was reading minmin's blog.. the one abt her daddy.. den reminds mi of moi daddy.. moi tears dropped.. been abt a month since i last contact em.. i miss em.. give mi a hug.. will somebody?? ytd was daddy's bdae.. i send him a bdae msg.. no reply.. y no reply? becux daddy dunno how to text msg? or nv receive moi msg?? daddy, i send u a bade card with moi photo.. did u receive?? daddy, i miss u alot.. do u hear mi??
cant imagine i actualli wanted to extend moi program here till spring.. when i heard corrie saying tat we can extend.. i was so excited and all ready for it.. i wanted to go for the character audition.. but tat is onli possible if moi program is until spring.. den i went cast portal and it saes.. J1 visa are not eligible.. haiz.. if i can extend.. i will onli be back home next yr one day b4 moi bdae.. wad about new yr? oh well.. new yr is chu shi for mi lor.. every yr oso same since dunno how many yrs old.. now dunno where to go liao.. originally from wlcs.. den some things happen, was not allowed to go.. end up now everybody upgrade liao i still standing on the same step.. den join sp.. but when i go back i graduate liao.. sp now oso kinda separated liao.. wj is not mine troupe.. even though im rather close wid em.. haiz.. if dun go chu shi tats not moi new yr.. not how i spend moi new yr..
in fact, last yr was the firx time i reali spend new yr like how it should be.. firx time wor.. can u imagine?? firx tme in eighteen yrs.. lols..
now, onli hoping disney can extend moi visa.. or issue mi another visa so that i can extend moi program here.. as much as i miss home.. i dun wan to go home.. haix... i oso dunno la..
but i seems to realise sth.. he asked mi if i tag his blog as beancurd.. hmm.. it keeps mi wondering if his previous posts were all about mi.. he miss mi?? was the gal who make him feel so lost, mi? haas.. dun think so bah.. but i was indeed surprise tat he actualli noe beancurd was one of moi fav.. some yrs back, he even noe tat moi fav flower is lilies.. n he bought mi lilies for valentine.. its still in moi wardrobe lor.. mama sae alrdy die liao still keep for wad.. keep asking mi to throw away.. no way.. tats moi very firx received flower leh.. sumore the very firx vdae i ever spend with moi love.. stil got the little crystal apple i been searching for so long.. thinking back he was so sweet then.. sigh..
missing the moments..
missing moi daddy n mummy n moi beloved didi..
all the best for ur 'o'-levels, bro!! jia you!!