had a heart to heart talk wid wb last nite.. 5hours.. phew.. tat was long.. so glad we met n knew.. one of moi confidante..
jux now gs msg mi.. said sumtink tat reali pissed mi off.. din asked him to wait in the firx place.. did mention b4 abt 090909.. wadeva.. i dun care anymore.. but moi heart did hurt.. was shattered.. disappointed..
went to his blog.. saw his photos.. dunno y.. felt like a stranger.. somebody i used to depend on.. no longer dere..
spld having problems.. heard displeasure.. cux sp n wj too close.. dunno wad to sae.. ts msg mi.. asked i neber go back wlcs le meh.. dunno wad to sae.. not i dun wan go back.. but i felt extra wheneva i go back.. i dun feel moi importance dere.. i dun haf a role to play..
den again.. i dun belong to wj.. no matter how close am i wid em.. tats not moi home.. not where i belong..

2yrs back.. becux of him.. i left moi home..
den becux of him.. i lost moi soul..
now.. again.. becux of him.. i lost moi directions..