seems like coming online has become a habit, jux dun feel right if moi laptop is left to rot. anyway, went to chinatown for the lightings jux now. i mux sae the planning sux. wonder who's in charge, make us walk up n down, up n down for at least a dozen times. oh, n we had to climb over the fence for couple times too. -_-!! n i was running high fever. imagine a sick person walking up n down the streets, in the rain sumore. alright, the rain wasnt tat bad. more like a drizzle. still, there were a couple times i jux feel like fainting to spare mi from all the moving. i was literally dragging moi feet as if there were chains on them. it was tat bad okay? i jux dun feel right. whole body was aching, body temperature interchanging between hot n cold. totally no appetite n strength at all. den, for goodness sake, reminds mi of somebody.
for a second, i was confused not knowing whether wad i did was right. after reading his tagboard, he seems perfectly fine. or maybe not, he tends to hide his feelings. somehow, i have a feeling things r not going right for him. i dunno y, but im usually quite accurate. lets hope im wrong this time.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Friday, January 26, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
read his recent post, sigh. guess he got somebody new again. aiyo, y am i sighing. dunno la. y, y he could feel guilt n regret to somebody but not mi? y he can care whether ppl hate him anot but not mi? y am i of no standing at all? BEN DAN!! WAKE UP WAKE UP!! cz sae he missed mi when i was in the states. sigh. when i was in the states onli bah. now come back liao, treatment oso different liao. am i reali so irritating?
im bored. VERY bored. i wan to go K.. nobody to go with mi. i wan to go watch movie. nobody go with mi. i wan a date leh. no patuo, no date. valentine coming. no valentine. y so jialat???
aiya, no date no date la.. last yr oso no date. anyway, im going to be working on v-dae so shouldnt be too much of loneliness. but hor.. y am i working when ppl are sweet-honeying?? aiya, wadever la.. single or attached or married or divorce.. wadever ur status, life still goes on.
n why why why??? becux of tat $300 bucks, now im stuck. i canot go interview cux i canot start work immediately. if i start work, tat feb job sure clash. but i alrdy promised zq.. canot back out la. aiyo, becux of $300.. im giving up better opportunities. if not, i could be earning at least $1000++. nope, i think moi min wage can hit $1400 at least. alamak, i stil wan to learn driving de leh. n moi university fees. darn.
im bored. VERY bored. i wan to go K.. nobody to go with mi. i wan to go watch movie. nobody go with mi. i wan a date leh. no patuo, no date. valentine coming. no valentine. y so jialat???
aiya, no date no date la.. last yr oso no date. anyway, im going to be working on v-dae so shouldnt be too much of loneliness. but hor.. y am i working when ppl are sweet-honeying?? aiya, wadever la.. single or attached or married or divorce.. wadever ur status, life still goes on.
n why why why??? becux of tat $300 bucks, now im stuck. i canot go interview cux i canot start work immediately. if i start work, tat feb job sure clash. but i alrdy promised zq.. canot back out la. aiyo, becux of $300.. im giving up better opportunities. if not, i could be earning at least $1000++. nope, i think moi min wage can hit $1400 at least. alamak, i stil wan to learn driving de leh. n moi university fees. darn.
for some reason, i deleted the posts. i dunno y, but since its affecting them tat much. somehow, i still wan to protect their diginity. rumours can spread n it can get real ugly. i dun wan it to start wid mi. moi tots offended them. got them realli agitated n uptight. i have nutink to sae. i wan to go back but deep inside i knew, im the last person dey wan to see. cux when im ard, trouble follows. somehow, i seems to be a troublemaker, i dunno y. every single thing i do is wrong. moi every movement is being watched n criticised. being looked down, n outcast is not a nice feeling.
sometimes i wonder, could it been better if i never come back? i lost the sense of belonging.
im tired. leave mi alone.
sometimes i wonder, could it been better if i never come back? i lost the sense of belonging.
