somehow her entries seem to bring so much hurt to ppl ard her.. jm read her blog.. was a big blow to her.. she tot he lied to her again.. when the truth is.. nobody noes dey had neber stop contacting each other.. in fact.. nobody asked abt em.. dey did remain as friends.. purely friends.. sometimes.. things dun nid too much explanation.. the more u tries to explain.. the more complicating it becomes..
e fact is dey r jux friends.. she's jux somebody he can turn to when he needs a shoulder to cry on.. he cols her bb.. wad he used to col her.. she dun feel anythink anymore.. no longer like e other time when she cried as he called her by tat name.. nomore..
dey r meeting up for lunch.. their usual place usual stall usual lunch.. she's kinda nervous.. wondering wad wud happen when dey meet.. dey haven met for months, alone.. almost a yr.. its going to feel kinda awkward.. wont it? actuali.. she's not in the mood rite now..

went training today.. basic training.. her leg hurts again.. the infected area.. she din change clothes.. but stil gotta teach.. n its somebody whom she dun like.. she heard the gal kinda backstab her.. her home ppl din noe abt her r/s wid wj.. she noes dere will be misunderstanding.. tats y she neber breathe a word.. yet tat asshole let it all out to their shifu when she dunno anything.. wth!!
she reali regretted asking her to join sp.. she's so fake.. not like who she used to noe.. so lazy.. so materalistic.. so girlie.. training stil put makeup.. wad the hell!! she almost raised her voice at her.. jux cant stand the way she's behaving.. yucks! sucks to the core!!
n why of all ppl.. put them in the same team!! she wanted so much to distance away from her.. she was advised to keep a distance.. get away from mi!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

her kids tot she was so excited she finali found somebody to sub her lollipop.. e truth is.. she dun.. but she had to get a substitute.. her leg is giving her problems.. n her waist.. n her wrist.. she's injured everywhere.. she gotta take care.. she couldnt reali do stuns anymore.. n today.. her heart problem came back.. once in a while.. she will start panting with no reason.. she dunno why.. but guess sumtink's not rite.. haix..

can somebody lend her a hug.. she's crying..

she's loud n noisy.. all she wanted was attention
she needs to noe she's not alone
she hates to be neglected.. she hated e feeling of loneliness
she's owaes laughing.. yet deep within she's feeling empty
all she needed was care n concern
all along she had em all..
until somebody appear.. e somebody who backstab her
she had to share
reluctant.. she puts in her usual smile n cries in her heart
everybody treated e asshole like treasure
who would ever understand how she feels?