knowing something is definitely not right, i keep saying im fine.. n he thinks i am fine.. cux i sae so.. haas.. well, wadeva happened to mi no longer concern him anymore anyway.. we r jux friends.. or a little more than that.. a special fren i wont call him a fren.. at least to mi, tats wad its going to be.. hate him? too tiring to hate somebody bah..
was making cotton candy today when i suddenly had this tot in mind.. if i have a wish right now.. i wished to spend christmas wid moi family n him.. haas.. col mi silly bah.. i stil wish to hold his hand n walk to the future.. stupid girl.. yepz, i know.. it takes time bah.. y do u think i dun wan to go home when i miss home so much?
to be honest, tat incident reali din affect mi alot.. i dunno y either.. but the scenes at tat particular place keeps flashing back.. i could even rmb the time the incident took place.. n the agony n everything.. everything still fresh in moi mind.. fresh.. like it happened ytd.. sigh.. if ever i hated him was onli that day when i saw a sign in the breakroom and realise wad happened could have been prevented bah.. sigh.. but wad's done had been done.. no point sighing le..
alright lets tok abt today bah.. its a magical day today..
early morning was the usual morning wave.. but we had two today.. becux its a special day.. its walt's 30th year anniversary today.. n walt is an old colleague at moi workplace.. he actualli started working at MK since it opened.. but the firx five yrs was part time.. so not counted.. but 30yrs leh!! omg!! tats looooong lor... alright, so we had pixie dust n everybody crowding ard him n singing him the MK cheer.. in the streets leh!! whahaha.. he so cute la.. still hugging a doggie la.. den big manager present him the trophy n we took pictures at main street.. very super nice lor..
den when we went back to confectionary.. another surprise.. the kettle is back!!! oh man!! its been missing since the day i started moi kitchen training.. omg!! guess wad.. becux the kettle is back.. we actualli produced 311 caramel apples within an hour!! no wonder helen so excited abt the kettle.. she was practically dancing la.. lolx!!
oh den today MK got cast celebration la.. den got free food, games, ice cream, DJ.. n merchandise at 75% off!! i bought so many things all add up to $23 onli lor.. though not alot to buy la.. but i did manage to dig something out of nutink.. heeheehaahaa!!!
den later got the very-merry christmas cast preview for MK cast onli lor!! heh heh.. MK very happening hor.. heehee..
thinking of christmas.. i miss the times when moi family would gather at kranji camp for bbq nite leh.. used to col wlcs for gatherings oso lor.. was so much fun den.. tat day i heard christmas carol moi tears almost drop leh.. i miss home too much le bah.. oh yea, i do..
its the 9th of the month again.. haiz..