im tired. leave mi alone.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
tot of study uni, did online reseach, ask teacher.. den to realise one cruel fact
moi family couldnt afford
fees for uni is damn ex
plus moi bro stil studying
mum sae sell house
sigh
forget it
dun study le
be realistic
find a job bah
he msg mi ytd
ask mi where am i
den no reply
today, again ask mi where im going later
again, no reply
dunno wad he's up to
tok to his mum ytd
his mum as usual so excited
she's probably the same wid everybody bah
keep asking mi for dinner
anything lor
lets wait n c if she remembers to call
haas
went to help grace bring tour ytd
to be exact, is follower onli
actual is tmr
go national museum
aiseh, now high tech liao leh
self-guided tour wid the help of "companion"
but.. i dun like
i stil prefer reading the words from the boards
haas
den went back for moi dragon training
no longer the same le
sp mess up le
cux laoda din hand over, he threw over
i wan to pull sp tgt
i dun haf to do so but jux cudnt bear to see it fall
its a big challenge
no idea if i can make it
dun even noe where to start
dashu sae let yongjin run by us
the mixture of the poly grads+wc+dunno who n who
he said he held a meeting before
n many were interested
good lor
at least grad liao stil got place to go
wad abt mi?
i wan to go back moi hometown
the place where i nv left before, not at all
but everybody tot i peng
i din comment on anything
xin zhi du ming jiu hao
i join sp to learn dragon ball
dashu is from weijin, he came to teach sp dragon
im close wid em cux we get along
but i nv joined em
dere was a line in between all along
tat's all
there's a reason y i nv been to wlcs for long
n the reason is clear
nv been doesnt mean i left
i was born there
but i learn nutink there
too many ppl too little opportunities
even when in sp
i had a goal in mind
i wanted to be trained well
to go back n bring proud to wlcs
wad a big ambition
nv will be fulfilled
moi family couldnt afford
fees for uni is damn ex
plus moi bro stil studying
mum sae sell house
sigh
forget it
dun study le
be realistic
find a job bah
he msg mi ytd
ask mi where am i
den no reply
today, again ask mi where im going later
again, no reply
dunno wad he's up to
tok to his mum ytd
his mum as usual so excited
she's probably the same wid everybody bah
keep asking mi for dinner
anything lor
lets wait n c if she remembers to call
haas
went to help grace bring tour ytd
to be exact, is follower onli
actual is tmr
go national museum
aiseh, now high tech liao leh
self-guided tour wid the help of "companion"
but.. i dun like
i stil prefer reading the words from the boards
haas
den went back for moi dragon training
no longer the same le
sp mess up le
cux laoda din hand over, he threw over
i wan to pull sp tgt
i dun haf to do so but jux cudnt bear to see it fall
its a big challenge
no idea if i can make it
dun even noe where to start
dashu sae let yongjin run by us
the mixture of the poly grads+wc+dunno who n who
he said he held a meeting before
n many were interested
good lor
at least grad liao stil got place to go
wad abt mi?
i wan to go back moi hometown
the place where i nv left before, not at all
but everybody tot i peng
i din comment on anything
xin zhi du ming jiu hao
i join sp to learn dragon ball
dashu is from weijin, he came to teach sp dragon
im close wid em cux we get along
but i nv joined em
dere was a line in between all along
tat's all
there's a reason y i nv been to wlcs for long
n the reason is clear
nv been doesnt mean i left
i was born there
but i learn nutink there
too many ppl too little opportunities
even when in sp
i had a goal in mind
i wanted to be trained well
to go back n bring proud to wlcs
wad a big ambition
nv will be fulfilled
Friday, January 19, 2007
i am so hungry, so tired now
i need moi beauty sleep!!!!!
haven been sleeping much lately
appetite oso becoming smaller
speech oso lesser
wad happened to the "cheerleader"???
woke up early to pick up moi photos
tonnes of photos
first time ever needed a big red bag to bring back moi photos
917pcs okay? got it?
den met fx for lunch at causeway
fx become more obedient le sia
hmm.. ppl do change over time, i guess
ate qiu lian ban mian
hmm, the standard seems to drop le leh..
