was watching e ndp recast
a mux watch program every yr
e last time in national stadium
memories
was touched when e national songs were sang
e fireworks, i missed it

tat day, the last day we went out
i asked but din insist in going
actuali i tot how great if we can watch fireworks tgt
i brought moi camera
wanted to capture beautiful moments

tat day, the last day he held moi hand
e last day he called mi baobei
haix

dreamt of him again
almost everyday he appears in moi dream
e dream
i cudnt slp
but i held on to his hand
e warmth tat make mi feel so secured
make mi fell asleep so peacefully

jux like tat time, when i was hospitalized
i woke up in nightmares
it was scary
but when i opened moi eyes
he was right beside mi
i held on to his hand
n i fell asleep watching him
e warmth
i felt so secured
n i fell asleep again, peacefully

e hand
tat gave mi warmth n security
im losing it

how i wish
i was never discharged
den he would be dere for mi
everyday

moi one n onli
hubby, i miss u.