back to blogging again.. haas.. im bored la..
waiting for daddy to go chinatown since 12pm.. until now, daddy's half day work still haven end yet.. *shake head*
went shopping wid zan n ljj ytd.. hmm, been quite some time since i go shopping wid em but i guess i noe y la.. moi shopping style is very very different from them bah.. kinda used to shopping alone le lor.. i noe wad i wan to buy den i jux go shop for the things i wan.. den i definitely will roam every single shop regardless the price de lor.. influence from US? i dunno la.. i dun reali look at the price when i shop in US lor.. cux everything is like so cheap can.. n is branded one sumore.. i miss those shopping days.. anyway, managed to find a pair of heels for moi D&D.. not bad la.. 43bucks.. high n stable.. n most imptly, it matches moi dress.. thanx gals.. =)
so now moi D&D stuff more or less set le.. except for the makeup n hairstyling bah.. oh, n the manicure n pedicure too.. well, its gonna be moi last D&D leh.. of cux mux mei mei la.. if not, dunno mux wait until when den can wear evening gown again le lor..
oh n i met nana's boy.. he look so much like tomorrow lor!! moi goodness!! i was actualli stunned when he wanted to shake hands wif mi.. alamak.. jj sae he look more stable n decent.. but i find it ok onli leh.. where got decent? ok nia la.. decent guys dun go clubbing one leh.. never judge one from his looks..
im the best example lor.. from appearance, i look a few years younger.. n i look so innocent n decent.. those guai guai type, very good at studies one.. but haha!! gotcha, im totalli opposite can.. moi grades sucks.. dun be shocked when i sae moi gpa is onli 2.sumtink.. n oh, i dun think im going uni le.. well, the one that i wanted to apply is like so many subjects i study before le lor.. n need to study language oso.. pls la, moi language is the worse subject lor.. no more compo for mi after o levels!! den the other local U is like gpa mux be min 3.2^.. if not need to take SAT paper.. aiyo, spare mi from all these bah!!
so, i guess i most prob, rather can sae confirm is going to find job le lor.. going to work n work n work until i die le.. i wan to be tour guide.. those outbound one.. den everytime oso bringing tour overseas.. in fact, i alrdy got it planned: i will get the tour company to sponsor mi for moi tour guide licence, thereaafter i will be able to bring tours ard.. start from singapore firx.. den slowly accumulate experience n bring tours overseas.. in future, i would probably stay in singapore onli for max 3months.. YES!!
i wan to be kept busy busy busy.. den i wont think so much n lose slp every nite.. at least i have sumtink to do.. at least i am learning sumtink new everyday.. n the sense of satisfaction..
probably go worldwide to do voluntary work too.. yeah!!
oh yeah, daddy finali back le.. going shopping le loh!! adios~ happy new year everyone!!
Friday, February 16, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
beginning to understand y are some things happening the way it is. while some ppl are as caring as forever, moi buddies for life, some ppl are jux so heartless. for the firx minute dey can sae sweet nothings to u, how much dey miss u n waiting for u n blah blah blah, the next minute dey could be hugging some other babes enjoying themselves. babes? haas. wth. anyway, heart has been numbed. wadever is happening is not affecting mi at all. not a bit. jux cudnt understand their behaviour. u noe, guys. oh well, xin xian gan bah. dun wori, im not going to curse n swear. i mean, wad for? wad comes around goes around. y should i wori at all? bless them. or him, rather. nope, y bless him? bless mi instead bah.
n for whoever is concerned, moi feelings are dead alrdy. since long long ago. oh well, i was betrayed once n again. so, y should i still be waiting? waiting to be hurt again? nope, no more waiting. good things will come. moi future lies in moi hands.
happy valentine's day.
n for whoever is concerned, moi feelings are dead alrdy. since long long ago. oh well, i was betrayed once n again. so, y should i still be waiting? waiting to be hurt again? nope, no more waiting. good things will come. moi future lies in moi hands.
happy valentine's day.
i swear i will never ever help toh zong qing ever again!!
qi si wo le!!!
i agreed to help him run the event cux he's moi fren
cux i jux came back when he asked
cux i was jobless when he asked
end up becux of this stupid job, i din look for jobs
cux i cudnt start work immediately, it will clash
i went for interview at sentosa
was recruited but becux of this job, i cudnt go for the training
nvm, tat isnt the most irritating part
first, the location was wrong
den there is NO publicity at all
how do you expect ppl to noe wads ur booth abt??
den when we suggest poster, sae NO BUDGET
pls la hor, no budget den still wan to rent costume $60per day
2sets = $120*2 =$240
nvm, so we decided to do sumtink
we fork out money to enlarge the brochure & laminated it
sumhow it works
at least more ppl came to our booth n check it out
he din even sae "thank you"
instead, he said we having holiday camp
if u think we r so useless, im telling u i dun give a damn to this job!!
