was supposed to go find teacher today
end up having pains
great pains

moi lower abdomen
hope its not e operated part
had no idea wad the surgeons did to mi tat day
but e doc sae im okie when i went back for follow-up
den again, she told mi to go back for checkup in another 6wks time

i wont be in singapore, i told her
den she said alright
if u dun feel right
visit the doc overseas

haiz
pain, pain n pain
i went back to slp
onli to wake up at 1pm

wanted to check answers wid teacher
too late
now can onli depend on moiself
im aiming for an 'A', at least
well, i did quite well for moi previous 2 CAs
if i can get 80 and above for moi exam
i would be secured with an 'A'
bless mi

hubby msg mi last nite
chatted a little
he said he would send mi off
tats y he wanted to confirm the planning

e last sat in singapore
was meant to be solely for him, for mi
to spend some little moments tgt
for memories to help mi
endure lovesick for the next 140days in USA

but now
we r so unsure of each other
wouldnt it be awkward when we meet up?

i dunno
i noe i was rather cold wid m0i replies
like u said, i cant change moi attitude overnight too
i cant jux pretend nth happen on the nite i went to find u
moi heart was shattered
it sank real deep

but y? before i slept
i tot of our wedding?
n i was so excited
abt the different wedding gowns i wud be wearing
the different hairstyles
n the different pose for photo shoots
i saw how blissful we were
y were those tots running thru moi mind?

maybe, on one hand
i told moiself to forget it
yet on the other hand
i was yearning for ur return

i guess u r facing e same situation ba

its raining outside
be careful wid ur steps k

i gotta get back to moi books
having appt wid sinseh tonight
yupz, i sprained moi waist
hope tats e reason y im in pain this morning

pray. pray tat im healthy n fine.