but long time nv eat so anything la
cant believe i was full wid onli half a bowl
gosh!
i used to eat ALOT!!
nvm.. den went walk walk
while waiting for fx outside courts
look at the escalator n remind mi of the past
sigh
den? go pasar malam walk one round go home le
im onli out for like 1 n 1/2hr
moi goodness
the tot of going home = sians
but bo bian, fx had early lessons
never slp last nite
wanna go home slp
nvm lor
go home sort pics
took one whole day to sort them out n put them into album
finali done
look back at the photos
i miss the times in disney
it was so much fun
so much more relaxing
n more meaningful
at least i have sumtink to do when i was dere
now, im jux like a wandering soul
leading an aimless life
friends, mum all ask mi to go find work
but.. if u recall
i went straight to the states after moi exams
i nid to rest de leh
im no robot
canot pia all the way
even robots need rest
n i mean PLENTY of rest
dunno y, ppl keep asking mi the same question
n moi answer is the same for all who is interested
"nope, no ang moh bf"
thanx for ur concern
i need moi beauty sleep!!!!!
haven been sleeping much lately
appetite oso becoming smaller
speech oso lesser
wad happened to the "cheerleader"???
woke up early to pick up moi photos
tonnes of photos
first time ever needed a big red bag to bring back moi photos
917pcs okay? got it?
den met fx for lunch at causeway
fx become more obedient le sia
hmm.. ppl do change over time, i guess
ate qiu lian ban mian
hmm, the standard seems to drop le leh..
but long time nv eat so anything la
cant believe i was full wid onli half a bowl
gosh!
i used to eat ALOT!!
nvm.. den went walk walk
while waiting for fx outside courts
look at the escalator n remind mi of the past
sigh
den? go pasar malam walk one round go home le
im onli out for like 1 n 1/2hr
moi goodness
the tot of going home = sians
but bo bian, fx had early lessons
never slp last nite
wanna go home slp
nvm lor
go home sort pics
took one whole day to sort them out n put them into album
finali done
look back at the photos
i miss the times in disney
it was so much fun
so much more relaxing
n more meaningful
at least i have sumtink to do when i was dere
now, im jux like a wandering soul
leading an aimless life
friends, mum all ask mi to go find work
but.. if u recall
i went straight to the states after moi exams
i nid to rest de leh
im no robot
canot pia all the way
even robots need rest
n i mean PLENTY of rest
dunno y, ppl keep asking mi the same question
n moi answer is the same for all who is interested
"nope, no ang moh bf"
thanx for ur concern
Thursday, January 18, 2007
now tat im back from the states
im feeling EXTREME bored in sing
maybe im stil adapting?
went to meet moi slk gang
no longer close wid em
i was kinda quiet throughout
even wid moi best buddy
dere seems not much to tok abt
went to help jjc wid their dragon
glad tat im stil able to help
at least i stil rmb how to dance the dragon
been so many months since i last held the dragon ball
i should sae moi pfm today is not bad bah
n dey r so shocked when moi mum sae i jux came back
"came back from where?"
"from the states"
the next immediate reaction, "how old are u?"
lolx.
as usual i guess
the previous batch i lead was shocked when dey find out im older too
=)
bought a cloth wardrobe today
japanese type
now moi room looks so cramp
i dun like tat
i like it spacious
shall do some shifting tmr
n guess wad
i finali went to develop moi photos
n it came up to 917pcs!!
which was equivalent to $275.10
moi goodness!
actuali im ok wid it
until i found out i can save $88 if i had gone to kodak
nvm
forget it
so long moi pics are nice
tat would be good enuff
or perhaps im used to emperor's life
im spending money like water
tat will not do
shall start doing accounts
need to learn saving!!
im bored
im feeling EXTREME bored in sing
maybe im stil adapting?
went to meet moi slk gang
no longer close wid em
i was kinda quiet throughout
even wid moi best buddy
dere seems not much to tok abt
went to help jjc wid their dragon
glad tat im stil able to help
at least i stil rmb how to dance the dragon
been so many months since i last held the dragon ball
i should sae moi pfm today is not bad bah
n dey r so shocked when moi mum sae i jux came back
"came back from where?"
"from the states"
the next immediate reaction, "how old are u?"
lolx.
as usual i guess
the previous batch i lead was shocked when dey find out im older too
=)
bought a cloth wardrobe today
japanese type
now moi room looks so cramp
i dun like tat
i like it spacious
shall do some shifting tmr
n guess wad
i finali went to develop moi photos
n it came up to 917pcs!!
which was equivalent to $275.10
moi goodness!
actuali im ok wid it
until i found out i can save $88 if i had gone to kodak
nvm
forget it
so long moi pics are nice
tat would be good enuff
or perhaps im used to emperor's life
im spending money like water
tat will not do
shall start doing accounts
need to learn saving!!
im bored
Monday, January 15, 2007
on moi last day, i din cry
on the plane back, i din cry
but when i see singapore from above, moi tears dropped
i came back so excited to see everybody
their reaction was onli "you're back"
some dun even noe i was overseas for the past few months
called his daddy to sae im home
he needs to take a while to remember who i am
...
saw him today
he was jux beside
he din see mi
nice to see him again anyway
ask him to choose between mickey, donald n goofy
he like none of them
somehow felt hurt
wanted to give him a keychain
he wan none of it
bought him a mickey vintage shirt
will he wear it?
or hang it in the wardrobe to rot?
haix.
mummy watched mi sort the souvenirs
sae i waste money
saw the jeans n skirts i bought
sae i waste money again
sigh.
i pay everything wid moi salary
i work hard to earn much
to reward myself n all i get is "waste money"
i see the high rise buildings
i took pics in malls
saleslady said cannot take pics
im not getting used to it
i wan to go back orlando
this is not moi home
no sense of belonging
nope.
on the plane back, i din cry
but when i see singapore from above, moi tears dropped
i came back so excited to see everybody
their reaction was onli "you're back"
some dun even noe i was overseas for the past few months
called his daddy to sae im home
he needs to take a while to remember who i am
...
saw him today
he was jux beside
he din see mi
nice to see him again anyway
ask him to choose between mickey, donald n goofy
he like none of them
somehow felt hurt
wanted to give him a keychain
he wan none of it
bought him a mickey vintage shirt
will he wear it?
or hang it in the wardrobe to rot?
haix.
mummy watched mi sort the souvenirs
sae i waste money
saw the jeans n skirts i bought
sae i waste money again
sigh.
i pay everything wid moi salary
i work hard to earn much
to reward myself n all i get is "waste money"
i see the high rise buildings
i took pics in malls
saleslady said cannot take pics
im not getting used to it
i wan to go back orlando
this is not moi home
no sense of belonging
nope.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
was sitting in the bus back from costuming, the driver was playing some soothing mexican songs.. the sky, the scenery, everything.. first time ever paid attention to it.. the sky was blue.. nice blue.. n the clouds were low.. seems so low that its touching the trees.. the sun looks so warmth.. but the weather was cooling.. wad a beautiful day.. moi best ever vacation in usa, alone.
despite i came here alone, without moi family, the first time away from home, so far.. i love it here. the freedom, the comfortness, the friendliness, moi friends, MSE. the tot of leaving this place, moi eyes start to wet.
here, im leading an emperor's life. i live moi own life. i earn for moi keep. bread n water when im penniless. shopping, shopping n more shopping when im rich. everything's coming to an end. end.
i shall bring the happiness here back home, and leave the unhappiness here.
keep smiling. keep believing. dreams will come true.
i will go back home n melt all ur hearts with moi sweetness. beware. im coming. =P
despite i came here alone, without moi family, the first time away from home, so far.. i love it here. the freedom, the comfortness, the friendliness, moi friends, MSE. the tot of leaving this place, moi eyes start to wet.