IDIOT!!!
den keep twisting n turning the conditions in the contract
uncle, if u keep twist n turn den wad is the contract for in the firx place??
fire the emcee sumore
hell lor
the emcee is firx time ok
n he did his best le lor
u not there u dunno wads happening in between lor
we slack but we got do work one ok!!
becux u r moi fren, moi polymate, moi gangmate
doesnt mean everything oso can de lor
but becux u r moi fren, moi polymate, moi gangmate
i dun wan to make things difficult for u
i everything oso anything
but tat doesnt mean u can take advantage of me!!
two more days to go
endure~
qi si wo le!!!
i agreed to help him run the event cux he's moi fren
cux i jux came back when he asked
cux i was jobless when he asked
end up becux of this stupid job, i din look for jobs
cux i cudnt start work immediately, it will clash
i went for interview at sentosa
was recruited but becux of this job, i cudnt go for the training
nvm, tat isnt the most irritating part
first, the location was wrong
den there is NO publicity at all
how do you expect ppl to noe wads ur booth abt??
den when we suggest poster, sae NO BUDGET
pls la hor, no budget den still wan to rent costume $60per day
2sets = $120*2 =$240
nvm, so we decided to do sumtink
we fork out money to enlarge the brochure & laminated it
sumhow it works
at least more ppl came to our booth n check it out
he din even sae "thank you"
instead, he said we having holiday camp
if u think we r so useless, im telling u i dun give a damn to this job!!
IDIOT!!!
den keep twisting n turning the conditions in the contract
uncle, if u keep twist n turn den wad is the contract for in the firx place??
fire the emcee sumore
hell lor
the emcee is firx time ok
n he did his best le lor
u not there u dunno wads happening in between lor
we slack but we got do work one ok!!
becux u r moi fren, moi polymate, moi gangmate
doesnt mean everything oso can de lor
but becux u r moi fren, moi polymate, moi gangmate
i dun wan to make things difficult for u
i everything oso anything
but tat doesnt mean u can take advantage of me!!
two more days to go
endure~
Sunday, February 11, 2007
wads wrong signing in using blogger? y mux change to google leh? -_-!!
alright, so these few days have been fucking boring lah.. sitting at the booth waiting for money to roll in. sounds pretty good eh? sit for 9 hours got 50bucks. can even play poker cards, bingo, read magazines, blah blah blah.. typically slacking the whole day lor. cant believe this is how im spending moi days. damn. y is moi life so meaningless? i nid to get on moi feet but it seems so difficult. sigh.
im onli turning 20 this yr. yet somehow im feeling so much older, in fact alot alot older than moi actual age. i look younger but i feel older. how contradicting. y am i living like a dying man? i need some spice to moi life!!!
alright, so these few days have been fucking boring lah.. sitting at the booth waiting for money to roll in. sounds pretty good eh? sit for 9 hours got 50bucks. can even play poker cards, bingo, read magazines, blah blah blah.. typically slacking the whole day lor. cant believe this is how im spending moi days. damn. y is moi life so meaningless? i nid to get on moi feet but it seems so difficult. sigh.
im onli turning 20 this yr. yet somehow im feeling so much older, in fact alot alot older than moi actual age. i look younger but i feel older. how contradicting. y am i living like a dying man? i need some spice to moi life!!!
Monday, February 05, 2007
woke up early in the morning to help mum change angbao money
no idea y i promised i'll help her in the firx place
waited in the bank for like one hour, standing.
den another hour in the clinic
dunno whether its bliss or not
wb sae sick before cny is a bliss, izzit?
been visiting clinics since im back from the states
haf another checkup to go to
havent book appointment
sigh
alright, back to the clinic
doctor verified its merely rashes
prescribed some medication tat will cause drowsiness
but before i even pop one into moi mouth, im alrdy deep aslp
at 12noon?? muahaha
end up nv go help SP chu shi
cant even rmb wad cy tell mi over the phone
lolx
press conference on coming wed
ms wang sae follow-up conference
tat means those who were once interviewed have to attend
tat means im going to be on air again
-_-!!
this time need preparation sumore
need ppt n blah blah blah
kenny chua called to hear moi experience
dunno who the hell is tat la
but same reaction when i sae i lived in the treehouse
come on ppl, treehouse is not a house on a treetop
i miss moi treehouse sia
i even dreamt of it now and then
last nite, i dreamt of the confectionary
glad to hear from sato everybody's doing fine
the tornado din hit orlando at all
god bless
was trying to figure out how to file the tax federation form
but i dun seems to understand a single word
been too long since i last read english?
