usa having dst starting as of today.. time are to be adjusted one hr back.. tat means the time difference is 13hrs instead.. i miss home.. tears have been flowing.. heart have been hurting.. depression?? haas..
to think he actualli replied as bastard.. -_- he actualli read moi blog?? even got an email from him.. no comments.. its so not within moi expectation.. tot i was long forgotten.. e email seems to have words hidden within.. i dun wan to guess anymore.. assumptions made mi reali tired.. im so tired..
keep telling moiself to stop thinking of him.. but y do memories keep flashing??

weather turning cold.. freezing throughout the day.. health not good.. condition dun seem right.. i could feel the pain sometimes.. izzit becux i never eat or becux of complications?? doctor said to return for checkup after one month.. but i had to come.. mummy was worried.. pls dun let her know anything abt moi health..
stupid mexico.. its alrdy midnight.. pitch still so high.. wth.. I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!
haix.. dunno wad to sae le la.. not in the mood.. update again..
n ppl, im jux joking abt getting a bf.. IM NOT GETTING ONE ANYMORE..