.. btw.. moi schedule alrdy plan til next yr march le.. whahaha..

was waken up by 'Canon in D' early in the morning.. *&^%$##%^.. it's moi off day.. finali a day to slp in late.. it appeared to be liting looking for her good friend, vanitha.. hey, come on! she got a cellphone too!! nvm.. i haf no clue y she had to call mi to wake her fren.. but i did wad i was asked to anyway.. it was also from her den i realised it seems that majority is going to meet conrad.. ok den.. go meet him.. i dun wan moi grade to be affected cux i din meet him when he's here..
so, wake weiling n took the 9.40am bus to commons.. met conrad n mahedram (dunno correct spelling anot).. few of them were alrdy dere.. as usual, penny n donna complain n complain n complain.. piriya was speaking quite alot too.. which im pretty surprised.. she seems to become more outspoken ever since she came here.. den vanitha reached.. tot she said she not coming.. den liting reached.. den yiwen n gang reached.. quite a few of us la.. all girls.. haas.. the boys all working.. hmm.. discussed quite lot of things.. we not going to get our results here.. disney will send it to sp den sp will process n do the conversion curve.. will onli noe our results in mid march.. sianz.. the passing mark here is 70.. been scoring 90 n above lor.. dunno convert liao stil can maintain the A anot.. or even distinction? hopefully so bah.. if results permits, might consider going university.. c how bah..
den tok abt extension thingy too.. vani asked if im going to extend.. hmm.. i wanted to initially.. but now i wan to go home.. i wan to go back home to c moi mum.. she's not in good shape.. i wan to see her.. i wan to make sure everything's fine..
today is december 1st.. another month or so i'll be back.. nid to work harder to earn more money.. im targeting 3000usd in moi savings.. now got 1000plus le.. make more money den mummy dun nid to fret over money matters le.. god bless..
phone rang, looking for vani.. went to her room saw her sleeping on the floor.. suddenly felt so sorry.. weiling told mi she had backaches sleeping on the bed cux its too hard.. n so she sleeps in the living room almost everyday.. cux the sofa cushion more comfortable.. den she brought the cushion in.. but i took it out again.. cux sitting on the rattan chair without the cushion is not at all comfty.. dunno la.. having mixed feelings lor..
morning saw jackie.. she looked pale.. having neck ache.. i got the heat lotion apply will better de la.. but she dun wan to tok to mi.. den forget it lor.. den now see vani sleeping on the floor.. gaby's baked fish got burnt.. i dunno la.. i think jackie dun tok to mi cux of that previous incident bah.. she was singing den i purposely turn up the tv volume.. den the dishes in the trash bag also i packed de.. everything seems to start with mi.. dey got tok to weiling lor.. but not mi leh.. scared of mi?? sigh..