dun think so leh, i was still reading when i was in the plane
couldnt be tat bad
still, i dun understand a single thing
i merely wan back moi tax refund
y make life so difficult for mi?
no idea y i promised i'll help her in the firx place
waited in the bank for like one hour, standing.
den another hour in the clinic
dunno whether its bliss or not
wb sae sick before cny is a bliss, izzit?
been visiting clinics since im back from the states
haf another checkup to go to
havent book appointment
sigh
alright, back to the clinic
doctor verified its merely rashes
prescribed some medication tat will cause drowsiness
but before i even pop one into moi mouth, im alrdy deep aslp
at 12noon?? muahaha
end up nv go help SP chu shi
cant even rmb wad cy tell mi over the phone
lolx
press conference on coming wed
ms wang sae follow-up conference
tat means those who were once interviewed have to attend
tat means im going to be on air again
-_-!!
this time need preparation sumore
need ppt n blah blah blah
kenny chua called to hear moi experience
dunno who the hell is tat la
but same reaction when i sae i lived in the treehouse
come on ppl, treehouse is not a house on a treetop
i miss moi treehouse sia
i even dreamt of it now and then
last nite, i dreamt of the confectionary
glad to hear from sato everybody's doing fine
the tornado din hit orlando at all
god bless
was trying to figure out how to file the tax federation form
but i dun seems to understand a single word
been too long since i last read english?
dun think so leh, i was still reading when i was in the plane
couldnt be tat bad
still, i dun understand a single thing
i merely wan back moi tax refund
y make life so difficult for mi?
having little bubbles on moi hand
firx it was onli on the third finger
den dunno since when it started to spread
now almost both moi hands are filled with those little bubbles
mum's afraid it's hand foot mouth disease
i had totally no clue to wad it is
it itches a little n is spreading more n more
went to ikea wid daddy mummy jux now to find a new sofa set
but to no avail
saw a bedroom display that i love it loads
mum keep telling mi how to use n wad to do
as if im shopping for moi house
haas
how i wish
saw young couples strolling hands in hands
having headaches on which furniture best suits their new house
envy
if onli... ...
as one gets older, one tends to start thinking for the future
i used to have a dream
a dream that i couldnt fulfil it alone
mickey saes believe n ur dream will come true
so should i continue to believe?
i looked up at moi wardrobe
y are there stil so many pressies??
i've been back for 3wks alrdy!!
its alrdy feb, time to shop for moi evening gown
D&D in early march
this time, i wan to be a princess
little princess =)
firx it was onli on the third finger
den dunno since when it started to spread
now almost both moi hands are filled with those little bubbles
mum's afraid it's hand foot mouth disease
i had totally no clue to wad it is
it itches a little n is spreading more n more
went to ikea wid daddy mummy jux now to find a new sofa set
but to no avail
saw a bedroom display that i love it loads
mum keep telling mi how to use n wad to do
as if im shopping for moi house
haas
how i wish
saw young couples strolling hands in hands
having headaches on which furniture best suits their new house
envy
if onli... ...
as one gets older, one tends to start thinking for the future
i used to have a dream
a dream that i couldnt fulfil it alone
mickey saes believe n ur dream will come true
so should i continue to believe?
i looked up at moi wardrobe
y are there stil so many pressies??
i've been back for 3wks alrdy!!
its alrdy feb, time to shop for moi evening gown
D&D in early march
this time, i wan to be a princess
little princess =)
Friday, February 02, 2007
beginning to realise sumtink's missing in moi life; moi goals, moi dreams, the substance in life is missing. waking up everyday to wonder wads next. life's getting kinda meaningless. its not onli bored, its the motivation that is missing. i nid to find sumtink to keep mi going. even moi fav dragon ball is not keeping mi motivated. romance? long lost. i dunno wad i wan. in fact, im losing interest in every single thing. nutink seems to keep mi entertained. im losing the directions in life. am stuck at the crossroads, not knowing where to head next. somebody lead mi, pls. i miss the days in the states.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
seems like coming online has become a habit, jux dun feel right if moi laptop is left to rot. anyway, went to chinatown for the lightings jux now. i mux sae the planning sux. wonder who's in charge, make us walk up n down, up n down for at least a dozen times. oh, n we had to climb over the fence for couple times too. -_-!! n i was running high fever. imagine a sick person walking up n down the streets, in the rain sumore. alright, the rain wasnt tat bad. more like a drizzle. still, there were a couple times i jux feel like fainting to spare mi from all the moving. i was literally dragging moi feet as if there were chains on them. it was tat bad okay? i jux dun feel right. whole body was aching, body temperature interchanging between hot n cold. totally no appetite n strength at all. den, for goodness sake, reminds mi of somebody.