here, im leading an emperor's life. i live moi own life. i earn for moi keep. bread n water when im penniless. shopping, shopping n more shopping when im rich. everything's coming to an end. end.
i shall bring the happiness here back home, and leave the unhappiness here.
keep smiling. keep believing. dreams will come true.
i will go back home n melt all ur hearts with moi sweetness. beware. im coming. =P
Sunday, December 31, 2006
finali finished bud's assignments!! ALL OF THEM!! yippee yuppiee!! been rushing them throughout these few days.. now finali can sleep in peace le!! yeah!! *applaud*
supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!
woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!
oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??
im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..
she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..
recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x
but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..
jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..
think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?
love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.
supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!
woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!
oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??
im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..
she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..
recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x
but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..
jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..
think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?
love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.
its new year eve in sg
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
Saturday, December 30, 2006
heard from ashley she going seasonal after her program ends
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
Thursday, December 28, 2006
its tat time of the month, been 3months since the last.. finali auntie came to visit.. dere's probably nutink wrong wid mi.. body takes time to adjust after op ba.. well, it came finali.. so its kinda relieve.. dun nid to bring so many "bread" home now.. haas.. but aint feeling good.. aching all over.. cramps.. gotta go work later.. till 215am.. hell..
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
i cursed n swear ytd, n today moi eyes were teary as i hear the christmas carols. oh well, i do miss home. esp during the holiday seasons. though we dun reali celebrate christmas like how it should traditionally be, i still miss the times with moi family. how nice, if dey were here to spend christmas wif mi. the same week next upcoming will be new year. standing alone in a foreign land, i shall say "goodbye 2006".
he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.
or its probably a repeated cycle.
i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.
i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.
moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "
he calls mi baby. kinda freaking mi out. its jux not him. not the one i used to noe. we've been thru so much, too much for a young couple. are the feelings still there? or izzit jux a habit of having mi ard? it's been 3yrs. are we fated to be? time will tell.
or its probably a repeated cycle.
i've probably changed too. after being thru so much, much. im no longer the submissive little rabbit. i live up to moi name. i lead moi life. nobody takes control anymore. nomore.
i dun deny that those old songs stil brings back memories. sometimes moi heart stil skips a beat. but... its still a challenge to mend a broken heart.
moi dream continues. mickey says "believe n ur dream will come true. "
Monday, December 25, 2006
didi came to ask y i din reply ytd
his ytd=moi morning
den he said mummy so anxious waiting for moi reply
but moi main purpose online this morning wasnt to chat
plus didi said he's going to busy til new year so no time to go online chat
he sae de la
den now sae daddy mummy tot he bluff them i was online
end wid a "okie n take care" jiu offline le
wth
win liao la
tt's moi christmas present?
wth
alrdy not spending christmas with u all liao stil mux add salt n vinegar de meh
wadever la
im not going to chat wid u all again!!
miss mi? pui!!!
not even going to tell u when i'll be home!!
best is dun go home!!
@$#&*(^I&%#@$%^&*O(&*^%$
i hate u!!!!!
his ytd=moi morning
den he said mummy so anxious waiting for moi reply
but moi main purpose online this morning wasnt to chat
plus didi said he's going to busy til new year so no time to go online chat
he sae de la
den now sae daddy mummy tot he bluff them i was online
end wid a "okie n take care" jiu offline le
wth
win liao la
tt's moi christmas present?
wth
alrdy not spending christmas with u all liao stil mux add salt n vinegar de meh
wadever la
im not going to chat wid u all again!!
miss mi? pui!!!
not even going to tell u when i'll be home!!
best is dun go home!!
@$#&*(^I&%#@$%^&*O(&*^%$
i hate u!!!!!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
had the best time ever ytd; went out wid a few of moi disney friends.. jaime n ayde went along too.. hmm.. dun reali like them initially but.. we had lotsa fun ytd!! n it kinda bond us closer too.. haas.. its a good thing la.. but they r leaving real soon!! in two weeks time!! how quick.. oh mine! im going to miss them loads!!
planning on visiting danielle's place at ohio in jan when she's going back BUT!! the portal denied moi request for off days!! said had alrdy past the deadline!! NOOOOOO!!! dun do tat to mi!! oh pls!! i wanna go!! she alrdy told her family n dey r all awaiting for moi arrival.. n the best thing is it will be SNOWING!! REAL SNOW!! MOI FIRST SNOW!! PLS LET MI GO!!
