i cursed n swear ytd, n today moi eyes were teary as i hear the christmas carols. oh well, i do miss home. esp during the holiday seasons. though we dun reali celebrate christmas like how it should traditionally be, i still miss the times with moi family. how nice, if dey were here to spend christmas wif mi. the same week next upcoming will be new year. standing alone in a foreign land, i shall say "goodbye 2006".

he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.

or its probably a repeated cycle.

i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.

i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.

moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "