was reali pissed n disappointed
his words made moi heart boil for the whole nite
tat i almost cudnt breathe
moi heart is weak
canot be agigated

e bomb in mi
he finali litted n let it explode

surprisingly
after today's farewell dinner wid moi kids
i dun seems to be angry wid him anymore

*to moi kids*
thanx alot for the dinner
it was a simple n a little frightening though
pls do not arrange functions for granny at boxing place
i am timid as u all saw
anyway
pls take good care of urslf
i will take good care of moiself too
dun worrie
when nainai is away
pls do not misbehave
cux i'll be back
n i'll start yakking
haas
last of all
jux wanna sae
i love all of u

*to him*
i wanted reali much to scold u
yet everytime i c u i jux cudnt bring moiself to
i wanted to wake u up
jux as much as i wan to hug u tite

i saw couples locking their hands
n the ring on them
i wished we cud be like em

i noe tats not ur heartfelt words
but i reali haf no idea wad to do anymore

im leaving
u pls take good care
u noe i will worrie

e person i loved n hated e most
i stil love u so

pls do not take mi for granted
i am not a toy