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watch illuminations at epcot again ytd.. its the name of the fireworks.. i love the fireworks at epcot.. esp the song.. i dunno the song title but i'll find out eventually.. its a beautiful song but it makes mi wan to cry.. and.. it makes mi realise.. somehow.. i do miss tat somebody still..
planning on visiting danielle's place at ohio in jan when she's going back BUT!! the portal denied moi request for off days!! said had alrdy past the deadline!! NOOOOOO!!! dun do tat to mi!! oh pls!! i wanna go!! she alrdy told her family n dey r all awaiting for moi arrival.. n the best thing is it will be SNOWING!! REAL SNOW!! MOI FIRST SNOW!! PLS LET MI GO!!
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watch illuminations at epcot again ytd.. its the name of the fireworks.. i love the fireworks at epcot.. esp the song.. i dunno the song title but i'll find out eventually.. its a beautiful song but it makes mi wan to cry.. and.. it makes mi realise.. somehow.. i do miss tat somebody still..
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
today..
went to costuming den to cast connection
den to costuming n headed home
rest a while
went to bank to transfer money
den shop a while at company D
i saw the christmas tree again
still hesitating whether to buy
should i should i not?
den went to ttc; lost n found
no similar description tat matches moi lost camera pouch
disappointed
sat at ttc waiting for the ez bus
tot of the sacrifices made to come here
hum the song 'home'
eyes became teary
emo emo
den came home took a short nap
went out again to downtown disney
ate mac alone
sitting in front mi was a family of four
felt kinda lonely
everybody has a partner to eat/shop/play
im ok, used to it..
den headed to lego for refund
idiot.. his name is art
saw the things i took out for refund expression immediately changed
#%^&^$%#&^%
nvm
who cares
got give mi back money can liao
den shop alone for like 2hrs or so
n headed to walmart
its moi off day
but busy busy wor
like running errands sia
a couple of things accomplished today (burnt a big hole in moi pocket too)
everything but assignments
according to disney, ive alrdy graduated
BUT!!
i stil owe UNCG 6reports!!
n moi logbook seems to be abandoned for more than one month le
gosh!
y r dere so many many things to do???
wanna go explore orlando
dun even haf time
='(
jackie (moi housemate) planning to go las vegas this weekend
thurs morning to sunday morning
GOOD!!
she even asked blackie along
GOGOGO!!!
dun come back even better
getting more n more disliking them
tat blackie is the worse
no money stil wan to go
sae ask her daddy to transfer money
even hear her sae she lied tat she bought online books
tats y need money
she din even buy textbooks lor
-_-!!
i pity her parents lor
work so hard in sg to pay for their daughter's nonsense
*shake head*
after tat incident
i reali learnt to treasure moi parents
esp moi mummy
nv want to disappoint her again
went to costuming den to cast connection
den to costuming n headed home
rest a while
went to bank to transfer money
den shop a while at company D
i saw the christmas tree again
still hesitating whether to buy
should i should i not?
den went to ttc; lost n found
no similar description tat matches moi lost camera pouch
disappointed
sat at ttc waiting for the ez bus
tot of the sacrifices made to come here
hum the song 'home'
eyes became teary
emo emo
den came home took a short nap
went out again to downtown disney
ate mac alone
sitting in front mi was a family of four
felt kinda lonely
everybody has a partner to eat/shop/play
im ok, used to it..
den headed to lego for refund
idiot.. his name is art
saw the things i took out for refund expression immediately changed
#%^&^$%#&^%
nvm
who cares
got give mi back money can liao
den shop alone for like 2hrs or so
n headed to walmart
its moi off day
but busy busy wor
like running errands sia
a couple of things accomplished today (burnt a big hole in moi pocket too)
everything but assignments
according to disney, ive alrdy graduated
BUT!!
