oops im blogging again
grandpa go hospital again
or shall i say chalet?
e last time he stayed dere for almost a month
this time, dunno gg to stay how long
i dun empathise him
i pity moi mum
c her so tired taking care of him
yet he dun even listen
how can so disobedient?!!
haix

afternoon saw bb online
tried to tok to him
yet he never reply

the clock strikes 12
another 24hrs no msg, no col, no contact

last wk this day
he said to come n find mi after school
but becux of tat msg
we havent meet since

i dun wan to carry on like this
reali dun wan
but im so scared
tat one day he will msg mi
n say full stop

i dun wan to hear tat!!

jux now the AIA lady came
she was late!!
for almost an hour!!!
made us wait for her like wad
luckily i told her to come moi house
if not i would be birdding somewhere

e policy she describes
i understand
but her translation not very good
honestly i dun reali trust her
charge mi $480 for tat few papers!!
damn!!

i trust auntie more
but im worried the china company auntie intro is not reliable
n im gg america
mama sae buy america den
actuali mama oso trust auntie more
n auntie offered $370
which is $110 less!!!

haix
nvm la
alrdy pay liao
america is jux so troublesome

watch jean yip slimming prog jux now
e bf proposed to the gal leh
their story seems so alike to our story
but dey finali getting married le
congrats

as for mi?
no idea
dun even noe where is he now

he once said if he cudnt be bothered
he wudnt haf msg mi
now reali stop msging mi le
wad does tat mean?

a hint for mi?

arghhhhhhhhh!!!

damn!! moi left wrist hurts
lucky not right wrist
tmr stil got exam leh

cz msg ask to chu shi on sat
sae need alot ppl
should i go?
i stil got exam on monday
haven even touch
tats not moi primary concern actuali

rather, wad can i do even if i chu shi?
dragonball?
oh pls, spare mi
i had a reali bad experience the other time
nv eva in wlcs am i gg to lead the dragon again
phobia

n if i go chu shi
i surely will c bb
how wil i react?
how wil he react?

haix
bb, i miss u.

9 days left
9th day of the war

the no. 9 again
the date of our anniversary
the proposed date for our rom

will our story continue?

oh heaven, oh jesus, oh buddha
pls let our story continue
foreva n eva
never ending
happily eva after

i reali learnt
i shd haf tok to him instead
tell him i was tired
but never eva sae take a break

im praying everyday for his return
bless mi