for a second, i was confused not knowing whether wad i did was right. after reading his tagboard, he seems perfectly fine. or maybe not, he tends to hide his feelings. somehow, i have a feeling things r not going right for him. i dunno y, but im usually quite accurate. lets hope im wrong this time.
for a second, i was confused not knowing whether wad i did was right. after reading his tagboard, he seems perfectly fine. or maybe not, he tends to hide his feelings. somehow, i have a feeling things r not going right for him. i dunno y, but im usually quite accurate. lets hope im wrong this time.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
read his recent post, sigh. guess he got somebody new again. aiyo, y am i sighing. dunno la. y, y he could feel guilt n regret to somebody but not mi? y he can care whether ppl hate him anot but not mi? y am i of no standing at all? BEN DAN!! WAKE UP WAKE UP!! cz sae he missed mi when i was in the states. sigh. when i was in the states onli bah. now come back liao, treatment oso different liao. am i reali so irritating?
im bored. VERY bored. i wan to go K.. nobody to go with mi. i wan to go watch movie. nobody go with mi. i wan a date leh. no patuo, no date. valentine coming. no valentine. y so jialat???
aiya, no date no date la.. last yr oso no date. anyway, im going to be working on v-dae so shouldnt be too much of loneliness. but hor.. y am i working when ppl are sweet-honeying?? aiya, wadever la.. single or attached or married or divorce.. wadever ur status, life still goes on.
n why why why??? becux of tat $300 bucks, now im stuck. i canot go interview cux i canot start work immediately. if i start work, tat feb job sure clash. but i alrdy promised zq.. canot back out la. aiyo, becux of $300.. im giving up better opportunities. if not, i could be earning at least $1000++. nope, i think moi min wage can hit $1400 at least. alamak, i stil wan to learn driving de leh. n moi university fees. darn.
im bored. VERY bored. i wan to go K.. nobody to go with mi. i wan to go watch movie. nobody go with mi. i wan a date leh. no patuo, no date. valentine coming. no valentine. y so jialat???
aiya, no date no date la.. last yr oso no date. anyway, im going to be working on v-dae so shouldnt be too much of loneliness. but hor.. y am i working when ppl are sweet-honeying?? aiya, wadever la.. single or attached or married or divorce.. wadever ur status, life still goes on.
n why why why??? becux of tat $300 bucks, now im stuck. i canot go interview cux i canot start work immediately. if i start work, tat feb job sure clash. but i alrdy promised zq.. canot back out la. aiyo, becux of $300.. im giving up better opportunities. if not, i could be earning at least $1000++. nope, i think moi min wage can hit $1400 at least. alamak, i stil wan to learn driving de leh. n moi university fees. darn.
for some reason, i deleted the posts. i dunno y, but since its affecting them tat much. somehow, i still wan to protect their diginity. rumours can spread n it can get real ugly. i dun wan it to start wid mi. moi tots offended them. got them realli agitated n uptight. i have nutink to sae. i wan to go back but deep inside i knew, im the last person dey wan to see. cux when im ard, trouble follows. somehow, i seems to be a troublemaker, i dunno y. every single thing i do is wrong. moi every movement is being watched n criticised. being looked down, n outcast is not a nice feeling.
sometimes i wonder, could it been better if i never come back? i lost the sense of belonging.
im tired. leave mi alone.
sometimes i wonder, could it been better if i never come back? i lost the sense of belonging.
im tired. leave mi alone.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
tot of study uni, did online reseach, ask teacher.. den to realise one cruel fact
moi family couldnt afford
fees for uni is damn ex
plus moi bro stil studying
mum sae sell house
sigh
forget it
dun study le
be realistic
find a job bah
he msg mi ytd
ask mi where am i
den no reply
today, again ask mi where im going later
again, no reply
dunno wad he's up to
tok to his mum ytd
his mum as usual so excited
she's probably the same wid everybody bah
keep asking mi for dinner
anything lor
lets wait n c if she remembers to call
haas
went to help grace bring tour ytd
to be exact, is follower onli
actual is tmr
go national museum
aiseh, now high tech liao leh
self-guided tour wid the help of "companion"
but.. i dun like
i stil prefer reading the words from the boards
haas
den went back for moi dragon training
no longer the same le
sp mess up le
cux laoda din hand over, he threw over
i wan to pull sp tgt
i dun haf to do so but jux cudnt bear to see it fall
its a big challenge
no idea if i can make it
dun even noe where to start
dashu sae let yongjin run by us
the mixture of the poly grads+wc+dunno who n who
he said he held a meeting before
n many were interested
good lor
at least grad liao stil got place to go
wad abt mi?