i stil owe UNCG 6reports!!
n moi logbook seems to be abandoned for more than one month le
gosh!
y r dere so many many things to do???
wanna go explore orlando
dun even haf time
='(
jackie (moi housemate) planning to go las vegas this weekend
thurs morning to sunday morning
GOOD!!
she even asked blackie along
GOGOGO!!!
dun come back even better
getting more n more disliking them
tat blackie is the worse
no money stil wan to go
sae ask her daddy to transfer money
even hear her sae she lied tat she bought online books
tats y need money
she din even buy textbooks lor
-_-!!
i pity her parents lor
work so hard in sg to pay for their daughter's nonsense
*shake head*
after tat incident
i reali learnt to treasure moi parents
esp moi mummy
nv want to disappoint her again
Thursday, December 14, 2006
went animal kingdom ytd
had fun
finali rode on the safari ride
but..
i lost moi camera pouch
went to guest services
no luck
called lost n found today
nope, plenty of camera pouches, but none from AK
"try again tmr"
after AK went MGM
watch fantamistic
firx time in four months
fantastic
simply love the media effects in disney
amazing
went for TOT
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
sudden up n down ride
tot i wud haf wobble legs
nope
felt nutink
all i did was scream n scream n scream
den ok le
haas
more like letting out moi frustration
wadeva
den went ahead to see the dancing lights
was "snowing"
cheryl so excited
too bad mi n wl too tired to be tat excited
its not real snow too
den.. went to downtown
felt kinda cheated at LEGO
30% discount for cast
BUT...
for the same things we bought
we were charge at different prices
n i mean reali different
the pick-a-brick cup i was charged at 2++ for one
wl was charged 4++
the namekit i was charged 3.49
wl was charged 1.20
cheryl was charged 1.71
den studied the receipt again on the way home
was charged extra one namekit
*&^%$&^(*)*&^%$%^*&()
wanted to go down today to clarify
think again
forget it la
the receipt is TOTAL CONFUSION
n it wud be DAMN TROUBLESOME
take it as moi unlucky day den
tmr(today) will be a better day
best wishes
had fun
finali rode on the safari ride
but..
i lost moi camera pouch
went to guest services
no luck
called lost n found today
nope, plenty of camera pouches, but none from AK
"try again tmr"
after AK went MGM
watch fantamistic
firx time in four months
fantastic
simply love the media effects in disney
amazing
went for TOT
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
sudden up n down ride
tot i wud haf wobble legs
nope
felt nutink
all i did was scream n scream n scream
den ok le
haas
more like letting out moi frustration
wadeva
den went ahead to see the dancing lights
was "snowing"
cheryl so excited
too bad mi n wl too tired to be tat excited
its not real snow too
den.. went to downtown
felt kinda cheated at LEGO
30% discount for cast
BUT...
for the same things we bought
we were charge at different prices
n i mean reali different
the pick-a-brick cup i was charged at 2++ for one
wl was charged 4++
the namekit i was charged 3.49
wl was charged 1.20
cheryl was charged 1.71
den studied the receipt again on the way home
was charged extra one namekit
*&^%$&^(*)*&^%$%^*&()
wanted to go down today to clarify
think again
forget it la
the receipt is TOTAL CONFUSION
n it wud be DAMN TROUBLESOME
take it as moi unlucky day den
tmr(today) will be a better day
best wishes
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ytd..
took pictures wid moi fav bus driver
came home so excitedly wanted to show wl
she break the news to mi
shocked
until now stil couldnt believe its true
shant elaborate
onli heard its spreading in sg le
today..
came home n rush to 2nd shift
a little lost
luckily got ppl help
whew
den saw blackie at home
sians
she peeked from the bathroom
saw mi gif mi a sians look lor
den heard her speaking tamil over the house fone
mux be piriya
who else could it be when she speaks in her normal sg tone?
