read his recent post, sigh. guess he got somebody new again. aiyo, y am i sighing. dunno la. y, y he could feel guilt n regret to somebody but not mi? y he can care whether ppl hate him anot but not mi? y am i of no standing at all? BEN DAN!! WAKE UP WAKE UP!! cz sae he missed mi when i was in the states. sigh. when i was in the states onli bah. now come back liao, treatment oso different liao. am i reali so irritating?

im bored. VERY bored. i wan to go K.. nobody to go with mi. i wan to go watch movie. nobody go with mi. i wan a date leh. no patuo, no date. valentine coming. no valentine. y so jialat???
aiya, no date no date la.. last yr oso no date. anyway, im going to be working on v-dae so shouldnt be too much of loneliness. but hor.. y am i working when ppl are sweet-honeying?? aiya, wadever la.. single or attached or married or divorce.. wadever ur status, life still goes on.

n why why why??? becux of tat $300 bucks, now im stuck. i canot go interview cux i canot start work immediately. if i start work, tat feb job sure clash. but i alrdy promised zq.. canot back out la. aiyo, becux of $300.. im giving up better opportunities. if not, i could be earning at least $1000++. nope, i think moi min wage can hit $1400 at least. alamak, i stil wan to learn driving de leh. n moi university fees. darn.