i wan to go back moi hometown
the place where i nv left before, not at all
but everybody tot i peng
i din comment on anything
xin zhi du ming jiu hao
i join sp to learn dragon ball
dashu is from weijin, he came to teach sp dragon
im close wid em cux we get along
but i nv joined em
dere was a line in between all along
tat's all
there's a reason y i nv been to wlcs for long
n the reason is clear
nv been doesnt mean i left
i was born there
but i learn nutink there
too many ppl too little opportunities
even when in sp
i had a goal in mind
i wanted to be trained well
to go back n bring proud to wlcs
wad a big ambition
nv will be fulfilled
moi family couldnt afford
fees for uni is damn ex
plus moi bro stil studying
mum sae sell house
sigh
forget it
dun study le
be realistic
find a job bah
he msg mi ytd
ask mi where am i
den no reply
today, again ask mi where im going later
again, no reply
dunno wad he's up to
tok to his mum ytd
his mum as usual so excited
she's probably the same wid everybody bah
keep asking mi for dinner
anything lor
lets wait n c if she remembers to call
haas
went to help grace bring tour ytd
to be exact, is follower onli
actual is tmr
go national museum
aiseh, now high tech liao leh
self-guided tour wid the help of "companion"
but.. i dun like
i stil prefer reading the words from the boards
haas
den went back for moi dragon training
no longer the same le
sp mess up le
cux laoda din hand over, he threw over
i wan to pull sp tgt
i dun haf to do so but jux cudnt bear to see it fall
its a big challenge
no idea if i can make it
dun even noe where to start
dashu sae let yongjin run by us
the mixture of the poly grads+wc+dunno who n who
he said he held a meeting before
n many were interested
good lor
at least grad liao stil got place to go
wad abt mi?
i wan to go back moi hometown
the place where i nv left before, not at all
but everybody tot i peng
i din comment on anything
xin zhi du ming jiu hao
i join sp to learn dragon ball
dashu is from weijin, he came to teach sp dragon
im close wid em cux we get along
but i nv joined em
dere was a line in between all along
tat's all
there's a reason y i nv been to wlcs for long
n the reason is clear
nv been doesnt mean i left
i was born there
but i learn nutink there
too many ppl too little opportunities
even when in sp
i had a goal in mind
i wanted to be trained well
to go back n bring proud to wlcs
wad a big ambition
nv will be fulfilled
Friday, January 19, 2007
i am so hungry, so tired now
i need moi beauty sleep!!!!!
haven been sleeping much lately
appetite oso becoming smaller
speech oso lesser
wad happened to the "cheerleader"???
woke up early to pick up moi photos
tonnes of photos
first time ever needed a big red bag to bring back moi photos
917pcs okay? got it?
den met fx for lunch at causeway
fx become more obedient le sia
hmm.. ppl do change over time, i guess
ate qiu lian ban mian
hmm, the standard seems to drop le leh..
but long time nv eat so anything la
cant believe i was full wid onli half a bowl
gosh!
i used to eat ALOT!!
nvm.. den went walk walk
while waiting for fx outside courts
look at the escalator n remind mi of the past
sigh
den? go pasar malam walk one round go home le
im onli out for like 1 n 1/2hr
moi goodness
the tot of going home = sians
but bo bian, fx had early lessons
never slp last nite
wanna go home slp
nvm lor
go home sort pics
took one whole day to sort them out n put them into album
finali done
look back at the photos
i miss the times in disney
it was so much fun
so much more relaxing
n more meaningful
at least i have sumtink to do when i was dere
now, im jux like a wandering soul
leading an aimless life
friends, mum all ask mi to go find work
but.. if u recall
i went straight to the states after moi exams
i nid to rest de leh
im no robot
canot pia all the way
even robots need rest
n i mean PLENTY of rest
dunno y, ppl keep asking mi the same question
n moi answer is the same for all who is interested
"nope, no ang moh bf"
thanx for ur concern
i need moi beauty sleep!!!!!
haven been sleeping much lately
appetite oso becoming smaller
speech oso lesser
wad happened to the "cheerleader"???
woke up early to pick up moi photos
tonnes of photos
first time ever needed a big red bag to bring back moi photos
917pcs okay? got it?
