dreamt of him the other nite
was a sweet dream
haas
read his post
he's asking the same question ive been asking silently
e screen u r seeing
is not all moi feelings
dere r hidden feelings kept deep inside moi heart
becux of the previous lesson
i learnt to be careful with moi words

i guessed somehow
we do care alot for each other
den again
we keep unhappiness to ourselves
too cautious of how each other will feel?
i was once told
to let out all moi feelings
cux he has the right to noe if im not feeling good abt anything he does
communication
our obstacle

i watched fireworks practically every night
n it owaes reminds mi of him
how great if he's beside mi
to witness the spectacular scene tgt
e last day we reali tok
was national day

tat nite
i tot of watching fireworks wid him
but we din

tat nite
in the train
he was stil happily talking abt the dresscode for his wedding
haas

tat nite
e last nite i hear him col mi baobei

jux received last sem results
disappointing
thinking back wad happened in between during den
sigh

alright, here r some updates..
went for work on monday at confectionary.. tat was moi firx day working on moi own ooh.. it was bored!! i dun like to work in confectionary.. not onli the uniform is so troublesome.. e worse is when im assigned to work in confectionary, i can onli be dere!! for the whole day!! shit.. this wk is onli 6hrs.. next wk i gotta stay 10hrs in dat little candy shop!! omgomg!!
den e next few days is at main street east.. yeah!! when assigned to main street, dere r so many shops i can go to.. good!! not much thing la.. except!! tat day i ran into an indian man from india.. n he talked to mi abt cruise, n he noes KL!! u noe la.. when u r overseas, n somebody finali noes abt ur area, u tend to be excited.. or at least i am la.. den he started to say abt massage.. n den free sex!! oh damn! n he keeps coming closer n closer to mi!! shit him!! i keep moving back until i no space to move le lor.. i tried to distract him but to no avail.. n worse is im e onli one in the shop!! oh man!! den later when i go serve other guests, he walk around the shop like he's who n who lor.. wth!! den finali he left, n he stil wave byebye to mi lor!! oh gosh!! n noe wad?? less than 10mins he's back!! he sae the city hall ppl (city hall in magic kingdom is the information stop) haven found his camera yet.. im like ok, u can go to the expo hall opp the street to purchase one.. tats his initial purpose when he step into the shop.. i neber bother abt him la.. trying moi best to keep a distance from him.. finali he sae wan to go take monorail n i showed him the way n shoo!! off u go!! n FINALLY he left!! whew!! wad a close shave!!
den last nite went to watch the halloween parade rehearsal after work.. it was AWESOME!! neber celebrated halloween before.. din know it's so happening.. the audience were all cheering and clapping for the performers.. e night is dark lor.. n the whole magic kingdom is onli the cast members.. yeah, the rehearsal was for cast members onli.. oh ya!! noe wad.. when i was doing stocking in one of the shops, the people was like running down the street screaming lor.. n the first thing tat came into moi mind was.. hungry ghost festival!! lolx!! but dey reali look like one lor.. imagine, the street was quiet cux all the guests have left n the night was dark.. den suddenly so many ppl gushing down the streets like neber before.. omg! den after the parade of cux is head home la.. alrdy midnight liao leh.. den omg!! e firx time eva the bus to treehouse is FULL!!! omgomg!! i never knew there are so many occupiers in treehouse!! usually, there's onli max 5ppl in the bus!! whahaha.. n the brazillians are so happening lor.. i think dey drank a little ba.. dey were like singing n cheering in the bus.. firx time eva the bus so lively lor.. poor bus driver.. dunno he should be happy or irritated.. haha..
ok la.. dats abt it.. will update again.. n here's moi address..
P.O. Box 22782
Apartment #405
Lake Buena Vista, FL 32830

got time write to mi bah.. having headaches liao.. hmm.. yups, not feeling well lately.. but should be fine.. dun worrie.. =)