tot of putting up e lyrics norman sent mi.. was so meaningful.. describes exactly how i feel.. but it crashes moi blog.. damn! wait till i learnt how to post chinese words ba..

somehow dunno wad happen.. dey agreed on being the part time post onli the two of em wil noe.. she allowed him to apply cux he had e experience.. or was it becux of special privileges she had stored for him? she stated her terms.. if he is able to oblige he will be paid handsomely..
but is this thing for real? r things meant to turn out this way?? were dey meant to be??
dey dreamt e same thing on the same day.. his ended sweetly.. but hers ended wid disappointment.. wad does tat mean??

dey met 2003.. got together in the same yr.. feelings onli grow stronger after a few months.. couples envied their sweetness.. until dey started to quarrel.. n finali ended in 2005..
dey kept in contact as friends.. he kept her informed of his lifestories.. his lovestories.. she was dere when he was down.. had owaes been the pillar for him to hold on.. neber once had she left.. even when she feels tat he had found his true love..
when she finali stabilized.. softly in her heart whispered.. she will neber go back to him again.. he comes back.. n somehow she allows him to..
the chapter unfolds on their 2 n 1/2yr anniversary.. or did it?

she read her blog.. e other her who loves him so much yet at the same time hurt him so much.. tat her needs him more.. she's alrdy kinda used to her single life.. he can do so much for tat her.. he does love her.. doesnt he? she noes love is selfish.. but she rather be the one behind the scene.. bless him..

-to gs-
dunno if u will get to read this.. jux wanna sae sorrie for hurting u so much.. shdnt haf misled u..
i noe sorrie no cure.. but tats e onli word i cud think of..
go ahead n avoid mi ba.. if this will make u feel much better.. though disappointed cux im going to lose a good buddy.. but rather u live happier.. all the best for ur future endeavours..