Monday, January 15, 2007

on moi last day, i din cry
on the plane back, i din cry
but when i see singapore from above, moi tears dropped

i came back so excited to see everybody
their reaction was onli "you're back"
some dun even noe i was overseas for the past few months

called his daddy to sae im home
he needs to take a while to remember who i am
...
saw him today
he was jux beside
he din see mi
nice to see him again anyway

ask him to choose between mickey, donald n goofy
he like none of them
somehow felt hurt
wanted to give him a keychain
he wan none of it
bought him a mickey vintage shirt
will he wear it?
or hang it in the wardrobe to rot?
haix.

mummy watched mi sort the souvenirs
sae i waste money
saw the jeans n skirts i bought
sae i waste money again
sigh.

i pay everything wid moi salary
i work hard to earn much
to reward myself n all i get is "waste money"

i see the high rise buildings
i took pics in malls
saleslady said cannot take pics

im not getting used to it
i wan to go back orlando
this is not moi home
no sense of belonging
nope.

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