den met fx for lunch at causeway
fx become more obedient le sia
hmm.. ppl do change over time, i guess
ate qiu lian ban mian
hmm, the standard seems to drop le leh..
but long time nv eat so anything la
cant believe i was full wid onli half a bowl
gosh!
i used to eat ALOT!!
nvm.. den went walk walk
while waiting for fx outside courts
look at the escalator n remind mi of the past
sigh
den? go pasar malam walk one round go home le
im onli out for like 1 n 1/2hr
moi goodness
the tot of going home = sians
but bo bian, fx had early lessons
never slp last nite
wanna go home slp
nvm lor
go home sort pics
took one whole day to sort them out n put them into album
finali done
look back at the photos
i miss the times in disney
it was so much fun
so much more relaxing
n more meaningful
at least i have sumtink to do when i was dere
now, im jux like a wandering soul
leading an aimless life
friends, mum all ask mi to go find work
but.. if u recall
i went straight to the states after moi exams
i nid to rest de leh
im no robot
canot pia all the way
even robots need rest
n i mean PLENTY of rest
dunno y, ppl keep asking mi the same question
n moi answer is the same for all who is interested
"nope, no ang moh bf"
thanx for ur concern
Thursday, January 18, 2007
now tat im back from the states
im feeling EXTREME bored in sing
maybe im stil adapting?
went to meet moi slk gang
no longer close wid em
i was kinda quiet throughout
even wid moi best buddy
dere seems not much to tok abt
went to help jjc wid their dragon
glad tat im stil able to help
at least i stil rmb how to dance the dragon
been so many months since i last held the dragon ball
i should sae moi pfm today is not bad bah
n dey r so shocked when moi mum sae i jux came back
"came back from where?"
"from the states"
the next immediate reaction, "how old are u?"
lolx.
as usual i guess
the previous batch i lead was shocked when dey find out im older too
=)
bought a cloth wardrobe today
japanese type
now moi room looks so cramp
i dun like tat
i like it spacious
shall do some shifting tmr
n guess wad
i finali went to develop moi photos
n it came up to 917pcs!!
which was equivalent to $275.10
moi goodness!
actuali im ok wid it
until i found out i can save $88 if i had gone to kodak
nvm
forget it
so long moi pics are nice
tat would be good enuff
or perhaps im used to emperor's life
im spending money like water
tat will not do
shall start doing accounts
need to learn saving!!
im bored
im feeling EXTREME bored in sing
maybe im stil adapting?
went to meet moi slk gang
no longer close wid em
i was kinda quiet throughout
even wid moi best buddy
dere seems not much to tok abt
went to help jjc wid their dragon
glad tat im stil able to help
at least i stil rmb how to dance the dragon
been so many months since i last held the dragon ball
i should sae moi pfm today is not bad bah
n dey r so shocked when moi mum sae i jux came back
"came back from where?"
"from the states"
the next immediate reaction, "how old are u?"
lolx.
as usual i guess
the previous batch i lead was shocked when dey find out im older too
=)
bought a cloth wardrobe today
japanese type
now moi room looks so cramp
i dun like tat
i like it spacious
shall do some shifting tmr
n guess wad
i finali went to develop moi photos
n it came up to 917pcs!!
which was equivalent to $275.10
moi goodness!
actuali im ok wid it
until i found out i can save $88 if i had gone to kodak
nvm
forget it
so long moi pics are nice
tat would be good enuff
or perhaps im used to emperor's life
im spending money like water
tat will not do
shall start doing accounts
need to learn saving!!
im bored
Monday, January 15, 2007
on moi last day, i din cry
on the plane back, i din cry
but when i see singapore from above, moi tears dropped
i came back so excited to see everybody
their reaction was onli "you're back"
some dun even noe i was overseas for the past few months
called his daddy to sae im home
he needs to take a while to remember who i am
...
saw him today
he was jux beside
he din see mi
nice to see him again anyway
ask him to choose between mickey, donald n goofy
he like none of them
somehow felt hurt
wanted to give him a keychain
he wan none of it
bought him a mickey vintage shirt
will he wear it?
or hang it in the wardrobe to rot?
haix.
mummy watched mi sort the souvenirs
sae i waste money
saw the jeans n skirts i bought
sae i waste money again
sigh.
i pay everything wid moi salary
i work hard to earn much
to reward myself n all i get is "waste money"
i see the high rise buildings
i took pics in malls
saleslady said cannot take pics
im not getting used to it
i wan to go back orlando
this is not moi home
no sense of belonging
nope.
