Sunday, July 23, 2006

jux had moi dinner after e com
kinda late
sounds more like supper, i guess
haas

anyway
jux wanna sae
good job, moi kids!!
sp got 8.18
third place in west zone
blcc got in taka
congrats

alright
yepz, i was all alone
again
i went down alone
went home alone
was all alone throughout the com

ah yew saw mi
asked mi y i alone
ah seng saw mi
asked e same question
=)

so many friends
ppl i knew
was all around
yet i was all by moiself

i sat at a corner
watch sp move e things up to the lorry
n took group photo outside e cc
moi heart was crying
i dunno y
it jux hurts
to noe tat i might not be able to return

spld
a place where moi laughter remains
a place where i was once moiself
i love em
n i mux admit
im so much closer to em
it feels like a family
e love n warmth dey brought to mi
thankew

com finish
i msg hubby
he was chilling out wid his classmates
enjoying life
so good
cant rmb when was e last time
i chilled out wid moi friends
seems decades ago
haix

e turning point of moi life
i am lonely
i miss him terribly
but i dun wan to c him
i dunno y
but i jux miss him

tears wetting moi eyes
i am lonely

at home
i feel invisible at times
outside
im a nobody
wid moi friends
im owaes e one left out

y? y mux it be mi?!

i wan to get away
break away from everything
dere r so many ppl ard mi
but y am i owaes alone???

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