beginning to realise sumtink's missing in moi life; moi goals, moi dreams, the substance in life is missing. waking up everyday to wonder wads next. life's getting kinda meaningless. its not onli bored, its the motivation that is missing. i nid to find sumtink to keep mi going. even moi fav dragon ball is not keeping mi motivated. romance? long lost. i dunno wad i wan. in fact, im losing interest in every single thing. nutink seems to keep mi entertained. im losing the directions in life. am stuck at the crossroads, not knowing where to head next. somebody lead mi, pls. i miss the days in the states.