on the plane back, i din cry
but when i see singapore from above, moi tears dropped
i came back so excited to see everybody
their reaction was onli "you're back"
some dun even noe i was overseas for the past few months
called his daddy to sae im home
he needs to take a while to remember who i am
...
saw him today
he was jux beside
he din see mi
nice to see him again anyway
ask him to choose between mickey, donald n goofy
he like none of them
somehow felt hurt
wanted to give him a keychain
he wan none of it
bought him a mickey vintage shirt
will he wear it?
or hang it in the wardrobe to rot?
haix.
mummy watched mi sort the souvenirs
sae i waste money
saw the jeans n skirts i bought
sae i waste money again
sigh.
i pay everything wid moi salary
i work hard to earn much
to reward myself n all i get is "waste money"
i see the high rise buildings
i took pics in malls
saleslady said cannot take pics
im not getting used to it
i wan to go back orlando
this is not moi home
no sense of belonging
nope.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
was sitting in the bus back from costuming, the driver was playing some soothing mexican songs.. the sky, the scenery, everything.. first time ever paid attention to it.. the sky was blue.. nice blue.. n the clouds were low.. seems so low that its touching the trees.. the sun looks so warmth.. but the weather was cooling.. wad a beautiful day.. moi best ever vacation in usa, alone.
despite i came here alone, without moi family, the first time away from home, so far.. i love it here. the freedom, the comfortness, the friendliness, moi friends, MSE. the tot of leaving this place, moi eyes start to wet.
here, im leading an emperor's life. i live moi own life. i earn for moi keep. bread n water when im penniless. shopping, shopping n more shopping when im rich. everything's coming to an end. end.
i shall bring the happiness here back home, and leave the unhappiness here.
keep smiling. keep believing. dreams will come true.
i will go back home n melt all ur hearts with moi sweetness. beware. im coming. =P
despite i came here alone, without moi family, the first time away from home, so far.. i love it here. the freedom, the comfortness, the friendliness, moi friends, MSE. the tot of leaving this place, moi eyes start to wet.
here, im leading an emperor's life. i live moi own life. i earn for moi keep. bread n water when im penniless. shopping, shopping n more shopping when im rich. everything's coming to an end. end.
i shall bring the happiness here back home, and leave the unhappiness here.
keep smiling. keep believing. dreams will come true.
i will go back home n melt all ur hearts with moi sweetness. beware. im coming. =P
Sunday, December 31, 2006
finali finished bud's assignments!! ALL OF THEM!! yippee yuppiee!! been rushing them throughout these few days.. now finali can sleep in peace le!! yeah!! *applaud*
supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!
woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!
oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??
im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..
she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..
recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x
but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..
jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..
think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?
love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.
supposedly to go MK find Lucy Margaret de.. cux its her last day today.. but i SUPER tired leh.. sorry Lucy!! i will miss u!! heard she'll come back anyway but not in MSE.. she going to work as parade control.. hmm.. wadeva la.. so long she comes back before i leave means we stil got chance to meet up!! keep a lookout for her!!
woke up very early morning wanted to go bank.. but helped gaby to pack her luggage ytd til 5am den slp.. i must say i very pro lor.. she got so many many things to pack la.. her plush toys, bags, caps, clothes, books, snow globe, cups.. oh! n her comforter!! omg.. it was a mess when i came home at 3am after work.. guess wad.. i managed to help her squeeze everything into 2check-in luggage n a hand-carry!! aiseh.. clever eh?? i even managed to pack her snow globe n 3 SUPER BIG cups into the luggage la.. n her comforter too!!! without the use of a compressed bag wor.. wl see mi pro alrdy hint mi to help her pack wor.. lolx!!
oh n tat gaby damn funny la.. cux we tel her to buy compressed bag, n we said the kind where u can vacuum out the air.. n she showed us the vacuum bag this morning n asked if tat can fit her comforter!! oh moi goodness!! vacuum bag?!! nono.. moi dear gaby.. u got us wrong.. haas.. how can tat vacuum bag stuff ur comforter??
im hungry leh.. but dun feel like cooking cux.. yes, once again.. dey leave the dishes not washed in the sink.. n yes, its stacking up.. n most importantly, no more pots for mi to use.. its even difficult to wash even a fork.. imagine how horrible dey r.. i dunno who is the main "contributor" la.. but i guess its xiaohei bah..
she's the onli one who haven cleaned the house since the day she steps in.. everyone of us had more or less done our part.. vacuum, mop, wipe, trash, wash.. everything.. but not her.. not even the simplest thing, empty the trash.. nope..