den heard her sae she n a whole grp of them gg dunno where
sigh
moi sg class..
class 14.. why r u guys leaving mi out?
the worse to noe is..
dey ask blackie but not mi
to think penny once said cux i seems to be distant from them
so she's trying to pull mi back
forget it ppl
i hate u guys!!!!
took pictures wid moi fav bus driver
came home so excitedly wanted to show wl
she break the news to mi
shocked
until now stil couldnt believe its true
shant elaborate
onli heard its spreading in sg le
today..
came home n rush to 2nd shift
a little lost
luckily got ppl help
whew
den saw blackie at home
sians
she peeked from the bathroom
saw mi gif mi a sians look lor
den heard her speaking tamil over the house fone
mux be piriya
who else could it be when she speaks in her normal sg tone?
den heard her sae she n a whole grp of them gg dunno where
sigh
moi sg class..
class 14.. why r u guys leaving mi out?
the worse to noe is..
dey ask blackie but not mi
to think penny once said cux i seems to be distant from them
so she's trying to pull mi back
forget it ppl
i hate u guys!!!!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
morgan came up to mi n said, "wanping, if u been treated unfairly in the kitchen, i hope u would let mi noe alright? i kinda noe what's going on..." n all i replied was, "im ok, dun wori"
she's onli moi coordinator.. but sees mi like her own sister.. takes reali good care of mi n even invited mi to thansgiving dinner.. was moi firx.. had a great time..
i was kinda being ordered ard ytd.. some ppl being bossy.. some ppl gif mi attitude.. moi night was terrible.. morgan noticed i wasnt moiself.. she came to ask.. but i said nutink.. on moi way home, moi eyes were teary.. all i needed was a hug.. a real n sincere hug from somebody.. but dere was nobody.. not a single soul..
reach home, wl was home too.. apparently we took the same bus.. but din see each other.. she came home n started rattling away abt her work.. i was quiet.. extremely quiet.. i onli nodded moi head n "umm".. den later, she realised sumtink was wrong.. told her wad happened.. n she said, "aiyo, seems like the bad ppl at ur side is even more evil den mine".. since day 1, she has been complaining tat ppl at her workplace are all evil nuts.. mine had been the good.. sigh.. nv judge a book by its cover..
i dunno y.. but whenever im feeling low.. dere will be a person who will firx appear in moi mind.. i saw the photos.. sigh..
whatever tat brings mi down shall bring mi up..
im ok today.. back to normal.. a little normal at least.. guess im becoming a stronger self.. thanx to those who tries all ways n means to beat mi down.. sorry to disappoint u.. moi endurance level= advance..
im tired.. goodnite..
she's onli moi coordinator.. but sees mi like her own sister.. takes reali good care of mi n even invited mi to thansgiving dinner.. was moi firx.. had a great time..
i was kinda being ordered ard ytd.. some ppl being bossy.. some ppl gif mi attitude.. moi night was terrible.. morgan noticed i wasnt moiself.. she came to ask.. but i said nutink.. on moi way home, moi eyes were teary.. all i needed was a hug.. a real n sincere hug from somebody.. but dere was nobody.. not a single soul..
reach home, wl was home too.. apparently we took the same bus.. but din see each other.. she came home n started rattling away abt her work.. i was quiet.. extremely quiet.. i onli nodded moi head n "umm".. den later, she realised sumtink was wrong.. told her wad happened.. n she said, "aiyo, seems like the bad ppl at ur side is even more evil den mine".. since day 1, she has been complaining tat ppl at her workplace are all evil nuts.. mine had been the good.. sigh.. nv judge a book by its cover..
i dunno y.. but whenever im feeling low.. dere will be a person who will firx appear in moi mind.. i saw the photos.. sigh..
whatever tat brings mi down shall bring mi up..
im ok today.. back to normal.. a little normal at least.. guess im becoming a stronger self.. thanx to those who tries all ways n means to beat mi down.. sorry to disappoint u.. moi endurance level= advance..
im tired.. goodnite..
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