slept at 4am woke up at 1pm
haas
piggy neh
actuali early early wake up le
jux dun wan to get up

i dreamt of him again
but not a good one ytd
i dreamt he n jj become an item
i dun wan to get out of bed
dun wan to open moi eyes
cux i noe he's not ard this time
i flipped open moi fone
no msg no missed col
in moi dreams, he's gone
in reality
perhaps, he's reali gone??

will he msg mi today?

everyday oso waiting for his msg
at least one msg tel mi he reach home le
i oso happy
ytd dun haf le
haix

im having exams this wk
haben study
yet every moment seems to be online
dunno y
maybe jux hope to c him online
everyday go to his blog
nutink new
wonder how he's doing

i tried to study
but study half way jiu cry
automatic de
den after tat jiu canot concentrate le
haix

wb scolded mi
y i reply him so cold
was thinking if i haf added a "why" in the last msg
perhaps he would haf reply
now wan to ask oso dunno how to phrase
haix

told moiself to stop thinking abt him
sumhow i jux cudnt
i sae wish mi love luck
tat stupid monkey wished mi find somebody better

im sorry
i am jux so stubborn
i dun wan anybody else

i onli wan him