recently, she keep ordering pills online.. n according to gaby, its some kind of skin pills.. cux her skin oily.. hmm.. izzit? nv notice leh.. maybe she too dark hard to notice bah.. hopefully, its realli skin pills onli.. not diet pills.. she alrdy so thin thin liao stil eat diet pills later faint i reali dunno how to help her lor.. though i was trained in cpr.. but NO WAY am i goin to do it on her.. wan oso mux find shuai ge rite? oops.. =x
but hor.. good-looking guys with good heart are reali rare lor.. guess all taken le bah..
jux tok to wb jux now.. he asked mi la.. nobody jio mi meh.. im like gosh.. nope.. nobody.. den he shoot mi back la.. say that time got long queue now not even one.. yarlar.. not even one canot ar.. plum blossom period over le ma.. aiya.. this kind of thing is see fate de leh.. ppl dun wan i oso bo bian rite.. cant possibly anyhow throw moiself like the gals over here rite? though it wud be nice to haf someone but im not tat desperate lor..
think abt it.. when one reaches a certain age, everyone seems to be so troubled over bgr. have you ever wondered why? do you start hunting becux everyone else has one but u dun?? or do you jux grab anyone in the streets? when u love somebody, do you truly care about that special one?? if you do, why would u hurt him or her once n again, n again?? do you ask for patch becux u haf nobody to date, to hurt, to play? if you were the one who ask for patch, why do you initiate breakup again? do u truly believe u would cherish the person n never let him or her be hurt again? most importantly, do u reali love that person?
love is like money. its not the most important thing in life, but u wont be able to survive without it. so, learn to cherish. if you alrdy found yours, dun let it go. if you ever once and again tot of letting go, let it go. follow your heart.
its new year eve in sg
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
happy new year singapore
first time making peanut brittle wid abel ytd
first time doing it by ourselves without the help of any morning crew
we did it
din mess up
it was a success
but i wasnt excited at all
usually i wud be dancing ard if i succeed in anything for the first time
nope
i wasnt at all excited
perhaps i was tired
or maybe i was jux not in the mood
bought a packet though
n shared it with moi roommates
surprisingly i was kinda excited when i told them i made it
maybe cux dey were surprised too bah
haas
it's lucy's last day today
she'll be leaving tmr at noon
next wk on the 2nd
even more ppl leaving
leslie, abel and more more more
='(
Saturday, December 30, 2006
heard from ashley she going seasonal after her program ends
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
a seasonal needs to work only min 40 hours a year
hmm.. having new plans now
thinking of going seasonal too
since im allowed to stay in usa 30days after moi visa expires
i can easily hit 40hours within a week
i stil want to go nyc
i wan to go
but wl gave up the idea le
cux we gotta work for the last wk, canot apply off
otherwise no money to pay rent
but.. i overheard xiaohei say she's gg nyc!!
damn!!
wait, y bother abt her so much
im disliking her MORE & MORE
back to topic
if i reali can extend moi stay
n stil haf a shelter over moi head
I WILL EXTEND
heeheehaha
mum expect mi to be home in two weeks time
heard abt the news tat taiwan had a recent earthquake affecting internet connection in most countries
mummy sae by the time we go online chat im alrdy back home
izzit??
i doubt so.. wl jux chatted wid her mummy ytd online
xiaohei's mum even more pro.. dunno how the hell she managed to call TREEHOUSE from singapore
moi mum?? dun even bother to try if the internet connection works
forget it
shall not miss them too much
DUN EVEN THINK OF THEM!!
im tired
im homesick
im feeling so lonely
that specs, disappeared
nobody to call mi baby anymore
nobody from home to chat with mi anymore
all LIES
sigh
jennifer jux delivered her first baby on the 27th
dark hair
9.5inch
dunno how many pounds
forget liao
27th.. the same day that month
im jux too senstitive to that date
cux something drastic happened
never ever will i forget
sigh
Thursday, December 28, 2006
its tat time of the month, been 3months since the last.. finali auntie came to visit.. dere's probably nutink wrong wid mi.. body takes time to adjust after op ba.. well, it came finali.. so its kinda relieve.. dun nid to bring so many "bread" home now.. haas.. but aint feeling good.. aching all over.. cramps.. gotta go work later.. till 215am.. hell..
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
woke up from a dream i cudnt believe.. i actuali dreamt of him.. gosh.. n moi dragon.. oh man.. do one dream becuz he/she misses the thing he/she missing too much?? the dream hmm.. ... was kinda sweet.. but the dragon part.. oh no! moi dragon skills degraded!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! gotta go back to training soon!! but.. where do i go back for training??
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i miss tat specs..
move on!!
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